Fanfic: Weißt du, was es bedeutet, ALLES zu verlieren?

Translation

Chapter: Here are all the chapters!

Own series - do you know what it means to lose EVERYTHING?

People:
Kari
Kari thinks she is probably the most unhappy girl in the whole world. She is already thinking suicidal until she meets a girl in the park who tells her a story.
Yari
A strange name for a strange person, closed and creepy. These two words can be used to describe this young beauty ...
Bryan
Bryan is the older brother of Kari. He enjoys bullying others, especially his little sister. Together with his buddies he moves around the houses and makes the name of his family bad ...
Mrs. Summers
The mother of Kari and Bryan is anything but nice, friendly, caring and responsible. If one of her children comes home with more than 5 bruises, she doesn't care. Seen in this way, your offspring is just a block on the leg ...
Karen
Karen is Kari's friend and finds her brother irresistible.She likes everything about him, only his character leaves something to be desired. Kari is more than just a friend to Karen, she would never do anything to jeopardize their friendship ...
Bryan's gang
5 guys who only have one thing on their mind; To see beautiful girls afterwards and to worry dirty thoughts ... And to bite others, in the group Bryan has to say that and if one does not stick to it, there is powerful (you can imagine ...)

- place of action; At Kari's home -

Kari arrived at home exhausted ... She ran as fast as she could into her room and closed the door behind her. Although it wouldn't help, she knew that.
Bryan would break the door and beat the cheek she possessed out of her ... As always.
She couldn't go to her mother, although she wouldn't have helped her either, just like the last time and the time before ...
Kari's whole life has been a horror ... a nightmare.
She was always bullied by Bryan and stupidly turned on from the side by his clique friends and sometimes even just touched ....It goes without saying that your patience travels and your hand, or rather your fist, slips.
"You stupid goose, open the door immediately !!", Kari startled. Her brother pounded and kicked the door.
Kari knew it would only get worse. If she didn't open the door, Bryan would break it in, he had so much strength.
You could say a lot in the muscles, little in the brain ... But that wasn't true of Bryan at all. On the contrary, he was one of the smartest boys in school and used everything to his advantage ...
"What if I don't open the door?" Shouted Kari and hid behind her sofa bed to be on the safe side.
"Then you get so rattled that even your girlfriend doesn't recognize you ... And I'll come up with something else in between!", Bryan answered and let the constant pounding and stepping on the door be.
"...", Bryan ponders, since Kari hadn't done anything, he continued, "Open the door!"," Only if you promise me that you will not hit me! ", Kari said finally.
"Okay! I'm not going to hit you!" Sighed Bryan.
Kari opened the door carefully and looked into her brother's auburn eyes.
Immediately he threw her on the sofa.
For a while he looked down at her and wondered how he should make her life hell ...
"What is it? Don't you have any more ideas?", Kari asked cheekily.
"Until now I really had no idea, I promised not to bang you, but I can certainly find another way to squeeze out your cheeky behavior towards me ...", Bryan considered for a while. Kari looked at him the whole time. She wished she was away from this place, away from this world, she wished to die on the spot ...
It wasn't a big question what Bryan was up to.
Kari knew that he only ever put on such a face when he came across a girl who had somewhat "nice" curves ... In short, he was just thinking a few not very nice thoughts that were probably extremely painful .He walked slowly to his little sister and put his arm around her.
(There is no point in fighting it! I know it for sure!) Kari narrowed her eyes, which Bryan noticed.
He approached her ear and….
"Bryan, what are you doing ?!", Bryan looked at the door. His mother stood there, toppled over and bright red.
"Hey Mommy, you're home again! Didn't jump into bed with someone today?", "Don't be so cheeky, you little idiot! And leave your sister alone! Shouldn't you be in bed long ago?" , "Hey mom! We are 16 and the little one is 15! Normally we would have to go to parties, let ourselves be dumped and then get into the box with someone!" went into the living room and turned on the television to watch their talk show.
Bryan turned back to his sister, who was still screwing up her eyes.
"You can open your eyes calmly! Since our old woman is here, I can hardly torment you, you were lucky again!"With these words he pushed Kari off the bed and then left the room.
For a long time, Kari stayed on the floor and began to sob softly ...
(I want to get away from this world ...)

