Chapter: different worlds

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Different worlds

“What ?!” I look around. "You're back." "But why ?! I had just under 10 hours." "That was what you wanted there." Akito, guardian of the space-time continuum, looks at me. "You wanted to travel through time because of her. Wanted to see her. You did all of that, so you ended your trip." "Why? I wanted to apologize for the kiss and say goodbye to my friends." "Yours Problem, you should have done it earlier. ”He turned as he spoke and disappeared. I let myself fall into the grass, the grass of my home, which was not my home after all. What was I thinking? Well, actually I hadn't thought anything, followed my feeling. The first and last time. For the first time I disregarded my mind. A nice feeling.Now my mind rules my body again, I have to do my duty. I see over the country. The farmers have been working in the fields for hours, always exposed to the scorching heat of the sun, day after day. I painfully realize that I will never see her again. The last thing she ever said was my feelings. I think of her feelings that hurt, but that are immediately the most beautiful in the world. Again my thoughts are with her. How could I believe for a moment that she, too, felt something for me? How could I betray my boyfriend like that, try to relax his girlfriend? At the kiss, I realized. I couldn't take advantage of her situation, just kiss her like that. I knew that she only saw a friend in me, that he had won her heart. I get up, make my way home. I can't shirk my responsibility, I don't want to. It distracts me from the pain in my heart.That kiss ?! Maybe it wasn't a dream after all. Could it all really have happened? My heart is beating wildly. Maybe it wants to tell him that there is no other, just one. But as much as it wants, it cannot get out of my body as it is trapped in it like me in its eyes. I look around the room. It clearly smells like him. I can still feel his warmth, his breath. I don't want to believe that it was supposed to be a dream. Tell me it wasn't a dream His words go through my head. Was it real Were his words real, his feelings about the kiss? Only he will be able to answer this question for me. Where should I look for him, where has he disappeared to? Who did he mean by 'him'? I rack my brains, can't come to any conclusion. Him, him. Who does he mean by him? Tell me, tell me who to be happy with. I want to see him, tell him, ask him. Why did he leave me again?How so? A tear finds its way. How do you keep making me cry? How many tears have I shed because of you? Hundred? Thousand? I don't know, don't wanna know I want to see you, reveal my feelings to you. Wanna be with you forever Where are you? Where can I find you? My flu is still irrelevant now, I want, yes I have to, find you, tell you everything. I get up, leave the house wrapped up thickly, walk aimlessly through the streets, come to the square. Our place. Here we met, we were on the trail of your secret, here you left me. You are not here either. I keep roaming the city, hoping to find you after all. The arcade! I go in, look around for you. Again nothing. I'm starting to worry. Why didn't I tell you earlier, before you disappeared? Did it really look like I had someone else?You stole my heart the first time I saw you. How do you get the idea that I have someone else? I have to tell you, tell you that there is no other. I walk home. If someone knows where you are, then he. I pick up the phone, dial the number. He replies. I ask him if he knows where you are. He thinks about it for a long time, suggesting places where he has often been. I tell him I've been there. Suddenly he stops. "What is it? He doesn't answer, asks me why I'm looking for him. What's wrong with him now? Is there sadness in his voice?" I'm worried. He was here and suddenly disappeared. "The silence at the other end continues. I finally tell him everything, even the kiss. He seems to be shocked. No sound comes through the line." Is it still your turn? "" ... Yes. "He's probably really shocked. Usually he always has a wise saying ready." Do you know where he is?"The silence became eerie." ... yes ... "" Where? "" Not in this world. "I couldn't breathe. Does that mean that he .... himself .....?!