Chapter: b) the day of tears

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Well, I have a continuation here. This pitel is dedicated to all who have read and especially to kleinSango, King Nuk, Merle-Chan, Seta_Kaita and all that I have forgotten * has a poor memory *. So, it goes on. Have fun ^^:

The day of tears:

No! I don't want to remember! I jump up and bump my head roughly against the sloping roof. I can barely prevent an outcry. I collapse again and sob softly. The tears are less because of the pain than because of the fear. Yes, I am very scared. I try with all my might to erase this day from my memory, but again I fail. I lean against the rough stone wall, crying. But this time I know why I'm crying. “I miss you!” I speak these words softly in the darkness and know exactly that they are true. I miss you. I should have died. But you pushed me away Blood. Your blood splattered on the street and on the blue Toyota, on which you could make out shiny red marks.I was shocked. And I cried. Cried for you when you died in my arms Looked at me lovingly and then closed your eyes forever. I sat your lifeless, blood-streaked body in my arms and cried. The wet on my face mixed with the red as my tears fell down your chest. I wanted to die too. To be together with you.

That was 2 years ago...

No! I remembered- but it's too late now But that can't be the reason for my tears now. It was far too long ago since you died. I lie down again and finally try to sleep, but keep thinking about the blood ... your blood. I was rightly scared and I still have it. Blood...

I miss you so much! But did i love you Sure, you were part of my life, but was that love? I only know one thing: I need you! you gave me hold You always helped me and I was your death. My life is so empty without you ... this yawning void ...So I hope to come

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