Chapter: pronunciation

Hi everyone!

It's been a long time ..... well, a little longer. I took a short break from writing (involuntarily, inspiration was missing ^^) and started again when this forum was "rearranged". And then everything sank into chaos and I couldn't find anything. So I searched until I found my favorite FF writers and saved them to my favorites list! Yeah, one click and I can read you ^^. However, at first I didn't dare to turn my FF on. Tried a poem and it works, so there are new parts of me now. I also uploaded pictures. The best thing to do is to look for my nick or copy the following link into your browser: http://dbz.4players.de/fanarts/fanart.php? doc_modus = draftsman_list & selection = 44385 If you like, then take a look! I'm always happy to receive suggestions and criticism. Ish`Tahr will follow soon;)

Well, what else have I been up to? Actually not much, I worked a lot, I looked around for another job and planned how I want to furnish my first apartment ^^.For that I should have one first ..... I'll be 23 in September, but now I really have to get out ..... But to do that I have to earn more money, I can't stay with the measly salary .... .Yes, what problems, huh. Others have nothing to eat.

Um, somehow I can't see all the names of the commi writers, but at least they're there .....

@Mel
First of all, all the best for passing the exam! Well done? Were you very nervous I always completely forced myself to rest, but when I was asked, I was excited, which then made me tell rubbish ..... great ^^ Then please write me a PM when your new part is out is!

@ Katha- Herzchen
Yes, who "she" is will be clarified in a moment;). Also, what kind of guy Ish is will soon be found out.
That poem there wasn't about Lyn and Kai. I didn't mean anything in particular, just matched another Yaoi story that I had read. Apparently mutate into a Yaoi otaku o_0 .... No, it's not that bad after all ^^ I hope this time my part has become longer.@ Melody mouse
Yes, you can find out everything about Lyn's past in this part. And with Ish it will soon be cleared up ^^
I have to come up with a background for him. So far I have so many ideas about what he used to be.

@ Bey- Girl
I'm very happy that you like my story! Always happy about new readers. Then I know that I am not writing completely nonsense ^^

@aoko
It goes on! ^^

So, enough babbling, go on!

Part 24- debate

"Oh, heaven," I groaned. The dream, after such a long time that dream again. I eventually calmed down and found that I was asleep and Ish had laid me in my bed. I let out a deep breath and checked my watch. It was already afternoon and I felt hungry. I snuck into the kitchen and smeared myself a slice of bread. At least I never met Kai like that, because he could have been stolen from me for a while. I then slipped into my riding clothes and went to the stable, where I saddled Lolandri.I wanted to work through dressage with her and just concentrate on her. After that, I knew my head would be clear again and I was ready to speak to Kai. Before that, however, I continued to avoid him, spending time feeding the horses, taking a shower, and reading a good book. I also didn't know exactly what to say to him. An excuse for why I was so upset that morning was already in my mind and waiting to be used. But should I speak again about his past? Tell him I'm sorry but he's alive now and should go about his life too? Was I even allowed to interfere? Basically, I had no problem giving my opinion to others, handing out advice or expressing criticism. Here the case was different, such a situation was new to me too. This young man had fled the abbey completely disillusioned, then got by with simple jobs for over a year and lived mostly on the street until he met Mr. Dickensen and moved into the BBA training building.He first had to learn to human contact and closeness to others, also to allow this to happen. Even after all these years he had not forgotten his doubts, fears and prejudices and lived accordingly, was always cautious, skeptical and tense. Maybe I should just tell him to trust and not always run away from others as soon as you approached him. His friends had made it, but only through a lot of past time and the experiences that came with it. That welded them together. That was the only reason he opened up to them. I pondered. He would probably get angry and hiss at me about whether it was my business, whether it wasn't understandable enough that he wasn't the smart dream man of all women. I shrugged my shoulders. I'll see, I'd better just let the situation come my way, I thought helplessly.

