Chapter: End?

For days ...

Now I'm standing here in front of your room door.
Should I? Why can't i?
Otherwise I'm always so strong ..
But now I feel so helpless
Why? I do not want to any more!
I suffer all day.
I do not want! I have to tell you!
Or I'm lost ... forever ...

These voices over all these damn voices!
Let me rest! You're welcome! I also beg ...
~ Give up! ~

No I do not want to!

~ He doesn't love you ~

I don't care !!

~ Why don't you get it? ~

Because I have to tell him !!

It's enough for me .. I knock on your door.
The only thing I hear is 'yes'. Should i tell him?
He will despise me! He'll laugh at me!
Can I live with such a load?
Yes .. But not if it is you!
I have to get out of here!
No. I'll do it again, gotta tell you
But my feet don't bring me to you.
But ... outside in the cold ...

Why? Just why? I wanted to tell you
But I ran away.You will never know what I feel for you.
Is that better for me
I run. I keep running all the time.
Until my feet can no longer and I on the
Cold concrete floor fall.

* Why didn't you tell him? *

Because I am too weak!

* He would not have despised you not ER! *

With this voice I fall into a dreamless sleep.
Is this my end?
After a while I woke up.
No warmth just cold around gave me.
Suddenly something stung my heart.

I didn't mean to die!
Only when you ... know ...

But everything is too late now….

Just because I was so cowardly and didn't tell you ......

*****
End!!!! Out over !!! And how was it?
Is written from Kai's point of view!

Don't forget the criticism !!!!
I'm not going to do a second part!

Cu! Yours tot0015