Chapter: Sleeping with Ghost

At Blackmoonlight's endeavor, the tbc is coming !! <br />
Thanks so far for the nice clerks, I will also contact me personally by mail :) !! <br />
One more thing, until "Damn your lies", please hear from Placebo, Sleeping with Ghosts and then Eavenescence with hello. Thanks for listening and have fun <br />
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Dedication: Bestvegeta, Xixia-san, Blackmoonlight, SsjAvril, Peprika and Vi-chan !!!! Love you all!!! <br />
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Sleeping with Ghost <br />
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Goku stared out of the prison hospital window without emotion. <br />
<br />
Everything gray in gray. <br />
<br />
No color could be seen. <br />
<br />
Everything just gray. <br />
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His gaze turned to the ceiling of the room. <br />
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The bed was bathed in juicy red. <br />
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The wound on his neck would not close. <br />
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As if you were grieving. <br />
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Weep and endure the pain He couldn't endure. <br />
<br />
A nurse came into the room and hung him on a bag of blood.<br />
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She gave him another pitying look, then closed the door behind her. <br />
<br />
He had the feeling that you locked him out of life. <br />
<br />
The door shut tightly behind him so that He couldn't get out. <br />
<br />
Had to live forever in his own world. <br />
<br />
Without light ... <br />
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Without warmth ... <br />
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Without him ... <br />
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Only in his own world. <br />
<br />
With sorrow, grief and pain ... <br />
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~ * ~ <br />
The sea`s evaporating <br />
Thought comes as no surprise <br />
~ * ~ <br />
<br />
How could He exist without him? <br />
<br />
Would fire burn the woods? <br />
<br />
Would the sky turn black? <br />
<br />
Would the seas evaporate? <br />
<br />
Nothing could deter him anymore. <br />
<br />
Nothing was worse for him than never seeing Vegeta again. <br />
<br />
And he would never see him again. <br />
<br />Would never be with him again ... <br />
~ * ~ <br />
This clouds we're seeing <br />
They`re explosions in the sky <br />
~ * ~ <br />
<br />
The gray of the outside world seemed to overwhelm him. <br />
<br />
Took the breath He needed. <br />
<br />
Crushed his core. <br />
<br />
Lightning flashed across the sky. <br />
<br />
Like an exploding wave, the thunder pulled you behind you. <br />
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Made him flinch. <br />
<br />
He felt it start to rain. <br />
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A drop hit his eye. <br />
<br />
How could it rain in here? <br />
<br />
Endless minutes passed before He realized He was crying. <br />
<br />
~ * ~ <br />
It seems it's written <br />
But we couldn't read between the line <br />
~ * ~ <br />
<br />
Why did fate have to hit him so hard? <br />
<br />
Why couldn't it be someone else who was suffering so? <br />
<br />
Why did He have to endure all of this? <br />
<br />
Was his path set? <br /><br />
Did He have to go through all of this? <br />
<br />
••• <br />
<br />
The door opened and a doctor came in. <br />
<br />
With his smock he looked like a ray of light. <br />
<br />
"You can go home in a few days." He said and disappeared again. <br />
<br />
Locked Goku out of his life again. <br />
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~ * ~ <br />
Hush, it's okay <br />
Dry your eye <br />
~ * ~ <br />
<br />
The tears kept streaming down his cheeks. <br />
<br />
Like the rain dripping from the roofs outside. <br />
<br />
Unstoppable ... <br />
<br />
The days passed like years. <br />
Trunks had bought him a small house on the outskirts. <br />
<br />
He should find rest there, Trunks had said. <br />
<br />
A taxi drove Goku to the front door. <br />
<br />
He got out slowly and walked to the door. <br />
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In the evening He wept himself to sleep. <br />
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~ * ~ <br />
Dry your eye <br />
Soulmate dry your eye <br />
`cause soulmates never die <br />~ + ~ <br />
<br />
A loud bang woke Goku. <br />
<br />
He felt slain. <br />
<br />
It banged again. <br />
<br />
His bare feet moved softly over the hallway floorboards. <br />
<br />
The door kept slamming and then slamming again, although there was no breeze outside. <br />
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Fog suddenly formed. <br />
<br />
And an almost transparent figure walked through the mist. <br />
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Keep coming up to him until Goku recognized you and gasped. <br />
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He grabbed his aching heart and sank to his knees. <br />
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Tears ran and dripped onto the floor. <br />
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A warm hand brushed his cheek. <br />
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He looked up in amazement. <br />
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"Vegeta!" it was a breathless breath, but the figure nodded. <br />
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The ghost brushed away the tears. <br />
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'You know for sure that soulmates cannot die. '<br />
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Goku could only look at him.<br />
