Fanfic: Dämmerung (5)

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like a thin piece of wood and he just croaked softly.
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Bulma looked sadly at the floor and nodded.
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"I'm scared, Trunks ..... Of course, but ... Check it out
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an ..... What distinguishes him .... from a purely biological being? "
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Carefully she ran her fingers through Vegeta's hair.
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"He suffered ... definitely ... It's not easy for you<br />
proud prince like him ..... if you keep such an existence a secret
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must .... and he didn't do it for himself .... no .... it was
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not the selfishness that led him to close this secret
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true ..... He didn't mean to ... horrify us ...... sad
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do...."
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Bulma's face lit up.
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“Do you understand? And exactly because I recognize this side in him
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could .... long before you were born .... that's why I have him
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taken and not an easy to get along boring who always
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only> Yes and Amen <says ..... "
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Trunks had listened to his mother in amazement, and she had listened to it
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let go. Now she tugged gently at his shirt.
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"Now shut your mouth again and help me ... I want him
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repair..."
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"Y-yes mother ..." Trunks whispered and knelt next to the boss
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of caps. Corp .... He's never had it in a comparable one<br />
Seen situation, never recognized this admirable strength that
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his mother shaped ...
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And never before could see that his father was more than him
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always showed ....
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"I want to talk to you ..." Goten smashed firmly and stepped into the
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Garden. His father stood next to one of the trees and stroked it
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absent the bark of the plant.
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"Listen to me, father!"
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Goku lowered his head and closed his eyes. Then he waved one
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Hand and gestured for his son to begin his conversation.
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Goten took a deep, shaky breath, trying not to get away from his
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Letting feelings lead you into a rash act. Thousands
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Words buzzed through his mind and he tried to get one
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to formulate a coherent sentence .... But finally he squeezed
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just a single, helpless word.
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"Why?"
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Goku turned his back on him.
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"Why? .... Why did you .... do that?"
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Even as the question flowed down his dry lips, he became
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aware that a large part of his worldview is comprised in itself
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had fallen.
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He stared at Goku for a long time ..... Tried to look at the picture again
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to remember his beloved father, the radiant, pure
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Laughter on his face, those shiny eyes ..... That
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Light ..... to feel the warming light that he always felt
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would have....
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To see the hero he had admired for as long as he could remember ...
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But he didn't succeed for a heartbeat ...
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His father shrugged his shoulders and took a deep breath.
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"Goten ..." he finally breathed and Goten growled.
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"I don't want to hear my name from you as long as you are so strange to me
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are .... "
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Goku winced and looked over his shoulder at his son.<br />
His eyes were wide open .....
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"I am not a stranger to you ... I am your father ..."
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"No!" roared Goten, noticing like all restraint of
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he crumbled.
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"No, you are not! MY father would never have done this to Vegeta!
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WHO ARE YOU??"
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Goku bit his lip and helplessly raised his hands.
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"I don't understand what you mean ..... I was just angry ....."
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"That's not an explanation! You can't explain that to me
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to offer! Not you!"
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"Vegeta lied to me, he didn't tell me ... me
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was ... disappointed .... "
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Goten bared his teeth and clenched his fists.
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"That's all? You rag! I would never have believed that you were so WEAK
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BE WOULD BE, SON-GOKU! YOU ARE JUST JUST DISAPPOINTING AND
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STUPID !!! HAVE NO IDEA OF ANYTHING !!! "
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"KEEP YOUR MOUTH SHUT!!!"<br />
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Goten recoiled and shut his mouth in amazement. His father
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had turned completely and hunched his shoulders.
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"What do you know.....?" Goku whispered strainedly and
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stood on the path with his legs apart.
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"You open your mouth and yell at me because you don't know what
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you should do! Is that it?"
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Goten felt caught out and was already doing something about it
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say, but his father interrupted him.
