Chapter: Pain? That I don't laugh / The path of pain begins (part1)

Chat, Addiction and Pain (Part 3)

Pain? That I don't laugh.

How naive I was then. I always lived my life according to the day and didn't really plan ahead. And never thought that every day could be the last. But the other way around, I would have thought every day, this could be your last day, my God, I would have killed myself long ago. But well, now you can't do anything and besides, if I had killed myself earlier, I would never have met Stefan and Andrea ....

The Path of Pain Begins (part 1)

~~~~~ Flashback ~~~~~
I went to chat to meet Daniela. I was hoping for some consolation, an ear, and advice from her. We met as agreed in the flirt heaven. She was already there when I came, although I was there 30 minutes early. I told her everything, but unfortunately she couldn't give me any advice. But an ear for what was already good and a lot of consolation. I was really exhausted that day when Stefan wrote to me.Stefan was a 15 year old boy from Hamburg. He was very, very nice and we talked very long. To be honest, I owe my friend Daniela that I know Stefan. I wanted to write that I have no time, because I was not in the mood to pretend everything was fine. But before I answered Stefan, I told Daniela that he had spoken to me. She asked if I couldn't see how he was because she wanted to get to know him if I found him okay. So I chatted with him. That day it became a friendship of three. That went on for 2-3 days. At school EVERYONE continued to come to me with their problems, but I didn't mind because I knew in the afternoon or early in the evening that Daniela, Stefan and I would hang out again and fool around with each other and sometimes tell about our problems. When Daniela and I knew Stefan on the 3rd day, she told me that she had fallen in love with Stefan and think he would be interested in her too.That's when I noticed for the first time that weird stinging in the chest ...

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