Chapter: Everything that happened ... real?

I looked around and quickly moved on. I had been out for a while and I felt really cold when I accompanied my girlfriend home. The cold penetrated me. But I walked on calmly in the dimly lit avenue. It was still a bit to walk to the underpass. A couple of lovers came towards me and I wondered why it was so quiet. I didn't notice it, even though there were a lot of cars on the country road. I only perceived a slight hiss of the wind, which was so cold. I looked up at the sky, which reflected the darkness. There were few stars and you couldn't see the moon because of the gray clouds. That quickly reminded me of a song that I recently received via email. It gave me confidence back and I was able to calm down, but somehow it seemed completely pointless to me. I was almost at the underpass when I realized that I would rather not go home.But I also knew that my parents would be worried and my mom wouldn't go to sleep if I wasn't home. So, I decided to put aside this thought 'to stay outside a little longer' and still go on. When I entered the underpass I saw my name written on the wall and then I fell over.

When I woke up I was lying in the park not far from the skyscraper where I lived with my parents. I had a hard time remembering what happened. It was ten o'clock. The lights in the park had not yet gone out and I got up to continue walking. But my eyes fell on a bench where I saw a little boy. He was pale and I decided to take off my jacket. I tried to wake the boy up, although it seemed pointless to me. When the boy did wake up after a while, I asked him his name. He said his name is Lee. For some reason I knew he was lying to me, but I stayed calm.I sat down next to him. Then I tried to find out where he lived without speaking out loud. My attempts had failed. When I wanted to get up he held me and said something coughing: "It was me, I understand you!" Now I was shocking. I stopped. The boy spoke quickly in a familiar voice. He looked at me, handed me my jacket again. "You went home. You were in the underpass. I ... got you out of there," he continued. I stood tall. Now I remembered what had happened ... During the time I passed out, there were strange characters around me. I've talked to them but don't know what. I didn't want it to be true, it had just been twenty minutes, but ten of them were when I was sitting with this strange Lee in the park. I looked at the floor. "They wanted you! I sent them away. ..... it was me, finally remember! .... you remember ...", Lee paused for a moment by getting up and putting on his light silk robe let the cold wind flutter, "..... back then it was still difficult to communicate with you .... but you still let me ... help you."I looked at him again and then everything occurred to me ... he pulled me away from such a white something back then, that something was very scary and it was surrounded by a perceptive evil aura ... but I was still a child there who just wanted to play and this Lee was just as old as he is now, but why is he still as small as he was then, I wondered in my mind ..... "Was that you before? ", I looked at him lost." Who were these strange characters and why are you still so small and actually your name is not Lee, what are you anyway and why do you interfere in my life? ", I yelled at the boy in the silk robe, my eyes fell to the floor in front of it, I noticed that he wasn't even moving. He was silent. I ran towards the skyscraper. Tears came down my face. I ran on and came to I washed away my tears for a moment and my mother opened the door for me, took off my shoes and went into my room.I lay down on my sofa without turning on the light. My room was surrounded by a blue glow that was so calming to me. More tears ran down my face. I closed my eyes and took a deep breath. I tried to remember tonight. I was very exhausted and I was very cold. I was shaking twice as much because I was terrified as hell to remember where the fear came from, I didn't know. I fell asleep very quickly and very deeply. Dagmar.

I didn't wake up the next morning. My mother tried senselessly to shake me awake. This boy was standing next to my sofa, where I slept calmly. I didn't move, but I was breathing calmly, as if everything was absolutely fine. The boy held out his hand to me. I didn't want to go, but I did. We flew out the window. When I looked back, I saw myself and my mother crying. I wasn't dead. Everything seemed like a dream to me.We flew like this in about an hour or two. He told me something about himself and me, but I just looked ahead and didn't listen. However, I did notice one thing, his name is Reer and he is a guardian spirit who is supposed to protect his protégé, and that is me, from the evil figures when they put me in danger.

