Fanfic: Shadow

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affection, friendship and attention, those, for whom everything really comes too late, asked me to kill them, I did it."
"Aha," said the brown-haired man, "Well, you've been teased all your life, I helped you, and you also called me."
"Did I?" Asked the younger boy, astonished.
"Yes, you believed in me, you admired me and you wanted to get to know me.""Right, I thought that you would take me for who I am and you did it, you like me for who I am, for that I am grateful to you."
The vampire smiled, "Come on my little one."
Ken came, smiling, the vampire picked him up and put him on the bed.
"Don't be frightened, it won't hurt," said the vampire, leaning towards him.
He kissed the exposed neck gently and then bit carefully.
He carefully drank from Ken and then stopped.
He closed the wound and kissed Ken.
"Bye, little one," Ken fell asleep.
"You will completely forget me again, I will no longer be anything more than a made-up figure for you, now you no longer need me."
He gave him another kiss and then disappeared.

Ken really couldn't remember the vampire's existence, only sometimes he felt strangely empty and didn't know why.
When he was seventeen he rediscovered the vampires, but now with different eyes.He wanted to be a vampire hunter, there were these creatures, he had enough evidence for it.
He wanted to exterminate this whole brood, only with one vampire it was different, Shadow, who had so often served as a stop for him in the dark youth, but there were no such vampires.
At eighteen he fulfilled his dream, he researched where strange deaths occurred and traveled there.
He found vampires and he killed vampires, soon his reputation was gone.
The name Shadow wanted to remind him of something he didn't know what.
Finally he knew what to do.
He went to a hyphnotist and allowed himself to be hyphnotized, after which he was able to remember everything clearly and distinctly.
To Shadow, who had helped him, gave him comfort and encouraged him and now he missed him terribly, even if almost three years had passed since then.
He used to be definitely too young to be with Shadow, but now, he was nineteen now, Shadow looked like 21 or 22.He had already known it then, there was more than just pure friendship he had for the vampire, his feelings went deeper.
He had to find it, at all costs.
He looked around for cases where the victims were carrying black roses, and really in a small town these cases were more common.
He rented a room there.
What had the vampire said, he took care of people who had already experienced a lot of bad things.
He took all the necessary precautions to lure the vampire here.
Left his window open and buried his head in the pillow, made sobbing noises and really soon he heard the flute playing, he felt a caressing hand.
"Hey, why are you crying? So big and crying, come on," a fireworks display exploded in Ken, it really was him, it was him.
In a flash he clung to the vampire.
"I finally got you, I will never let go of you again, I won't lose you again", Ken said happily.The vampire stared at him, "You are that vampire hunter," he stammered, Ken nodded.
"Then I should probably die," said the vampire and sighed.
"Shadow it's me", the younger one raised his head, "I've been looking for you for so long."
Shadow stared into the different colored eyes, "K- Ken?"
The other nodded, "It's me."
The vampire stared at him.
"What is it, aren't you happy?", Ken asked disappointed.
"Yes, of course," said Shadow quickly, "you just grew up like that."
"Oh, then I probably liked you better when I was 16", Ken said disappointed, "Don't you like me, am I too ugly?"
"No, no, not at all, you are beautiful."
"And yet you are not really happy," said Ken sadly, "Do you have a boyfriend? Or am I annoying you or ..."
He didn't get any further. Shadow had grabbed him and kissed him deeply, delighted he greedily replied.
Shadow slowly broke away.
"I was just amazed to see how big you have become, what kind of man you have become and how beautiful you are still."Embarrassed, Ken looked at the floor, "Thank you," he said happily.
"But what interests me, I deleted your memory of me or at least blocked it, why could you remember again?"
"It happened recently, I knew there was something there, but not what, that's why I let myself be hyphnotized, then I knew everything again, how much you had done for me and my feelings for you."
"I really didn't expect that," said Shadow, astonished.
"Well, tell me why did you erase my memory in the first place, huh?"
"You didn't need me anymore, my little one," said the vampire, Ken sighed, "And what was that to me Ai shiteiru? Meanwhile I know what it means, I love you."
"That was meant seriously," said Shadow and blushed, "Thanks," a joyful lot of Ken around his neck.
"I love you," said Ken, "I love you too," breathed Shadow.