Chapter: I am only happy when it hurts

I've now also tried a songfic and hope I've at least succeeded in doing something.
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The song is from the Böhse Onkelz
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I am only happy when it hurts
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"I'll show you what it means to be alone
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I drink tears - black wine
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I follow you deep - deep into the night
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To the abyss of your soul - I descend
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I'm looking for the one that makes me cry
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Love is addicting - drunk and blind
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I'm looking for the way out of the void - that determines my life
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I let it rain tears "
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Thoughts - my head is about to burst
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All these thoughts revolve around this earth woman - like the earth around the sun
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Your face flickers again and again in front of me
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Is that supposed to mean this human feeling - so-called love
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"I am only happy when it hurts
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I give you my frozen heart<br />
I want you to warm it up for me "
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Is it supposed to be my future?
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Gives for a 'we'. any chance at all?
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Does she mean something to me and I mean something to her?
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What should I do
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I've never been so desperate in my life
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"I'm lost - -nothing is clear anymore
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I am where - there was no one before me
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Unable to love - or do I love torment
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I love the pain - am I not normal?
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I'm looking for the one that brings my spirit to Hasue
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I'm looking for the one for whom I sing these songs
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Just one night in my room - we wake up and live forever
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I let it rain tears "
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Can a Saiyan heart feel love at all?
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Kakarott can, but so can I.
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We both grew up in completely different worlds.
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He learned from birth what it means to love, but I am in a world full of hate<br />
grown up. I was taught that affection only makes you weak and vulnerable.
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Supposedly love makes the loneliness that every being feels more bearable, but this one
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Solitude is exactly what makes a warrior so strong, isn't it?
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I just don't know what to do anymore.
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The missing hand he needs now is right in front of him, but will he ever realize it?