Chapter: eyes

Hi here again a little insight into my sick, dark life!
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eyes

All eyes are on me, I can just hear their laughter, how they blaspheme or worse.

This is one of the days when I think about dying but I'm too cowardly it would be just a jump, a cut but I can't even do that.
I can do nothing, absolutely nothing.

No one cares how I feel or what is going on in me, what will become of me.

As long as you are presentable, everyone pretends to be loved, but as soon as you fail you are the black sheep of the family.
A lesson I've learned and it tastes bitter.

Deceived, unloved and lonely but it was always like that.
I am therefore locked in myself.

It should go on like this for the rest of my life full of hatred and envy of others who are better off.

Without joy, love and friends? No, by no means that has to change, those who I know may not like me, but those who I don't know yet who knows.~~~~~

Think of my Komi cu Kyokosama03