Chapter: Twilight (4)

So here is the fourth chapter. Have fun ^^
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Transience.
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Trapped in the world, free to be trapped.
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To know that everything is fleeting, nothing eternal and still
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helpless.
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To see how everything wilts that one was allowed to see bloom, grow
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and thrive.
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Anxiety.
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To know that everything has an end, no matter when and how, nothing comes of it
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consist.
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One will be forgotten, one will be forgotten and ultimately one will
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to disappear.
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Everything you have built up, everything you have learned, all of them
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Efforts you had in your life.
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Everything will trickle like air through the fingers of time.
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To forget.
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Forget what you did, forget how you felt, forget what
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was and is what will be what can be.
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The consciousness will dissolve into a deep black.
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No, not black .... Nothing .....<br />
Nothing is nothing.
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A simple little word, existing but never understood.
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How can one get into this limited universe of the mind
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Forcing meaning of nothing?
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Transience.
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Why are we fighting?
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What are we fighting for?
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One day nobody will know for what, why, when and where ... but we
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fight without us being aware that in the next moment everything
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is over.
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Only afterwards do you become aware that it is over.
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People try to hold air, to catch air.
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To collect seconds, to buy time, to achieve immortality
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with their deeds, which are insignificant anyway.
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But one day it will all be over.
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Transience.....
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Why is this word so heavy and sluggish?
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Because I am not like that.
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Because I won't go away.
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Because I won't die, because I will never forget.
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Immortality, miserable curse.
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What did I do wrong ...
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"Trunks?"
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The young Saiyan startled from his thoughts and sat
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bolt upright on the bed. The magic bean fell from his hand,
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which he had wanted to put in his mouth for a whopping 2 hours. First
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now he realized that he had forgotten the time.
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"Goku?" he stopped and saw the always warrior with an always sunny disposition
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at. Goku smiled.
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"I didn't bother you, did I?"
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"No ... But why are you still here? I thought you were
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long gone. "
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Embarrassed, Son-Goku scratched his head and giggled softly.
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"I uh was gone too, but now ... somehow I didn't want to
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home."
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Trunks didn't seem to understand immediately, but then he drew one
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Raised an eyebrow and looked questioningly at his friend.
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"Are you saying you want to stay here?"
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"Yes ... uh, that's roughly what I meant."Immediately he put one
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sincere look at.
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"I mean if you don't mind."
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Trunks waved it off. "No, no problem. Goten is straight anyway
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gone. "When he said this there was a pang in his heart. He
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has not had a word with his lover since the incident
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changed ..... and he was terribly sorry for what he said
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would have...
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"So? Did you fight?" Trunks winced as if Goku had him
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beaten.
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"No!" he pressed out irritably and pointed impatiently to the door.
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“You know where the guest room is, don't you?” Goku looked perplexed, but he did
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then he nodded and turned to leave the room. But
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before that he mumbled softly: "Go after Trunks for him."
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Vegeta's son stiffened and stared at the older Saiyan who was
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but looked up innocently.
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"What did you say?" asked the fair-haired boy, astonished, and tore
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eyes wide open.<br />
“Me?” Shrugging, Goku pointed at himself.
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"I said> I'll go then, Trunks ... <"
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.......
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Vegeta stared into nothing ... He sank into the semi-darkness of his
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Room as if in pleasant warmth. His right hand was trembling, but he was
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didn't feel it ....
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Slowly he moved his head, threw it back, and steered
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his stare at the ceiling.
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Wasn't Trunks right? ...... Empty thoughts invaded with one
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painful fullness in his head. He tried to be clear at the same time
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to get and to erase everything from his mind .... But ever
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the more he tried to bring some brightness into his inner silence
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bring the stronger the feeling that everything was making sense
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lost ... What was he trying to be happy for?
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For the first time since he left Trunks' room, something happened
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Movement in his face. He narrowed his eyes bitterly and<br />
bared his teeth as if he were facing an invisible enemy
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to sit....
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But ... wasn't he his greatest enemy?
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How could he emerge from this deep, devouring pain
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when he had to put everything on himself, when he had no one
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who was to blame ... ??
