Chapter: It will never end ... (prehistory)

It will never end <br />
<br />
Prehistory <br />
<br />
My name is Serality and I'm 14! But actually everyone calls me Sery. I'm in 9th grade at high school. My today was like any other, it just sucked! <br />
School in the morning ... don't have any homework in German .... can't pay attention. <br />
I always have to think of him ... it's clear when I see him every day! I've had a crush on him for a long time .... But I'm not telling him, I don't want to ruin my friendship with him. The teachers are yelling at me for not paying attention, but what should I do? He just can't get out of my head .... Ray .... Ray Kon .... <br />
Other than that, the rest of my day wasn't particularly cool either. <br />
Alone all day ... my father is dead ... my mother has to work ... I have no siblings ... I feel alone ... but no one cares ... <br />
I drone myself half the day with manga and anime anyway ... I know myself that this is not good for me ... and still ... I need a distraction.<br />
No wonder I never have my homework. Either I think about Ray and can't concentrate, or I think about the anime shit ... (ok anime ain't shit, she just says that) <br />
Tomorrow it will be the same, the day after tomorrow too ... <br />
Will it ever stop <br />
I secretly hope every evening that the next day will be better. <br />
But the next day didn't get any better ... <br />
<br />
<br />
To be continued .... <br />
<br />
<br />
<br />
* Ok, this is the FF to the poem, I hope I haven't bored you ... <br />
Bidde writes a few clerks or writes to my e-mail address. <br />
(see poem) <br />
Ciau, your <br />
Sery <br />
<br />
Ps: I don't know if I can put in the first and second part tomorrow, but I'll try! ^^