-- My life is meaningless --

Karen had noticed all day that Kari wasn't doing it. It wasn't a big deal either, with such a "family" you can't really be involved.
"What happened yesterday?" Asked Karen Kari as they were on their way home.
"Nothing!" Replied Kari.
(Pointless ... my whole life is just pointless ...)
Karen had to take a different route than Kari.
(It would be much nicer to be dead ...), thought Kari.
(I could stab myself with a knife ... Or drown in water ... Or jump off the roof of our school ... Or jump in front of a car ... Or ...)
"You are suicidal?", Kari looked up.
In front of her was a young girl with silver hair and ice blue eyes."What?", Kari asked a while after she had collected herself again.
"You're wondering how you could kill yourself, aren't you?", "How ... How do you get that ?!", Kari looked at the girl slightly angry.
(What is she thinking ?!), the girl smiled slightly.
"May I tell you a story that will surely interest you!", "Eh ... Yes!", Why not? Kari was in no hurry.
They both sat down on a nearby bench ... The young girl thought for a while and then began to tell.
"A few years ago I was walking through this park, dreaming and wishing I would die.
Why should I go on living? My life was no longer meaningful! I was constantly passed on to men and they had fun with me ... Nobody was behind me.
I was alone, lonely and the most unhappy girl in the whole world ...
Then, I made up my mind to die and that's what I did ...I died and went to heaven ... There an angel with beautiful, big white wings told me that I was not only stupid, simple-minded and arrogant, no, but also selfish ...
He said to me; Do you seriously believe that you had an UNHAPPY life? Have you ever looked at those who grew up without anything? Without love, friends, family? Or those who are not even born and have already died? Or those who know that they are dying and still live their lives normally and struggle with pain and sadness? Do you know how valuable life is?
We only get it once, and it doesn't matter how bad we feel, it's a gift ... A gift that we only got by chance ... What is only there for us once and then never again! We can lead a different life, we have so many chances to do everything well, but never, never do we have the chance to live twice ... We can be born again, but at what price?Do you even know what it means; To lose EVERYTHING? "She ended and was still looking up at the sky.
"Kari, can you tell me what it means to lose everything?", Kari looked up to the sky.
(To lose everything? If I lose EVERYTHING, my family, my friends, my little happiness and then my life? If I lose my life then I've really lost EVERYTHING ... Or only when my soul is no longer there ? If it just disappears ... If everything disappears from me, then I've really lost EVERYTHING ... right?)

- I now know what I did not wish for -

For a long time she thought about the question; DO YOU KNOW WHAT IT MEANS TO LOSE EVERYTHING?
Is it even possible to answer this question ... Somehow the question is philosophical, thought Kari. She paid little attention to the way and also not to the 5 boys who followed her and made some sick fantasies ...
"Hey snail, are you already doing something tonight ?!", Kari turned around and saw the guy she had punched in the face yesterday.
(Oh no, what do they want?), Fear crept up in Kari. If she defended herself, her brother would miss her that she would probably not be able to go to school for 1 week ... If she did not defend herself, the guys would probably lay a "pipe" ...
"Better leave your pens from my sister!", Everyone turned around. Behind Kari stood her one year older brother and put his arm around his sister.
"Huh? Yesterday you didn't mind that I wanted to lay her down ..." "Exactly, yesterday, today it's different ... Do you think I want to have terror with my old woman? You can do whatever you want with her , when Olle gives up the spoon. Then she's yours, she's practically your pet, but she's harder to train ... "," She's your sister too ... you can't be chained either ... "said the smallest of them Group.The others grinned and Bryan looked at his buddies.
"Well, I can't be tamed!", He shrugged his shoulders and grinned at everyone.
Kari, for whatever reason, went black and felt herself sink to the floor.
...
A dream.
Did you figure out what it means to lose EVERYTHING?
Kari looked around, in front of her was the girl from the park. She looked at Kari with sad eyes. (Where am I?), "In a dream ... you have quite dark thoughts ... you always dream of death. Do you think that this is a solution to your problem?
Kari looked at her.
"A problem? I have no ONE problem, I have 7! My mother, my brother and his hot friends!", ...
Again Kari went black, she hit something soft with her head.
"HMMMM?" Was all she managed.
"Wake up again ?!", Kari looked up.
Her brother sat across from her and smiled at her.
"Why did you break down so suddenly?" He asked, grinning broadly at her."I ... um ... So it was ... I ...", Kari didn't know