Fanfic: Sehnsucht?!?
Chapter: chapter one
Hi, this is the continuation of my first ff! It is divided a little differently so that I don't always have to start new chapters, hope you like it!
Part one
He sat there alone in the grass, which was still wet from the last rain.
He didn't know what had happened to him. A girl had been with him about a week ago, it had always been his annoying brother's appendage, but since it was with him ... that farewell ... he could still feel her touch. Tender and gentle on the one hand, but also determined and final on the other. Golden eyes searched the surroundings over and over again to maybe see them again. But as expected, they saw nothing. Just the beauty of the forest. She had learned him to see things with different eyes. Taught him to feel. Outwardly he was still the cold and merciless demon who knew no mercy. Inwardly, however, sighing deeply, he locked his other self there. The side he'd only shown her.The side she showed him. The side he only recognized through her. He had to laugh, it sounded bitter. Now she had gone back to his brother. He got up furiously. "WHAT DAMN HE HAS WHAT I DON'T HAVE?" This scream literally burst in his head. "WHEN SHE GOT TO HIM AGAIN? HE WILL ONLY HURT HER AGAIN!". His head hurt and he had to hold his temple. "She loves him ...", a thought that only caused him more pain. "Pah. Love, what is love! You love, you are ready to love someone, and you will only be left and hurt again!" He said softly. But when he looked up at the sky, he saw her face. He had to smile. He, a feared demon, longed for a human girl. He, a merciless youkai, perished from the unspeakable pain of wanting to see her again. What had happened to him? Rustle. He turned around with a jerk - did she come back? But then he saw his subordinate."Master Sesshomaru, what about you?" Asked Jaken. "Nothing, don't annoy me!", A cool and ice-cold voice.
Part two
"Inu Yasha! There I am again!", Called a happy voice through the forest. A half-demon came up to the bone-eating well and helped the girl with her luggage. "Thanks!" It said. "It's okay, did you bring me something?" Inuyasha asked. "Yes, I have! But usually you first ask how you are!" Sighed the girl. "Oh come on Kagome! I'm so hungry!" said Inuyasha. "It's okay! I took all kinds of goodies with me!" "Also these Rama noodles?" "Ramen! Rama is butter! Yes, I brought it with me too!" "Delicious!" Said Inuyasha and Kagome had to laugh. It has now been seven days since she was with Inu Yasha's brother Sesshomaru and had to train there. which hadn't harmed her in any way. She had gotten stronger and sometimes she would fight with Inuyasha to show how great she was. She had a lot of fun."Come on, are we going to the village, or are we going to look for splinters?" She asked. "To the village. I'm hungry!" Said Inuyasha and the two of them started moving.
Part three
Small eyes watched him and he couldn't stand that. "Jaken!" Said, no, he almost shouted. "Yes, my master ??" "You have nothing else to do?" "You look very bad Master, it would be better if I stay here!" Sesshomaru had a terrible headache and everything was spinning, this little one dared. .. "YOU DARE TO TELL ME EVERYONE SERIOUSLY WHAT WOULD BE BETTER FOR ME? DON'T ASSUME YOU TOO MUCH, I WARN YOU!" He shouted, making it sound like nothing. "Yes, master ... I'll leave you alone now!", Jaken said and thought: "He's really got the screws loose!" ... The forest blurred before his eyes. Everything seemed different. The trees flowed and the grass seemed to burn. He held his head with both hands and threw it back. A loud scream made its way through Sesshomaru's throat.What was the matter with him? Did this Kagome put a curse on him? Swoosh ... all that pain was gone. He felt a strange feeling. What was that? Cold and warm at the same time. It seemed to empty and fill him. To burn it and extinguish it at the same time. And suddenly this unspeakable pain came again. No head seemed to explode, he saw things that he couldn't see there in the forest, he heard music, but none was played. "Am I going crazy?" A voice shrieked inside him. he closed his eyes only to widen them again and see if everything was back to normal. But nothing was normal, nothing. His heart played these tricks on him, he knew that intuitively. "What is happening here?" He called into heaven, which couldn't help it. He knew who was to blame ... it was this Kagome! He had to find her and ... and ... he couldn't even say the word in connection with her. Kill. Did he have to ... kill her?No, he couldn't. She had unconsciously tied him to her, through the tender kiss, the breath on his cheek that he could still feel. He put his right hand to his cheek and closed his eyes. The pain wasn’t gone and he almost passed out. Dazed, he stumbled forward. He didn't know where he was going. He just ran. Let the pain lead him. The things he saw disappeared. Only the music was still there. It got louder and stronger with every step. Still, he didn't stop. Sesshomaru was certain that if he followed the music he would find its place of origin. Then this pain would stop. How far had he gone? He couldn't judge that. He squeezed his eyes shut so he could see more clearly. A clearing in front of a village? Wasn't it a village in the distance? Or was it an illusion again? No matter. He felt the music stop playing. Should he come here in the end?Why? He could enjoy for a moment that the music had stopped. But then it went black around him and he only felt how he lost his footing. He didn't even feel the hard ground when he hit. Dark. Darkness everywhere. His last thought? "Will I see you again?"
