Chapter: 4th

Halli Hello, I kept writing on the picking.
Again guilty, well, I'm also in a neer sad mood right now, allowed to write something like that.

Kim had pocketed the note and slowly walked home.
He was now lying in bed with glassy eyes.
"It's my fault, just mine," he closed his eyes, sobbing, "If I hadn't puffed him up like that, he'd still be alive."
Slowly he cried himself to sleep.

This spring, roses bloomed in front of his house ---- black roses.
He didn't know how this was possible, he didn't care either, the roses reminded him of Shadow and Ken.
In Ken's diaries was detailed how he and Shadow had met.
The black rose had played a role in this, hadn't Shadow given Ken one?
It was as if the two of them would now give him a whole garden of these black beauties.
He sighed, he didn't allow himself to think back often, but on those spring nights when the wind made black rose petals dance around his head, he just couldn't do anything else.After a few days, white roses joined his black ones.
They entwined and intertwined with the blacks.
He sighed, his front yard looked beautiful now, with the white and black roses.
He closed his eyes and took in the spring air with relish.
The air smelled of roses, he opened his eyes again and looked at the old tree in front of his window.
He imagined that the vampire would be sitting on a branch playing the flute, Ken was lying in his bed and looking up at the stars.
This is exactly what happened here about 200 years ago, exactly at this point.
He had to smile, he really was a total emotional fool.
Again he looked out into the night, played the flute softly, and widened his eyes.
White mist collected on the strongest branch of the tree, black mixed with it.
Slowly one saw the contours of two young men.Finally, Shadow and a young man sat in the tree, probably Ken.
Shadow looked leaning against the trunk, Ken was leaning against it, the vampire was playing the flute with one hand and stroking Ken's cheek with the other.
Ken was dressed completely in white, Shadow in contrast in black, now he also knew from whom the white roses in his garden came from.
He withdrew quietly, lay down in bed and left the window open to continue listening to the flute playing.
The flute stopped, he sighed, now the whole magic was probably over again, he looked at the window.
Shadow had Ken in his arms and was floating in the air, Ken held Shadow's cheek, who gave him a gentle kiss and then smiled at him.
Ken turned his head too and winked at him, smiling happily.
Ken threw him a kiss hand, then the contours of the two became weaker again until only white and black fog could be seen again.The veils of mist rose into the night, Kim watched them go.
Both had forgiven him, he was beaming.
"Thank you," he breathed, "thank you."

"Bye, little one," Shadow gave Ken a gentle kiss, Ken replied.
"See you tomorrow", "Same place, same time?" The vampire wanted to know.
Ken nodded, "See you tomorrow, angel", Shadow smiled, Ken folded his wings and left.
Shadow looked after him, what they were doing here was forbidden, the love between a creature of God and a creature of the devil, he sighed and went his way.
When that love came to light, they would both be punished.
He sighed, it was incredibly difficult to keep his feelings hidden.

Ken sat on a cloud and looked thoughtfully at the picture that Shadow had given him, it showed the vampire.
Suddenly he was startled, "Hello Ken", a girl sat down next to him.
He hastily put the picture away.
“What was that?” The little one asked curiously, “What was what?"Ken asked nervously.
"Well, that, where you just put it in your pocket," she said, "Uh, not that important," he evaded.
"May I see it?", She asked, "No", he hastily put his hand on his trouser pocket.
She crawled around him and looked pleadingly at him.
"No Kira," Ken said firmly, "Please," she said, "No means no," said Ken.
"You're mean," she said sourly, he smiled and stretched out.
She pulled out the picture in a flash, he snapped up straight as a candle, "Kira, give it back to me," he demanded, she looked at the picture.
"Who is that?", "That's none of your business", said Ken and jumped up to her, she hopped off laughing.
"I'll show Shiva that," she laughed happily, Ken turned pale when she showed Shiva he was delivered, she would make short work of him, would she find out that he was in contact with someone from Hell, worse still, was with him.He sprinted after the blond-haired woman, "Kira ...", he called, but too late, she had already reached Shiva and happily showed her the picture.
Shiva's mine darkened, she took the picture, asked Kira something and then sent her away.
She came up to him seriously, he swallowed.
"You know that's why I have to punish you?" Ken nodded.
"Who is that? And no lies," said Shiva.
"My lover," Ken said softly, bowing his head.
"So, beloved," Shiva looked at him, "you will be locked up until I know what will happen to you", with an elegant hand movement on your part the clouds piled up around Ken, he was standing in a cell, Shiva nodded to him and then went.
Sadly, he sat down on the floor, "And all because I love someone," he thought sadly.

A little later he heard footsteps and raised his head, two black-clad men led Shadow up, Ken got up and went to the bars.
Shadow smiled encouragingly at him, Shiva stepped forward, as well as a young man who was also dressed all in black."Hm, what do we do now?" Shiva looked at him questioningly.
"I already know something, something that will be a real punishment for you," the one smiled strangely.
"We let them go, they have to go into the realm of dreams," the man began, "They are locked in two different regions and will therefore never meet again, they lead an eternal, lonely life."
Shiva nodded, "So be it", Ken and Shadow looked at each other desperately.
Shiva let Ken out of his cell and led him to Shadow.
"This is the last time you will see each other, make the most of it."
Shadow hugged Ken in his arms, Ken snuggled up against him, whimpering, and buried his head in his shirt.
Shadow got glassy eyes and held him tighter, he kissed Ken's neck gently.
Already he felt Ken dissolve in his arms.
"Ken", he whimpered and held him desperately, but it didn't help, Ken disappeared, he looked around.
He was in a desolate wasteland, alone.Ken also looked around, he was standing on a sandy beach, all around was water, there was no trace of Shadow.
Sobbing, he sank to the ground and buried his head in his hands.

A strong wind came up, blowing Shadow's long hair.
The wind carried Ken's sobs towards him, he sobbed out himself, he couldn't see him, but heard him cry.
He wished that he couldn't hear this sobbing either, he couldn't help Ken, he couldn't comfort him, there was just this crying, it gave him a painful stab in his heart.
Ken slowly calmed down again, if Shadow would see him like this, he would not collapse under the anguish of the soul.
"I'll never forget you, they can't possibly separate us forever, that won't work, at some point I'll see you again and that's why I can't let myself go like that," said the brown-haired man firmly.
Shadow walked forward, he definitely wanted to get out of this wasteland, but it seemed endless.Exhausted, he sat on the floor after hours of running.
He tipped his head back and closed his eyes.
"What is he doing right now?" He asked himself and sighed sadly.

Ken was just exploring the small island.
He found long branches and tied them together with lianas from the jungle that stretched across the island.
Next he sealed his shelter with mud and covered the ground with a thick layer of sand and leaves.
"Hm, can actually be seen", he stood critically in front of his new home.
"Stupid that I don't have the wings anymore, otherwise I could fly away from here and look for him", he thought of Shadow.
Sighing, he crawled into his house as it was getting very hot.

"Hopefully Ken has it better than me," Shadow sat in a small cave and looked grumbling to himself.
He fell on his back and pulled out the medalion he was wearing under his shirt.He opened it and looked sadly at the picture of Ken that was stuck in it.
"I'll find you little one, wherever you are, I'll show these guys who want to part us."

Kim woke up in the middle of the night.
He had a strange dream, Shadow and Ken were punished for being together.
He couldn't remember anything more.
"My imagination is getting too far," he thought and sank back.
He was soon asleep again.

Shadow and Ken slept too.
The next day Shadow woke up early, he blinked around and then turned back and went back to sleep.

Kim got quite rude, torn from his dreams, his alarm clock rang.
Sullenly, he switched it off.
"Saturday, when will I finally learn to turn the thing off?", Angry at himself, he lay down again.
He looked up at the ceiling.
Again he had dreamed of the two of them.
"Hmm, what if that's all true, you're trapped in dreamland, maybe in my dream," he mumbled softly."Then I should actually be able to determine the course of the dream," he sank back and closed his eyes.

Shadow had got up in the meantime, finally it was night, as it should be for a vampire.
He padded sleepily out of the cave and yawned heartily, then let his eyes wander.
Suddenly his eyes widened; a young man was standing a little away from him.
"Ken", he cheered and stormed towards the other, he hugged him and kissed him stormily.
Suddenly he paused in the middle of the kiss and broke up headlong.
The other grinned at him, "Kim", said Shadow, Kim nodded, Shadow looked at him horrified.
"II kissed you?", Kim nodded laughing, Shadow stared at him, "That doesn't exist."
Kim looked at him apologetically, "It's not my fault that I look like Ken."
"How did you get here?", Shadow wanted to know, "You are locked