IT FINALLY BREAKED MY HEART! HOW OFTEN SHOULD I HAVE TRYED TO REPRESENT IT? EVERY TIME I SEE YOU, I SEE YOU WITH YOU!" HOW YOU KISS HER, HOW YOU HOLD AND HUG HER! I JUST COULD NO MORE! DID I HAVE TO TORN MYSELF TO DEATH? BUT MY HEART HAD TO HEAL FIRST!(she raised her hands in the air, yelled at him, and kept making gestures, such as touching her heart or her head.) I'M 26 YEARS OLD! 26! AND I RUSHED INTO WORK TO FORGET YOU! BUT IT DID NOT WORK! I THOUGHT OF YOU EVERY FUCKING DAY! EVEN WITHOUT WANTING OR KNOWING IT! THAT WAS MY REASON! ARE YOU SATISFIED NOW? DO YOU WANT TO BREAK MY SLOWLY HEALING HEART AGAIN? DO YOU WANT IT? ", she screamed the soul out of her body and when she was finished, and realized what she was just telling him, she turned around again so that he wouldn't see her crying. He shouldn't know! Indirectly, she told him the love confessed. "That ... was the reason? "he asked quietly.
"YES," she said. He felt guilty. She felt so bad about him. "How does she always make me feel guilty!" he thought. "Because you did something wrong and not me!" She said softly. Inuyasha couldn't believe she knew what he was thinking.And he couldn't believe that Kagome, his Kagome, was standing there and that he was just yelling at them stupidly.
"What did you see?" he asked.
"I ... don't want to talk about it again!" She said, still with her back to him.
He knew her well, and that meant she had seen enough to go!
Like the hug, the conversation ... the kiss.
"I see ... but nine years?" Asked inuyasha.
"Yes, nine years, and you don't understand anything!" Said Kagome, who had dried her tears.
"Yes, I deserve that!" Thought inuyasha. She had to be cold now to show him how badly he had hurt her. He still knew her behavior well!
In order to distract somehow, he asked: "Well? What did you do? Nine years is not a short time!"
"Oh, have you vented again?" She asked. "Man! Kagome, I'm sorry!" Said the Hanyou.
"Unfortunately you never notice that too early! YOU haven't changed inuyasha! Not a bit.", She said. "Kago ..", he began, but Kagome interrupted him: "Yes, and I like that", she looked at him over her shoulder: "I've always liked that!".
"Go on, tell me everything!", demanded inuyasha and Kagome sat down leaning against the fountain. Inuyasha did the same and sat right next to her now. He could smell her lovely scent. How much he had missed him! "So ... I have ..." and she began to talk.

Part ten

It was late afternoon and Kagome had just finished talking. The sun almost touched the ground and then she asked: "And you? What did you do?". She felt terribly comfortable around him. How much she missed him. The two still had a lot to talk about, only then could their friendship and mutual trust grow again. "Well ... first of all I walked through the area and fought against all kinds of demons to improve my style with Tesaiga. Yes, and then, when I was back in the village, I spent the rest of the time helping to renovate the village!" he said. Compared to Kagome, he finished storytelling very quickly. "and? Have you heard from your brother and kouga-kun?", she asked." I fought with Sesshomaru sometimes, you know, he wanted Tesaiga again. And Kouga, that little lousy ... ("Inuyasha!"), Well, he was here once to find out where you were ... then he attacked me. He was mad at me for not stopping you! ", he said." oh ... well ... ", Kagome was embarrassed that he had trouble with Kouga-kun because of her." Yeah ... what happened to Kikyo? ", Kagome asked hesitantly." Well ... I should know what you saw! "He said cautiously. In Kagome's inner eye the two reappeared ..." Did you choose me? Will you come with me to the realm of the dead? Or ... we could use the jewel. Bring me back to life and make you human! ". Monotonously she repeated Kikyo's words." And after that? "asked inuyasha." After that? Then I ran away! "she said." Oh ... well, I remember. When Kikyo had uttered these words, I tore them away from me, looked her in the eye and said, 'What are you talking about?You really, really want me to die? And besides, the Shiko no tama now belongs to Kagome! 'And then she said that it could easily be taken away from you! At the time I thought I hadn't quite understood what she had said. And wondered if it was the kikyo that I once loved so much. And when she said: 'Then we'll get rid of her', I knew that it wasn't 'my' Kikyo. I pushed her away and told her to go to the afterlife for good, that is where she belongs. And strangely enough, it didn't bother me as much as I always thought. She got angry and asked me if you were more important to me than herself. Then she flew away with the help of her soul catcher. I stood there for a while and thought about her words. Then I went into the village and wanted to know where you were. And when I heard that you ran away, I kind of felt a pang inside and I knew you weren't coming back to me.If I had known that you had seen me and Kikyo, I would have come after you. ", he