Part four
"Yeah, sure!", Kagome Inuyasha laughed and he thought it was wonderful. He was glad that she was with him again. He had missed her very much. Then he looked forward again and stopped abruptly. "What's going on, Inuyasha?" Asked Kagome with an undertone of concern. “There is someone lying there.” Kagome hesitantly moved his head in the direction Inuyasha was looking. She was afraid to see something terrible. But then she too saw the lifeless body. "Oh God," she whispered and said: "We have to help him! Maybe he's still alive?", she said hastily and waited for Inu Yasha's OK. The latter nodded and watched as Kagome ran off. Arriving in front of the body, she let out a horrified scream.Inuyasha immediately came running and looked at the body. It was his brother- Sesshomaru lay there on the grass, unconscious. "Come on, he's alive, let's go!" he said. "Inuyasha! We can't do that! He's bleeding on his head!" "He kidnapped you and broke us apart!" He shouted. Kagome shrugged and said, looking at the floor: "You're right, but he treated me well ... pretty much! Please Inuyasha! Please! We can't just leave him here?". Inuyasha looked at her and saw fear. “Is she afraid that he will die?” Kagome saw Inuyasha shoulder his brother's body and walk into the village. She hurried to Inu Yasha's side and took his free hand. "Don't worry. I'll stay with you!", She whispered, only Inuyasha could hear it ...
Part five
"My god! What happened?" Asked the old kaede when she saw Inu Yasha and kagome coming with Sesshomaru. "We found him just before the village!" said Inuyasha. He led his brother into the hut and laid him on the floor.Kagome quickly ran up to him and knelt down. She felt his forehead. "Oh no. It's piping hot!", She said. She took her red ribbon and held it out to Inuyasha: "Please, can you bring some cold water? We have to lower the fever and treat the wound! Kaede, aren't there any herbs for a laceration?". "hm ... yes, but I would have to look for it first! Oh what the heck, I'm on my way!", she said and left the cave. Only Inuyasha was standing there, Kagome's handkerchief in hand. "What's loa, Inuyasha?" asked Kagome. "I don't like it at all! I mean, I should help my brother who will try to kill me at the next opportunity? Thank you very much!" Said the half-demon. "Don't do it for him, do it for yourself! If you help him. He owes it to you! I don't think that he likes to owe it to you! He would do something quickly to get rid of this guilt and then he will be again." go! "said Kagome."Oh, and you mean you know him so well, yes?" Inuyasha said acutely. "yes, I think I can allow myself to judge him like that, in case you forgot, I was with him, not you!" she replied. Inuyasha stared at her, grunted deeply, and then left the hut. Kagome sighed deeply and touched Sesshomaru's forehead again. "What did he do there? And why is he injured? He didn't fight ... no, he would have won the fight! And if ...", Kagome puzzled over it, but couldn't find a plausible one Explanation. She looked at the youkai and remembered the time with him. It wasn't that bad after all. Only at the beginning ... but then ...! "What am I thinking?", she asked herself softly and a grumpy Inuyasha came in to the bag: "Here, your water!", he said and handed her the vessel. "Thank you!", said Kagome and dipped the ribbon, which was hanging on the edge, into the cold water and wrinkled it out to place it on Sesshomaru's forehead."What is the wound about me?" Inuyasha asked suddenly. "I'll wait until Kaede comes back. The bleeding has stopped and I have new gauze bandages with me! I'll press the herb on it, or the ointment, let's see and bandage it. I can't do anything else here, although the wound will definitely be sewn said Kagome. "I was thinking by the river!" said Inuyasha. "Yes?" Asked Kagome curiously. "yes, and ... what if he takes you back with him? Once he's healthy again!" said Inuyasha. "No, no! When he is healthy again, he will still be weakened! and I'm stronger now, as you know! He can't take me with him so easily anymore! Don't worry, ok?", Kagome said and with Inuyasha shot up with a red head: "Who says I'm worried?" he half called. Kagome looked funny when she got up and pushed Inuyasha outside: "Sit!", she shouted and Inuyasha jumped to the ground. Before he says: