Chapter: Chapter 1: Love is a luxury that not everyone can afford!

1.

It was cold and gloomy, but it was every other night too. Somehow he felt comfortable in it, after all this quiet and the dark haze gave him peace and quiet, but only for a few hours. Once again, thoughts and ideas shot through his head. Every time he was alone - completely alone - he looked for answers to his many questions and wishes on the hill, while he stared at the sky. But today it seemed particularly bad: the agony was unbearable. He kept hearing Krad's words boom in his head that he could never fulfill his own wishes and hopes. He thought sadly and decided that he was a heavy burden on Daisuke. A curse that should continue to haunt him and his descendants. Maybe it was really just a shell, meant to be stolen and robbed. His little games with girls and his "glorious" forays were only a mild consolation, contrary to reality.In all these centuries in which he already awoke in the Niwas, the torments caught up with him again and again.

Love is a luxury that I can't afford ... any more than having a family, a body ... mortality.

Everything was just a heavy burden and he was beginning to feel like he was going to collapse under her. It was more serious than ever: he had actually fallen in love with Riku.

It always seems like I don't care about other people's suffering, but that's not true. It is just so unbearable for me to wear my own purse that I would also not be able to stand it and therefore ignore it.

Had he had the choice, Dark would have chosen death. But this decision seemed impossible, since Daisuke would fall with him and he would be reborn a little later anyway. He sat up while he looked at the clock: "Emiko must have already sent the message." Daisuke ... wake up it's time.