screamed:" SEAT! "but nothing happened." Sitz? ", thought kikyo and also said it, softly. But nothing happened to her either." I'm sorry, Kagome, really! "said Inuyasha." I said it was okay! ", said Kikyo, because it occurred to her that it wasn't her body, but Kagome's!"So ... shall we go back?" Inuyasha asked, embarrassed. "um, let's stay here!" said Kikyo. He sat on the grass and Kikyo did too. She sat in front of him and let herself fall into his arms. "Kagome! You are really totally different!", He said. "Should I be rude again?" Asked Kikyo. Kagome was sitting next to Inuyasha and her heart was pounding loudly. She understood that he wanted Kikyo and not her. He wished Kagome was like Kikyo!
"I don't know. I like you one way or another!" Inuyasha said. Kagome's heart leaped briefly. "that means ..." she thought. "Aha ...", Kikyo said simply. "But ... what happened there? In that red vortex?" Inuyasha asked. "I can't really remember it. It was just like ... everything hurt and ..." said Kikyo. "I was afraid it had something to do with me because we had an argument," Inuyasha said quietly. "No! No!" Said Kikyo. Inuyasha held her tightly. Kagome hovered around them. She didn't like this position at all.This kikyo! Should she die! "ah!" thought Kagome, surprised. Have I become that nasty? But otherwise it does not seem possible to endure this situation. "Tell me, Inuyasha. How was that with kikyo anyway?", asked kikyo in Kagome's body. "Do you want to know?" He asked back. "Otherwise I would certainly not ask!", she said. Kagome's eyes widened. What is she doing with it? Kagome wanted to know what it was like back then, of course, but she didn't dare to ask. He could have said that the time was just great and that he missed it. She couldn't stand that. She knew Inuyasha loved Kikyo. This topic has often caused too much heartache. Kagome's heart. Kagome's pain. He had no idea what was going on in Kagome. When he met with Kikyo in secret, then hugged her and was so intimate with her. What could Kagome really offer? Sure, she has stood by him in a few fights and has suffered with him when he was injured again.She had cried for him, sometimes laughed and argued with him. One way more than the other. But Kikyo ... Kikyo was different. She was an important part of Inuyasha's life, his great love. Ohh ... how she just hated Kikyo. Now that she was able to see everything in this other 'situation', a tremendous anger rose within her. Not against Kikyo, no, much more against Inuyasha! How could he afford not to admit that this wasn't Kagome but Kikyo! How so? The soul, the center of the ego, the soul that continues to exist after death. The soul that makes you what you are. What is the point of a body without a soul? What you could see very clearly at Kikyo. Back when Urasue created her body, it was useless without a soul. Although ... what if he couldn't even notice? It was always said that Kagome was kikyo's rebirth. "No, no, no!", Kagome shook his head decisively. "NO!" She said again. She was NOT kikyo's rebirth.Never, never would she be able to treat Inuyasha like that! She would never want to tear her to her death. Never, would she make him feel guilty like that. She wasn't kikyo at all! And she was happy. But then, her mind wandered again ... the time she ran home again because she had seen them, she could relate to Kikyo! That one feeling of wanting to see Inuyasha again was stronger than any hatred than any sadness. And once again this togetherness reassured them. "Well, it was nice. At first we fought because of the jewel. But then a very special friendship developed and we fought each other for fun. She never intended to kill me. And neither did I. Then, with her Time I never left her side. I protected her. I ... loved her! "Bamm. Kagome's heart was shattered. She never wanted to hear these words from his mouth. She was defenseless. She didn't think about flying away.She could no longer think logically, act rationally. She didn't even think to cover her ears. She just stared at him. Then she shouted: "CAN'T YOU THINK THAT I DON'T WANT TO HEAR THAT? YOU COMPLETE!" Kikyo just laughed inwardly. "It's good to hear that!" She thought to Kagome. "And next?" She asked Inuyasha. "I still remember one day, we were sitting in the grass and a lukewarm wind was blowing. Her long hair rustled in the wind. We just sat there and felt the presence of the other. We didn't need words to understand each other!" He said and Kagome shouted, "TELL ME LIKE YOU ROCH !!!". "Ahja ... I can remember that too ...", kikyo said quietly. Her heart was bobbing, he could remember it! "What?" Asked Inuyasha. "Um ... I can imagine!", Corrected kikyo nervously. "Kagome, you ... are not yourself!" Inuyasha said and pushed her away. They sat across from each other now. He held her by the shoulder."To be honest, that scares me a little! Since you were trapped in this vortex!", He said. "Um ... um ...", kikyo went, what should she say. "YES !!! Inuyasha here I am!" Said Kagome. "Um! Tell me what's going on?" Inuyasha said urgently. "I don't know!" Said Kikyo, visibly overwhelmed.
