Chapter: Chapter 1. -No title- (yet)

Chapter. 1

"See you tomorrow!" Mike called from across the street to Draven. "Yes," replied Draven, and unlocked the door. He had just come back from school, Draven tossed his school bag in a corner and went inside. He and his brother Sai lived together in a single family house. With slow steps Draven went into the living room, he looked for Sai. The two have not done anything since Draven's 18th birthday, it was probably due to Sai's girlfriend, Yoshiko. Sai was blind with love. Sometimes Draven wondered how one could love a person who only takes advantage of one, every day the same, every time the same "screaming joys". Just because she got a present that she always wanted.

~ Memories consume like opening the wounds,
I'm taking me apart again.
You all assume, I'm safe here in my room,
unless I try to start again.
I don't want to be the one the battles always choose,
because inside I realize that I'm the one confused. ~~ Draven's point of view

Everything about her is a lie, her smile, her eyes, everything about her. She pretends to be nice and nice, always perfect, never wrong. I can remember the day when I first came here. At first I didn't have a positive impression of her, thought that I would have to get used to her first, but that's not it. I wish I could turn it back, because before my 18th birthday I and Sai almost killed him, why? It was up to Yoshiko, I just didn't want to invite her, why should I? I don't like her, is that why I should let my birthday be spoiled for me?
After a while my gaze slid to the table, I only wanted the remote control, but there was something else on the table, a letter. Definitely from Sai, because his "beloved" smile was on it, not only that, it also said "for Draven". I didn't know if I should open the letter, or should I? After a while I decided to open it, slowly I took the letter and looked at it again.I didn't care what was inside, I didn't feel like doing anything.
Sighing, I opened the letter, a small piece of paper was in the content, it said: Moin smaller! Have a nice day with your friends, oky? I bought 3rd movie tickets for Harry Potter for you guys. Come a little later today! Bai bai Sai = P
I rolled my eyes, Sai was a real sucker, but if it weren't for him, it would still be my brother, no. With greedy looks I looked once more at the contents of the letter, in fact. There were three cinema tickets in there. Well, I thought to myself, I crumpled up the letter with the envelope and threw it in a corner. I tore up the cards and left the snippets on the table.
What did Sai think he was? Did he really believe that he could do everything well with three crazy cinema tickets? I didn't feel like worrying about it anymore, I put my feet on the table and turned on the TV, there was nothing on the TV, only the "stars" had their problems.Why were they called "stars"? Are you different from us? Does the word mean that you have to dance around naked on television in order to be called a "star"? Or are their alleged problems so great that those of others are airborne? Apparently yes. I turned off the TV, looked around the room. I was bored, what was there to do? Should I study? No, no, I thought. I would do that last. I went slowly to my room, first up the stairs. My door was on the left, Sais on the right. I took out my key, I always locked my door when I'm not there. Because I don't trust Sai lately. I put the key in the keyhole, turned it on the right side, the door opened and I stepped in. Lay down on my bed, looked out the window. The sky was cloudy, actually it was too warm at this time of the year. A light breeze touched my skin, a light shiver ran down my back.But I wasn't cold, but warm? I got up, turned my gaze, with astonishment I noticed that the window wasn't open. The heater under the windowsill was burning at the highest level. Then where did this breeze come from? She couldn't trade out of nowhere, could she? Another shiver ran down my spine. My hands got colder and colder, and so did the room. I ran to the door, wanted to open it, but the doorknob was frozen. But I kept trying, my hands were already sore. The pain got bigger and bigger, I noticed how the door handle turned reddish. I took my hands off the doorknob and there they looked at me. I don't know why, but my hands were ripped open. Not only that, it also had two words on it that I couldn't read because my hands were so smeared with my blood that I could barely read anything ...