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"What should I do? What would you have done in my place? I did
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believed he would ...... trust me! And not just since
<br />
last night! Always! He is my friend, Goths, mine
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longtime friend. I train with him every day, I know everything
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on him! Every movement, every breath, everything .... And ..... and ... "
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Goku took a breath and swayed. He leaned heavily on the tree
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his side.His son was silent.
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"And ... suddenly ... he tells me something like that. Yes, I'm naive
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and ..... and ..... maybe uneducated, of course. But I have in
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my life invests sweat and blood, also in his. I have him
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protected, I led him on the right path, and now where
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I see how he reaps the fruits of my labor, he must give me that
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say."
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"Father...."
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“No, now I'm talking, you won't interrupt me!” Goku raised
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his head, his gaze was wild and angry.
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"I'm silent about everything anyway. I always thought I could mine
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Filling life with training and fighting, I thought it would be mine
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rich .... And suddenly .... suddenly I step into this fire that
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Vegeta has laid. This exciting new thing that he offers me. He
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Says he loves me and I know exactly what he means. He thinks
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that he trusts me, me, his archenemy.He thinks he's not without it
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I can live because we are one .... And we are Goths too.
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I know that we are. I couldn't live without him either.
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Do you understand me? Or do you just want to yell at me again? "
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"I don't know ..." stammered Goten and swallowed dryly ...
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"I still don't understand ....."
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"It's easy !!! I have blown the fuses !! I am
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been angry, hurt! It was the first time that someone had met me
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hurt ...... In this way ... "
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He thought for a moment and finally rubbed his forehead. His look
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was cloudy and he was only wobbly on his feet, threatened everyone
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Moment to bend your knees.
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"I'm sorry .... Although ..."
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He began to smile carefully.
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"Though I know I didn't hurt Vegeta ... I did him
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Allowed rest. And I didn't hurt him ..... "<br />
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"Father...."
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"I didn't hurt him ... I didn't ... I know that ... He saw
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so peaceful ... I gave him something that he could
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had wished. He didn't want to anymore ... "
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"Yes! Right at that moment he wanted to go again! Because of you! He has ...
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he has ..... "Goten had no words. It was all so pointless and
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empty. Why should he still speak?
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Goku sat down on the grass and leaned tiredly against the tree, Goten
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leaned against the doorpost ... He was silent for a while without them
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Time to register how it flowed, how it passed ...
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"He will never be the same again."
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Goku nodded gently.
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"Yes. I killed him."
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<br />
epilogue
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A gentle breeze brushes Goten's quiet face. With a
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deep breath he draws the fresh air into his lungs and holds<br />
for a moment, as if he wanted something long past again
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Let it come back and hold on forever. But he has to breathe out
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must release what cannot be tamed.
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Timidly he looks down, directs his gaze to the gray stone that
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is laid in the grass in front of him and sighs.
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<br />
Prince Vegeta II
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732-788
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In each of us there is a piece of time that gives us immortality
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confers.
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Again and again Goten's gaze crawls over the characters. Often
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if he had wished he could speak Saiyan, that sentence too
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to have it carved in Vegeta's language. But in the end he knew
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not even if Vegeta really liked it. Once again
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he lets himself fall into his memories, which keep you going
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cause a cold shiver in his body .....
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Back then, just two days after speaking to his father<br />
Vegeta had been fixed. He opened his eyes and
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sit up without a word. Bulma had fallen around his neck and had
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welcomed him, Trunks too was almost blind with joy
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and had cheered loudly. Only Goten himself and Goku were
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remained silent ... And what happened after that Goten never would
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to forget.
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Vegeta had stood up, stiff and yet supple, had Goten
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looked long and meaningful before passing Goku
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and left the room ... Like a ghost.
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In the next few weeks a normal state returned,
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Goku and Vegeta had trained daily, and sometimes even sat
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together in front of the TV and talked about old times .... Goths
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got used to it, but one day Goku came home pale
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