pressing the dead body of his girlfriend to himself. The emergency doctors who have arrived want to take him away from the dead woman, but they have no success. Only after a long time, when the first rays of sun touch the earth to dry the tears, does he place her on a stretcher brought by the doctors Sakura's body is now cold and stiff. She is being taken away, but first Tony gives Karla's phone number to a doctor.He returns to the house on the beach with empty eyes. With a heavy heart and thinking elsewhere, he tells Samy, Dave and Sakura's aunt what had happened, why Sakura is not with him. Samy immediately bursts into tears, and Dave can't hold out either. Karla doesn't seem to have fully realized this yet and apologizes in a fragile voice. Tony goes to the room where he and Sakura had recently slept. He sits down on the bed and recalls the image in his head in which the girl he loves is lying on his chest and he runs his hand through her silk hair. <br />
The tears flow again and the young man sits huddled on the bed and sobs, mourning a lost soul. How can God fall to earth such a beautiful angel, let him endure so much suffering, and then bring him back to himself? He doesn't understand ... doesn't want to understand. <br />
<br />
The funeral is four days later.Sakura lies in a white dress in the coffin, which is lined with dark blue velvet. Her red hair with black strands is like a wreath around her face. She has folded her hands and on her right ring finger is the ring that Tony gave her on her seventeenth birthday. The coffin is lowered and the pastor gives his speech. Then Samy, Dave and Karla say goodbye. They stand on the edge, crying, when Tony steps forward. He is holding a black rose, Sakura's favorite flower. He kneels down and whispers lovingly. "Sakura ... we had such a good time together. Even when you more or less hated me, I never gave up that you would be able to share my feelings at some point. Probably ... I took you by surprise when I confessed my feelings to you. We became friends and you had the feeling ... developed love for me. Even if you only told me ... on the day of your death. I was and am happy about it and yet again infinitely sad that we were torn apart.I hope ... you feel good where you are ... I love you! And that won't change my whole life! "The rose falls quietly on the coffin and Tony has finally said goodbye. On this day nobody speaks and Samy, Dave and Tony say goodbye to Karla. <br />
When he gets home, Tony hides in his room. Samy and Dave try to distract themselves with their work, but they cry for their daughter every night. <br />
Tony's bandmates are wondering why her boyfriend is so closed off. Soon they will go on tour again and leave this city behind. Only after three weeks does Tony slowly return to everyday life, but his thoughts and feelings are only ever with his great love. After another two weeks he starts rehearsing with his band. They usually work all night and a month later they fly to England to inspire people there with their music. Tony sings with all his heart and only for Sakura.He tries to tell her through the music that he still loves her, never forgets his feelings for her. He wrote two songs especially for her and he sings them at his first concert. <br />
<br />
I feel like I'm stoned, I want to be alone. <br />
Just for a while unknown. <br />
Weeks on a road a long way from home. <br />
just shut off the phone <br />
<br />
And you say, I'll heal you. <br />
I`ll always be yours. <br />
And you say, I kill you. <br />
If I do something wrong. <br />
<br />
Still feels like the first time, <br />
to stand here by your side. <br />
Together regardless. <br />
We walk through the darkness. <br />
Still feels like the first day of my life. <br />
<br />
Remember the times, together we swore. <br />
To never give up this life. <br />
Still hanging on, still going strong, <br />
here I belong. <br />
<br />
And maybe, I'm crazy. <br />
But I just can't slow down. <br />
Yeah maybe I'm crazy but at least <br />
I'm still around, yeah, yeah.<br />
<br />
Still feels like the first time, <br />
to stand here by your side. <br />
Together regardless. <br />
We walk through the darkness. <br />
Still feels like the first day of my life. <br />
<br />
feels like the first time of my life, <br />
feels like the first time <br />
Still feels like the first time of my life <br />
Still feels like the first time, <br />
to stand here by your side. <br />
Together regardless. <br />
We walk through the darkness. <br />
Still feels like the first day of my life<br />
<br />
<br />
And .... <br />
<br />
You're afraid, it's all come down <br />
to this place where dreams have fallen to the ground <br />
just look up, you`ll make it through <br />
Cause there`s a heavenly Being <br />
That`s watching over you <br />
<br />
<br />
Calling down to angel who <br />
Will help you believe <br />
Sending out a prayer <br />
Down on my knees <br />
Reaching up to heaven knowing <br />
You will someday see <br />
There's hope beyond the struggle <br />Just hold on <br />
I`m calling down an angel <br />
<br />
<br />
It's not too late <br />
It's almost over <br />
If you`ll just wait you`ll feel it lifting off your shoulder <br />
So keep believing <br />
The sun always promises a new day <br />
It`ll stop the rain <br />
Break the chains <br />
And chase the pain away <br />
<br />
<br />
Calling down to angel who <br />
Will help you believe <br />
Sending out a prayer <br />
Down on my knees <br />
Reaching up to heaven knowing <br />
You will someday see <br />
There's hope beyond the struggle <br />
Just hold on <br />
I`m calling down an angel <br />
<br />
You`ve been trying to be strong <br />
You`ve been waiting for so long <br />
Will your miracle ever come <br />
Heaven`s holding every single tear you cry <br />
And if you start to feel alone just know that I am <br />
<br />
<br />
Calling down to angel who <br />
Will help you believe <br />
Sending out a prayer <br />
Down on my knees <br />
Reaching up to heaven knowing <br />You will someday see <br />
There's hope beyond the struggle <br />
Just hold on <br />
I`m calling down an angel<br />
<br />
<br />
<br />
After this concert he has a dream, a dream in which he meets Sakura. You just sit there on the hot sand and look out over the sea. Sakura is leaning on his shoulder and he has an arm wrapped around her. Shortly before he wakes up again, she smiles at him and forms the words"I love you! And I will always be with you! I will protect you, as an angel!"<br />
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So ... I hope you're not angry with me for letting Sakura die. So this FF is over and I would like to thank everyone who wrote me so many clerks. At last! I really managed to get this FF ready, my very first one too! * Give each one a piece of chocolate cake * <br />
* hug you all again * <br />
<br />
Sayonara Samy <br />
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