Chapter: A poem about Vegeta and Bulma

Hello! I wrote a poem again! Have to say right at the beginning that it doesn't all rhyme and (I'll be completely honest) you don't understand what it's about, but I liked it so much that I just had to upload it!
So as a short explanation: Vegeta is death (* cry *) and Bulma is therefore too deeply unhappy and the poem describes her feelings! (Maybe you can understand it better with the description!).
Stop the babble, I'll start:

~ The glimmer of hope on the horizon ~

The clouds pass me by
but you are not there.
I've lost you forever
and now have no clue
but you didn't leave me alone
but leave me precious gifts (Trunks, Bra).
I close my eyes close to your grave
is this all just a test?
I see you so close to me
but you are so far from here!
My heart is trembling with sadness
but it seems to me as if it has to live forever without you.
When I saw your body in the windwho was before me
I died a thousand deaths
why is it only true?
I miss you so much, stand
now by the sea and am so empty.
The thoughts wander around me
so I ask you to come back to me
and never leave me again
Without your warmth and your light
my life is dark and without sight.
The wind that blows around me
miss you too and go.
My hope is gone now
and you are no longer there.
You told me times
we are born in a ray of hope.
But without you my hope is no longer there
and before I know it
was she back
because I saw that again
it wasn't too conservative for me.
What you left me
So I ask you wind of the night
raging waters of the ocean
and you am my glimmer of hope
brightly illuminating horizon
fulfill my wish
and tell him
I LOVE HIM!

~ End ~

O.K., I know this is not one of my best posts on this site, but please don't be so hard on me !! But still hope for clerks!PLEASE * plead *!