Then I woke up and went to school as normal. My mom was as always as if nothing had happened. I didn't speak to her either. When I got to school, I sat down in my seat and took out my things. I put a clean sheet of paper in front of me and took a pencil afterwards I started to draw. My friends came soon afterwards, but I was gone. They asked how I was doing and then left me alone when I was silent. I liked them, they understood me and accepted me for who I was. I kept drawing. Soon you could see a pistol in the picture. I took my time to draw. Today we had seven boring school hours.When the third passed by, I stayed in the classroom for the break on the pretext of having a stomach ache. I didn't eat anything. I sharpened my pencil and drew a smiling boy who was holding the pistol in his hand, then the gong sounded and more hours passed, until the last hour I also drew the second break between the sixth and seventh hour, I despised the homework and wrote me mine Girlfriend up and then I packed my things and at the last gong went home like everyone else. I took the picture with me and when I got home I continued to draw until it was finished.

I looked out the window and suddenly I flew again with Reer to a somewhat strange large window, from which a bluish light shone. Once there, he let go of me. I looked around the room for a moment and Reer went ahead, knelt, dropped his head and said, "This is the protégé I told you about, your determination." I looked up, perplexed.I didn't expect anything like that. Actually, I wasn't expecting anything, so it was all the stranger. The boy got up again and turned to me. He took my hand and pulled me out, I let myself be pulled because I didn't even know how to act. It was stupid. My image appeared before my eyes and became reality. I was facing a boy who threatened me with a gun. I backed away and faced the recurring fear. It was bad because I drew the boy myself. He kept aiming at my head and tracking my steps. I stopped. After a short pause in which I didn't move, I took a deep breath and looked into the cold eyes of the attacker and 'will I die now' shot through my head, because this thought was floating in front of me so tense I was. I shook my head to get other thoughts. All of my attempts have failed. Because when I saw my real picture, the thought came back.Reer looked at me like it was normal. I felt his gaze clearly on my face. My hair was tangled in the breeze from the window. I looked towards the window and when I turned back to my armed counterpart he was no longer there. I put my hands down. Reer came over to me and led me out of the room. I couldn't think of anything anymore, I didn't notice everything that was going on and so I didn't know where I was either. Reer brought me home and told me it was my fear that made me look like that in the eyes. I didn't believe him. I stayed in my room for a long time, I didn't come out and I didn't eat anything. Reer had long since disappeared as silently as he had appeared.

When it was evening again I put my jacket on and went out of my room. With my shoes on, I told my mom that I wouldn't be back until late at night and that she didn't have to worry.Without waiting for her answer, I quickly ran out of the apartment and then out of the skyscraper. It started raining. I ran until I couldn't anymore. I didn't know where to go at first. Finally I got to the park. I then walked on calmly and tried to get my breathing right. I thought about Reer, then about me and my life, which was not making sense at the moment, and then about him again. I cursed him and sat on a wet bench. Since I didn't take an umbrella with me, I had been soaked for a long time. It got very cold again so cold that I started to shiver. I looked up and shouted: “I will kill you Reer!”, After a short pause I continued to shout: “You hate my life. Destroyed!” I wanted to calm down. Getting excited here doesn't help, I told myself in my mind. I've decided to focus and repeat the katas I learned recently for self-defense. I got up and went to the meadow.Wet grass squeaked under my feet. I stood up, slowly moving my hands and putting them first in blocks then in the counter attacks etc. until I finished true. It probably passed four hours and I had long since caught a cold, I continued through the park and came to my friend's house at the other end of the park, I looked at my watch and decided not to sound. I then went to go home. All still had the same bill as yesterday. But shortly before the underpass I stopped. The steps were wet. The water ran down them. 'Should I go down there? ´, I thought to myself. I looked down into the lighted corridor. The fear spread inside me. Thinking of the Reer, I turned and ran back into the park. The lights were no longer on and I strolled home through the dark streets of the park. When I got home soaked, I went to my room.After changing, I lay down on the couch and fell asleep. After a few hours of sleep, I woke up frightened. Nobody else was standing next to me but Reer and he held out his cold bluish hand to me. "What do you want?" I said angrily. "Are you coming with me?" he just asked me back and looked into my eyes. I