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'Stop crying, I will always be with you. Here in your heart '<br />
<br />
Vegeta put his pale hand on Goku's chest. <br />
<br />
~ * ~ <br />
This one world vision <br />
Turns us into compromise <br />
~ * ~ <br />
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Then He hugged him. <br />
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Carried Goku to the bed and lay down next to him. <br />
<br />
Goku pressed against him. <br />
"Please, just one more time ..." he said and kissed Vegeta. <br />
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He nodded and began to stroke him. <br />
<br />
Very slowly and tenderly ... <br />
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When Goku woke up the next morning Vegeta was gone. <br />
<br />
Only the memory remained for Goku. <br />
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With sad thoughts, He went out on the porch and picked up the newspaper. <br />
<br />
He hates reading the newspaper, but he needed a little distraction. <br />
<br />
The front page caught his attention. <br />
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"BULMA LETTER KILLER ESCAPED !!!" it was written there. <br /><br />
Horrified, He sat down on the steps. <br />
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His breath was panting <br />
<br />
"Vegeta, where are you? I need you!" He said aloud and disappeared back into the house. <br />
<br />
He entered the kitchen without looking at the table. <br />
<br />
With trembling hands he wanted to put on the water for coffee when he saw that the pot was half full. <br />
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An uncomfortable feeling spread through him. <br />
<br />
Suddenly he smelled a strange aftershave. <br />
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He doesn't use any, neither does Trunks. <br />
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Vegeta didn't need any, he always smelled so good. <br />
<br />
That meant someone was still in the kitchen. (Don`t turn round, carrots !! Bad surprise !!) <br />
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~ * ~ <br />
What god`s religion <br />
When it`s each other we despise? <br />
~ * ~ <br />
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"So let's finally meet." said an unfamiliar voice. <br />
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The hair on the back of his neck stood up. <br />
<br />
"Who are you?" He asked as calmly as possible.<br />
<br />
"You know me ..." answered the voice. <br />
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"You ... you killed Bulma!" He whispered and spun around. <br />
<br />
The man had his feet on the table and a cup of coffee was standing next to him. <br />
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"You don't mind that I used myself?" he asked politely. <br />
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Goku could only shake his head, was still too captivated by the sight of the man. <br />
<br />
He was wearing a scream costume. <br />
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His knife lay next to the coffee cup. (I watched too much scream ) <br />
"What do you want?" Goku asked, rubbing his eyes, which had become damp. <br />
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"Oh, I just want to stop by and say hello!" with that he grabbed his knife and stabbed it into the tabletop. <br />
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Then he disappeared out the back door. <br />
<br />
Goku sank to the ground. <br />
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~ * ~ <br />
Damn the government <br />
Damn their killing <br />
Damn their lies <br />~ * ~ <br />
<br />
How could this madman have escaped? <br />
<br />
Everything contracted in him. <br />
<br />
He wrapped his arms around his waist and felt the gnawing pain. <br />
<br />
'What do you have?' asked the soothing voice of Vegeta. <br />
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Exhausted, Goku leaned against him and sobbed. <br />
<br />
'It's okay, Goku. Justice will overtake him ... '<br />
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"I hope so." He leaned over to Vegeta and kissed him tentatively. <br />
<br />
He wanted to withdraw, but his soul mate would not let him. <br />
<br />
Pulled him closer and ran his hands under his shirt. <br />
<br />
Caressed his nipples and bit into you through the fabric. <br />
<br />
Goku groaned. <br />
<br />
He hugged Vegeta. <br />
<br />
How much he longed for these feelings that only Vegeta could arouse in him. <br />
<br />
He tore the things off his body and lunged at Vegeta. <br /><br />
He could only laugh softly ... <br />
<br />
The time had come too soon when they had to part again. <br />
<br />
Goku was lying on the tiles, staring at the ceiling. <br />
<br />
Outside it began to rain. <br />
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"I have to give you something else ..." Vegeta's voice echoed. <br />
<br />
He turned his head to him. <br />
<br />
Vegeta pulled out a picture. <br />
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Then you were both in a happy embrace. <br />
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'Take care' please ... I have to go ... '<br />
<br />
"Will you come back?" the question sounded scared and lost at the same time. <br />
<br />
'I can not tell you that. But I'll try ... '<br />
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Goku looked at Vegeta as his image grew weaker. <br />
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Tears ran down his cheeks. <br />
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'Don't cry for me, Goku. <br />
<br />
I'll come visit you in your dreams. <br />
<br />
I will always be there. <br />
<br />
In your heart I have become immortal, but the memories of our good times will fade.<br />
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