I was chewing a piece of bread and cheese when Ray stepped into the kitchen. "I was with Kai at the forest lake.We heard a helicopter and suddenly saw it fly low over the trees. It was maybe huge. Kai had such a bad feeling right away, or rather: such a bad feeling again! Who should that be? "Ray smiled at his suspicious friend." Hm ....., Biovolt maybe? "It should sound safe, but Ray could hear the serious undertone." That wasn't a joke now, was it? "I shook my head." Ish sensed something, some bitbeastaurs. They didn't exactly spray him with pure friendliness. We should keep our eyes open, because they might actually have been. "" Shit! That's impossible! They can't wait until the tournament, or what are they going to do when they search the area by air? "I shook my head again. I asked Ray to tell the others, then I went out. I wanted to watch the sunset and sit down on a pasture fence. At some point I heard footsteps behind me, but I didn't turn around.I knew it was Kai anyway. He leaned his back casually against the gate and crossed his arms over his chest. The light wind ruffled his hair and he brushed a strand from his eyes. He turned his head to me and looked into my eyes. I returned the gaze so hard that it was provocative. A gentle smile suddenly played around the corners of his mouth. That threw me off track and astonished me. I didn't expect that, rather a grim Kai who almost jumps at my throat! I had ignored him all day and avoided him as best I could.

"Stop it, Lyn. Yes, I'm sorry! Really! That was rash of me what I said to you this morning. You were right. I was very happy that I was able to tell you. I notice." again and again, how much it bothered me and how it pulls me down. I don't seem to have changed much, otherwise there wouldn't be something like that with which I managed to annoy you."He was still smiling slightly, but turned his attention into the distance, to the setting sun, which bathed its surroundings in orange-red light, only broken down by bright pink and blue stripes. I shook my head. I was about to say something when he interrupted me. "No, don't say anything. I would like to tell you something else that I still feel sorry for today and this always reminds me of how weak I actually am. A worm, a poor pig, just pathetic. Back then, I should have simply gone down with Black Dranzer in the ice-cold Lake Baikal. Then it would just have come to an end there. "I looked at his still smiling face in horror. He laughed at himself! Laughed at himself, pulled himself through the dirt and stepped on himself and that probably more often." Kai! What are you talking about? Isn't that an exaggeration, don't judge yourself so harshly! I'm not mad at you, I have to apologize, I overreacted too! I know what you went through and that it shaped you so much!You can't just take your skin off and put another one over it! That is not possible, there is a process in you and you have to start working with him instead of against him! "He put a finger on my lips and looked at me calmly with his wonderfully dark eyes. In the glow of the setting sun they sparkled like sunstones. Those gemstones with the reddish-brown color, interspersed with a thousand golden dots." Psst, wait it off until I tell you that. Then tell me if you still agree. "He smiled that ghostly rigid smile again and looked out of resigned eyes that had seen for themselves what humans are capable of." You know, I thought I was strong, aloof and completely the master of my decisions. But then we were in Russia because of the champion chips. On an excursion we passed the Biovoltabbey. I didn't know what kind of old monastery it was and didn't recognize what magically attracted me, so I went inside and rummaged through the corridors and chambers in the abbey.I met Boris soon afterwards and something inside of me fell to the floor like a velvet, heavy curtain. I knew it again, I had just repressed everything in myself, a state of shock had probably triggered this kind of amnesia, because I had forgotten everything about Biovolt and this abbey. But the sight of Boris untied the knot in my memories and I knew where I was. I remembered it too, that black blade with incredible power. Black Dranzer. Boris led me to him and made me an offer which I didn't turn down. I didn't even hesitate, the only thing that crossed my mind was that Boris might be trying to set a trap for me. I still betrayed my teammates for this blade and for its power and agreed to steal their Bitbeasts from other Bladers after the fights. That was the only condition. I went to the arena for Biovolt and fought battles, stole the beasts. And do you know why So that I would become the strongest and most invincible blader in the world!Everyone should fear me, everyone should hate me, everything was the same to me, if only I could feel the tremendous power of Black Dranzer, his inexhaustible energy. That was all! Isn't that simple-minded? Is there anything more selfish, something meaner that you could do to your friends in this situation? I met the other BladeBreakers on frozen Lake Baikal and we fought. What? You probably for justice, but I ..... I only did it because of this distant desire. I just wanted to add their beasts to my blade. When the blades hit each other, the ice tore and the floe threatened to sink