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"I hate you ..." Vegeta croaked, staring at each other's hands.
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"I hate you, you stupid cyborg ..... I hate you so much
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abysmal .... "
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Suddenly he heard a faint noise and his head snapped
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Page. Out of the corner of his eye he saw that the door had opened
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and the light from outside cast a long shadow into his room
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threw ....
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"Kakarott !!" The prince jumped up in horror and froze when he saw Gokus
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Face looked out of mixed feelings. In the first moment he shot
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Thought through Vegeta's mind that the subclass warrior was his words
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had heard, but Goku suddenly smiled openly at him.<br />
"Always fighting, right?"
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Vegeta wrinkled his nose and shrugged, but his shoulders
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Movement didn't seem as unaffected as it should have been. Something
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cramped, he released his fighting stance. Goku pulled in surprise
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raise an eyebrow.
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"Are you tense again, should I ..." Vegeta waved him off and
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grinned crookedly.
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"I know the trick, idiot."
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The younger fighter played disappointment, but a happy one
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He couldn't suppress the flash in his eyes. At last
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he drew a smile from the prince ...
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A gentle smile ...
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"Vegeta ..." Goku slowly straightened up and laughed happily.
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The smile on Vegeta's face and the usual one died away immediately
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hard expression returned to his sharp features.
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"What's the laughing about? Huh? You're not laughing at me, are you?"
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Goku slapped his knee happily and pointed, still laughing<br />
on the prince.
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"You smiled!" he pressed out. The other person did not understand
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and gestured discreetly to his forehead to show Goku that he was
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was seemingly insane.
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"And?" he finally asked. Slowly the strongest fighter calmed down
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of the universe again and wiped the tears from his eyes.
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"It's really cute when you smile! And then I had to laugh!"
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Vegeta hunched his shoulders and growled offended, almost like
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an outcast animal. His partner seemed to notice and came
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slowly closer.
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"Hey. Don't be upset now." Vegeta turned away
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and crossed her arms.
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"I will not let you anger me, do not have any illusions. I
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am not offended! "
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Goku was now a few inches from the smaller Saiyan and
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nipped his side affectionately. A rude squeak escaped
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Vegeta's throat and he turned around with a swing with his arm raised<br />
To meet Goku. But the other dodged the blow and snapped
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on Vegeta's arm. Before the prince could really believe what happened to him
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happened Goku heaved him over his shoulder.
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"What's this? LET ME DOWN IMMEDIATELY !!!" Vegeta screeched and
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began to kick like a child. Goku avoided his kicks
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and patted his backside.
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"Take it easy. I'll eat you now, Prince."
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Vegeta stiffened and clutched Goku's back with his fingers.
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"With what cheek this guy says that ..." he hissed, more
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himself than to Goku.
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The younger laughed.
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"Admit it, you want it ..."
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“No!” Again the prince tried to get Goku's hard grip
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wriggle away, but he was not deterred and laid his living
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Finally load to bed. So that the grim Saiyan got his chance
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To escape, Goku swung his leg over Vegetas<br />
Body and sat on its pelvis. Then he held it to the
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Arms tight and finally conquered him. Vegeta stared, panting
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at the person opposite and growled softly.
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But Goku didn't let his good mood spoil. With a
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Gentleness that the prince would never credit the lower class warrior with
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he leaned forward and stroked Vegeta's blushing
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Cheeks.
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As the warm fingers brushed his skin, Vegeta let himself be
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falling for the first time in a long time and almost relaxed
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completely .... Only a slight nervousness still flickered in his
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Heart and suddenly he felt sheer well-being.
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His dark thoughts slowly passed ... He felt ...
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Lively...
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With all pleasure ... that awakened in him ...
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With all the nervousness that made him shiver ...
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How he was enjoying it ... all of a sudden ..... the warm and living energy
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of his partner .... how it flowed into him filled him, him<br />
included ... mixed with his hot breath, himself with his
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Soul united ...
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"Kakarott ..." he whispered and inhaled the smell of the other deeply
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his nose.
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"You're light as a feather ..." Goku smirked and his lips
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touched