Chapter: You remind me of love

When my soul is gray, nothing makes sense anymore
I'm at the top and I don't know where to go anymore
Where there are many shadows, there is also light
I run to you, I won't forget you
You know me and my real face

Once again I am sitting here where no one can find me and thinking about my intentions.
Everyone hates me.
Is it worth it?
To be hated because I want to save the earth.
Is there anyone at all who is not afraid of me or does not hate me?
I don't think so when even my own people are scared of me.
Again I think of my brother, he says he fights for his friends.
Friends.
What do they mean?
You're just as crazy as love.
Pah !!!
Just as stupid.

You remind me of love
I can see who you really are
You remind me how it can be
Why all the struggle for power and money
What should I collect here in this worldIf I have to go when my day has come
When my inner voice speaks to me

But when I think of you ...
I feel something that I cannot describe.
It makes me sad when I see you every day and you're so lonely.
But it also makes me happy when I see you smile sometimes.
Can you call that love?
What am I actually thinking about it?
As if I could ever feel something like this.
Since when do I care what my heart tells me?
I don't care what the others say.
But why does my throat constrict every time you look at me with your sad eyes?
That just can't be.

I am deaf and do not hear them
Then look at me and hold me
Remember love
Show me who you really are
Remind me how it can be
Remember love
Show me who you really are
Remind me how it can beIf only I could remember how love feels
If only I knew what to do now.
If only .....
Damn it!!!
I could scream with anger.
Why the fuck don't I know what to do?
I can answer every question
only not this.
I get up and turn around.
I have a choice
i can realize my plan
or I decide for you and learn again what it means to love.

That's a way so far
And ends in infinity
There is a river, long and beautiful
I can't see the end
You remind me of love
I can see who you really are
You remind me how it can be

On the one hand you have my followed
On the other you stand
have turned away from them.
Just smile at me
Like you know what's going on in my head
Your green eyes radiate warmth.
When I look at the others like thatthey are cold
They don't care what happens to me as long as they don't die themselves.
And then they say they stand by me.
I'm slowly starting to move.
My legs move towards you as if by themselves.
When I get to you, I smile too.
The way I look at you, I'll only say one thing.
"Mari, please remind me of love."
You nod and smile.
This smile is what robs me of my last doubts.

Remember love
Show me who you really are
Remind me how it can be
When my soul is gray, nothing makes sense anymore
I'm at the top and I don't know where to go anymore
Remember love

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Such a little songfic about Hao's thoughts on Mari