always choose,
because inside I realize that I'm the one confused. ~

When Sai finally came home at 19:42, Draven was sleeping on the sofa, the TV was still open. He took the remote control, turned off the television, and woke Draven. The mumbled something about himself and fell asleep again. Sai sighed, went into the kitchen to have a drink, he saw the bag with the rolls. There was still a large bottle of Coke in the bag. Sai took them out, took two more glasses from the cupboard above him and went back into the living room to try again to wake up Draven.Sai shook Draven and told him that if he didn't wake up, he couldn't sleep at night. Draven replied with a "So what?" and slept on. Sai took a swig of his glass he had felt with Coke and went up to his room.
Sai was tidying up a bit upstairs, because the room looked like a pigsty. When he was putting the closet and bed in order, he found a photo album under his bed. Sai opened the photo album curiously. A smile crept through his lips, he had to think of the time when he used to be without Yoshiko.

~ I don't know what's worth fighting for, or why I have to scream ...
I don't know why I instigate, and say what I don't mean ...
I don't know how I got this way, I'll never be alright ...
So I'm breaking the habit,
I'm breaking the habit tonight. ~

Downstairs Draven had woken up, slowly he got up, scratched his head, and went up to Sai. "What are you doing?", Draven asked when he reached the top, and Sai saw."Oh, I'm just looking at old photos, do you want to?" Sai asked. Draven shook his head, he actually wanted to go to his room but Sai had held him back:

~ I paint it on the walls,
Cause I'm the one that falls
I'll never fight again
and this is how it ends ... ~

Draven lay down on his bed and thought. Perhaps the photo album finally made it clear to him that the two did nothing with each other, didn't it? But maybe he didn't care…. Whatever it was…. Draven could only hope so, he didn't mind Sai having a girlfriend, but not Yoshiko, each one but not the one…. But what if Sai really loved her, and did she marry? This thought scared Draven, he didn't even want to think about the children….

~ I don't know what's worth fighting for, or why I have to scream ...
But now I have some clarity to show you what I mean ...
I don't know how I got this way, I'll never be alright ...
So I'm breaking the habit,
I'm breaking the habit,I'm breaking the habit tonight. ~

(Song test ~ Breaking the habit-Linkin Park ~)

Chapter 1. -End-