was so honest, he couldn't believe it. But somehow it was the whole situation he was in. Kagome next to him, the girl, no the woman he loved ... yes he loved her, and made this certainty he was very happy. Finally after nine years she was back with him. "Wow! I was wrong. You have changed. You have grown up a lot. ", Kagome said softly, but then asked:" Then why didn't you come? Somehow I had wished for that! "." Um ... I didn't know why you left and I thought ... I don't know. I thought that you hated me and that was why you left. "he admitted." Fool! "said Kagome. Inuyasha looked at her abruptly and before he could say anything more he saw her smile and say," I could never hate you. No matter what you do. No way! "and she looked into his eyes so deeply that his heart beat faster and he blushed all over the place.Kagome pretended not to notice and smiled to herself, looking at the grass. Then she asked: "Are you still mad at me?". "Huh?" Asked inuyasha, usually clueless. "Well, because I didn't say goodbye then!" Said Kagome. "Oh that ... I don't think so, now I know the reason and that makes it easier to understand. I also don't know how I would have reacted if I had seen you with Kouga," he said. Kagome laughed. "That would be funny!" "Oh, do you think so?" said inuyasha played angrily. Kagome kept laughing, imagining inuyasha's face if he'd seen her and kouga-kun. Inuyasha liked to see her laugh more and more. But suddenly he felt how she turned to him and took the chain from him and almost at the same time took the jewel from her neck. Then she hung the jewel around Inuyasha's neck and his chain around hers. "Kagome ..." he said. She looked at him lovingly and said, "Inuyasha! I trust you.And that's why I'm giving you the jewel that you wished for so much. I know you will do the right thing. I don't care if you're a youkai, a hanyou, or a human! The main thing is that YOU stay the way you are now! ". Inuyasha couldn't believe it. Now, after so long, someone was saying what he had wanted to hear all his life. And it was the one who meant the most to him. He took her hands in his and said: "You know what? Back when I first became human before you, I said I wouldn't trust anyone. I know better now. Kagome, I trust you more than anyone else. ". These words meant so much to her." Inuyasha! "she said. He was still holding her hands." I'm so happy to be back! ", she said and again she had tears in her eyes." Kagome, I have missed you very, very much. Without you ... I don't know. I am also infinitely glad that you are here again ... no ... that you are with me again!", said inuyasha. Now Kagome was really red in the face and before she could say anything he had already wrapped her in his arms. Kagome felt so comfortable, she didn't want to let go of him anymore and it seemed as if he had too not intending to do this. "Kagome ..." he said, but Kagome had loosened and put her finger on his lips. ", she did. The sun soaked everything in warm red and made this already very romantic situation even more emotional. They were so close that they could feel their breaths. Kagome gently touches inuyasha's cheek. She ran over his face, slowly and Sensitive. Inuyasha had closed her eyes to fully concentrate on Kagome's touch and her closeness. How he wished he could just kiss her. Kagome came to his lips and caressed them timidly too. She stopped and inuyasha opened the door his eyes again. "don't stop! ", he thought longingly."Inuyasha ... don't let me go that long again!" She said softly. "No, I definitely won't. Never again. I wouldn't be able to take that.", Inuyasha said. "I can't live without you inuyasha! You are my air, you are my life! Inuyasha! I ... I love you! Always. And now after nine years my feelings are only stronger.", Kagome said, her cheeks whole red, her heart was beating loudly, but she had to tell him. Inuyasha looked at her. His heart had stopped beating with joy. "I ... Kagome! I ... I know it now too. And somehow I've always known it ...", but words were never his forte, more like actions. And so he decided to act now. He cupped her cheek in his hand and came closer and closer to her. Her lips touched slowly, at first carefully, but then the kiss developed into a passionate and longed-for kiss, which she tried to compensate for almost all of her problems.After they broke up with a heavy heart he said quietly: "I love you too, Kagome". "What? Are you serious?" asked Kagome, her heart filled with happiness when he nodded slightly. "I'm so happy!" She said and kissed him gently on the mouth. "Let's go to the others!" She said. "Oh no," he said. She looked at him and kissed him. "Come on! It will be very dark soon!", she said. "hmmmm ... ok!" he made and got up to help her. "Thanks!" She said. They walked towards the village, hand in hand, and when Sango saw her she came running up to Kagome and hugged her. "How nice!" she said. "hey?" she asked. "Well- you found each other, didn't you?",