~ End of Draven's vision

At 11 p.m. the door opened slowly. Sai stepped in, his long hair was disheveled, he had tied a very messy ponytail, his top wasn't on at all.Before he went to his girlfriend's house, he was wearing a light green top, which he was now carrying in his hand. And black jeans, but luckily he was wearing them (* cough * xD).
He took off his shoes and went to the living room, noticing that the light was still on. Sai saw that Draven was still sitting on the sofa and switched over. He walked up to Draven immediately and looked at his hands. "What did you do?", Sai tried to make eye contact with Draven, but Draven just looked away. "I don't know, when I wanted to get out of my room ... it happened. I tried to wipe it off, but it didn't work," he replied, pulling his hands back towards him. Draven had tried everything possible, even with soap, but that only made things worse. It even started to burn, as if Draven had lit his hands. "I should believe you now, or what? Why are you doing something like that? You are not there ..." Draven made no answer. What should he say anyway?It was the doorknob, should the Sai buy him? Draven himself doesn't even think so. Both were silent until Sai broke the silence.
"Aren't you going to school tomorrow?" Sai asked. "Tomorrow is Saturday.", Draven replied curtly. "Really? The week went by quickly." Sai said. and sat down next to Draven. Because of the thing with Draven's hands, Sai hadn't sat down yet. He saw that the movie tickets were torn up on the table, he turned his gaze to Draven. After a while he put a hand on Draven's shoulder, pulled him towards him, and asked softly: "Still angry?" The questioned did not look at him, turned off the TV. "No, just stress, and I didn't want to go alone, sorry.", Draven said with a fake smile, got up and went up to his room. Sai hadn't noticed the fake smile. He got up and walked slowly to his jacket, took out his pack of cigarettes, and a lighter. Went back into the living room, made himself comfortable on the sofa, and lit a cigarette.~ I don't know what's worth fighting for, or why I have to scream ...
I don't know why I instigate, and say what I don't mean ...
I don't know how I got this way, I know it's not alright ...
So I'm breaking the habit,
I'm breaking the habit tonight. ~

* 02.06 *

Yawning, Sai got up and went up the stairs. His room was across the street from Dravens. At the top in front of Draven's door he paused once more and took a good look at the door of Draven's room. The door wasn't brown, like any other door, no, it was pitch black. There were also a couple of signs on the door, one had a skull on it, the other said "No ZURITT !!" or "If there is something important, say it in 10.sec !!". Sai opened the door, he wanted to see if Draven was sleeping or not. The room was dark, only the Chinese characters for "hate" and "dead" glowed, which were written in blood red on the black wall. At the top and bottom of the margin, light-dark blue hands were drawn.It seemed like souls who wanted to escape, were scared.
Sai's gaze turned from the wall to Draven's bed, Draven was lying in his bed. That was enough for Sai, he slowly closed the door again and went into his room.

The next morning Draven woke up first, yawning, he dragged himself to the bathroom.
He was just wearing wide pants and a T-shirt. After brushing his teeth, he went back to his room. Draven pulled on a sleeveless T-shirt, over it a black denim jacket, and a pair of gray and black pants. He walked slowly down the stairs so as not to wake Sai. Put on his shoes, took the keys and went out. He wanted to get some rolls for breakfast. "When there will be breakfast.", Draven thought to himself, because the two of them had had two weeks
The phone rang in Sai's room. Sai fell out of bed in shock, mumbled something to himself and then picked up the phone. "Sai here.", He muttered into the receiver."You Sai? Schnuggy?" Said the person who called Sai. Sai jumped up immediately, it was Yoshiko on the other line. "Oh, morning Yoshi, how are you?" "All right, you? Can I ask something?" Asked Yoshiko. "Yes. Sure." "Can you have breakfast today? I've already covered everything," she reported. "Of course! I'll come over immediately. Bye." Sai said, and jumped up immediately after the conversation. Took a few things out of his closet and disappeared into the bathroom. In the past, if he had got up early, he would have looked after Draven, but he forgot about him completely. After Sai had freshened up, he quickly ran downstairs, wrote a letter for Draven as quickly as possible, which he is having breakfast with Yoshiko today. Then he took his car keys and drove to his girlfriend.
After a while, Draven came home. With one bag, in the bag there were six rolls and a large bottle of cola. He put the bag in the kitchen, went up to wake Sai, when he noticed that the door to his room was open and he wasn't in his bed, he went down to the living room to see if Sai was there.But the only thing he found was a smeared note. Draven read the slip of paper when he had finished reading it, which was quite difficult, he threw the slip aside. He had lost his appetite for breakfast. Draven threw himself on the sofa and turned on the television.

~ Clutching my cure, I tightly lock the door;
I try to catch my breath again.
I hurt much more than any time before,
I have no options left again.
I don't want to be the one the battles