Kagome watched with a grin. "What should I say?", Kikyo asked in his mind. "I don't know!" Said Kagome. "So? I expect an answer!" He said, his expression filled with concern. "Inuyasha! I ... I ... may be a little confused! This red swirl, I was afraid for my life! FEAR!", Kikyo shouted, but Kagome would never have yelled at him. She would have said 'SIT' and went to Sango to complain about him. Inuyasha let go of her and got up. "I don't know what's going on inside you! But you're weird! You act totally different! You want to know what happened to Kikyo, you never wanted that! And you just didn't send me to the ground!What is wrong with you? As if you weren't you! And all of the body contact. I'm happy, but that's too much all at once! WHERE is old Kagome? Who was a little shy and where every touch was special? ", he asked. Kagome looked at him." He noticed something ... and what he said ... oh, my heart is jumping! ", she thought and all mean and sad thoughts were gone. She was red in the face. And Inuyasha too." That ... that ... ", Kikyo stuttered. ", he called and went to the others, who were now also awake." What was going on? ", Sango asked sleepily." Nothing at all! Nothing at all !!! ", he said sullenly again and sat down. Then slowly Kikyo came too." Kagome! Why is he feeling so weird again? ", Shippo asked. But Kikyo didn't answer." Kagome ?? "asked miroku and only now did Kikyo notice that she was meant." Yes? ", she asked absently." Oh, nothing! ", Sango said. Kagome, she had floated after them in the meantime, flew over everyone."And Kikyo? What's wrong with you?", She asked ironically worried. "Shut up! I ..." said Kikyo, but she didn't know what to say. She was totally confused. He wasn't allowed to notice and it looked like Kagome wasn't a broken woman either. She seemed more happy now. "Is she moody!" Thought Kikyo. "I can hear you!" Said Kagome. "It's true. You are moody!" Said Kikyo. "Who are you talking to?" asked Sango. "What? I was just thinking out loud!" she said, smiling nervously. "Oh ...", Miroku said doubtfully. They ate and then they set off again. "We should look for a village. There will be a new moon in two days!" said Miroku. "No! Don't!" Said Inuyasha. "Why not?" asked Sango. "Think about Sango! By now Kagura and Koga know! The people in the village would be in danger!", Inuyasha said. "Yes, you're right!", Sango said, amazed and Inuyasha joked: "I'm always right!". Miroku shook his head with a smile and said: "Of course Inuyasha!He just didn't talk to Kikyo. He was pretty mad at her. "Why is she acting like that? ", he asked himself over and over again:" At least she could have told me. "Kikyo was silent." What does she usually talk about? ", she wondered." Well, you should have done better research! "said Kagome." I beg you, you will see what you get out of it! ", Kikyo thought simply. Kagome hovered next to Inuyasha. He was silent. Kikyo was silent and nobody could hear Kagome anyway. They walked around all day, no splinter could be located. In the evening they settled down again by a small stream. Only that Kikyo put very far away from Inuyasha. "Well, then I'll just wait until new moon, then she'll sleep anyway! ", she said softly to herself. The next day wasn't easier either. In the evening it should be the new moon." We have to find something safe! "said Miroku." Yes, it's about time. I find it unbearable to be at the mercy!I hate this feeling. I can no longer feel any danger and at all! "Said Inuyasha. He still hadn't talked to Kikyo. He thought she was Kagome and without wanting to admit it, her change hurt him. But also that he was so mean now, but he wouldn't give in, she should apologize. He wasn't to blame for her changes! Or was he? Wasn't he just before this ominous vortex: "Just get out of here! I can no longer bear you! "Said? Maybe ... if he hadn't insulted her, she wouldn't have stormed out! And wouldn't have been attacked by whoever. And what if she had changed because of him? Inuyasha was getting a headache. What should he think of that?" let it be. Tomorrow I'll be fit again and then I'll talk to her. Exactly, in private and without freaking out. ", he thought, but he didn't know what was going to happen that night ...