Ein neues Leben,eine neue Liebe!
The romantic encounter turns into a dangerous game
"Let go of her at last! Didn't you hear what she was saying?"
I fall and hit the ground quickly. My throat hurts and I can barely say anything. I can hardly move out of fear and shock. Behind me I hear loud roars and then thuds. When I try to get up and turn around, I fail and I fall on my knees. Suddenly everything is dark again. Just a few more noises around me that I perceive and then ...
"Yuzuki? What are you doing here in the chemistry room?"
Yuzuki stands in front of me and looks at me in shock. He hides something behind his back and looks at me in surprise.
"Um ... Hello, Yukari. I ..."
He starts to stutter, but why? I realize he's trying to hide something from me and I'm trying to walk around him. But he keeps putting himself in front of me.
"What's that supposed to be?" I look at him with a cocked head and a pout.
"What are you hiding from me ?! Come on! Show me.I'm your best friend, or are you scared? "
He just looks at me with a slight grin and gets a little red around the nose.
"You don't need to know everything just because we're friends! But you have to know one thing ..."
He is silent and we are on the cliff. He goes back a little, a little more, and a little more. I look at him and he smiles at me with a face that is full of doubt, sadness and fear.
"Yuzuki, wait!" I yell, but he keeps walking back and then he falls. The last thing I see is his fingertips.
"Noooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo !!!!"
"Finally you're awake. Don't worry. It was just a nightmare. Calm down, okay? You're in the school sickroom. You passed out when Mike hugged you from behind."
Kakyo is sitting on a chair next to the bed and is bleeding easily from his lip. So it was Mike who attacked me after all. But Kakyo claims he only hugged me from behind.
"What do you want here anyway ?!"I ask him with an evil look.
"He protected you from Mike. Well, come here, my little one! Now we're going to treat you first!", The school nurse intervenes at that moment.
"No, don't! I don't want to. I said let go!", He defends himself against the doctor's treatment of the school nurse. I look at him and just smile slightly. This is the first time I've finally been able to smile in such a long time without being a disguised smile. The school sister looks at me and asks if she should continue to torture the snot boy. I refuse and look at him. His light blue eyes seem like the sea and his hair is like the light. He looks at me too and grins. Immediately afterwards he stops because his lip hurts and he cannot pull it.
"Why did you do that?" I whisper and look at the bedspread that was placed over me. I pray he didn't do it out of pity, but he means something completely different to me.
"I was there and no one else.So I had to go for it or not. Anyone who burst in next could have done that. "
I thank him inwardly for this answer. Now my whole mood has gone into the basement and my prejudices have come up again. Again I was wrong and he makes fun of me. I turn my head away from him and look out the window. My eyes hurt a lot. I don't know why, but I felt that I was about to start crying. I bite my lower lip very hard and suppress a sob.
"Well then. You seem to be feeling better again. I'll go then."
I don't look at him or say anything. Silence breaks into the room again and he walks to the door. As soon as the door closes, my eyes will be full of tears that run down my cheeks. For the first time I feel something like longing for strong friendship. For the first time in so many months, but this longing will never be fulfilled because he laughs at me and will never talk to me normally. Kakyo ...The door closes and my tears run down my cheeks like crazy. I don't sob or say nothing, but my heart is screaming. Out of anger, out of sadness, out of fear. From everything I feel at the moment. It screams for Yuzuki. And it screams for kakyo.
I lie there for a few minutes and when the school nurse goes out briefly, I jump out of bed. I take my things and cautiously creep out into the hallway. Nobody can be seen on the right or left. As I creep quietly to the exit, I see Kakyo in the corridor.
"Damn it. What is he doing here?" I ask myself in a light whisper and panic that I can't come by. But then I see him go back in and I run past the classroom. Outside the bright sun shines on my skin. I immediately feel the enormous heat, which is rather rare at this time. There is no one to be seen and I quickly run from the school grounds. Nobody saw me.I hope so anyway. Actually, I should unsubscribe beforehand, but I don't feel like meeting Kakyo. I do not like him. I hate him, probably more true. I creep forward with very slow steps. I hear quick steps behind me, but I ignore them.
"Ouch !!" I yell and turn around. Somebody grabbed my arm and held me tight.
"Yuzuki?" I whisper in disbelief. On closer inspection I see that it's just Kakyo. He grins at me and slowly lets go of me.
"Yuzuki, huh? I have to disappoint you, but I'm not Yuzuki!" He sneers. I just growl at him and leave him. I promptly turn around and want to go on, but he tries to stop me.
"Hey, wait a minute! Where are you going now ?!"
"Well at home, where else?", I answer annoyed.
"Your home ... is it on the beach? You're heading straight for the cliffs!"
When I look up, I only now notice the cliffs. I was at the place where Yuzuki died back then.I look back and forth between the cliffs and Kakyo. It's pounding in my head and there must be confusion in my eyes as Kakyo asks what's wrong with me.
"Yes, everything is fine! I'm fine!", I reply, slightly irritated, and stomp past him. I don't really know why I just came here. I must have just taken the path in my mind.
"Now wait, damn it!" Kakyo yells at me. I turn around very quickly and look at him. He walks slowly towards the cliffs.
"What ... what are you doing?" I ask in a panic.
"What if I jump down now?" He ignores my question and asks one himself. I just look at him with my mouth wide open and can't make a sound. But then I see that he keeps going back and there is nothing I can do but stop him. But Yuzuki didn't listen to me either. I can't see anyone else die. Not in this place! I never want to see this place again.Never again!!!
"Do what you want, you weirdo !!! What is it worth to you if you throw yourself to your death ?! As if someone were screaming hurray! Ha, that I don't laugh! You're a total idiot! And if you enjoy dying, do it! "
I turn around and cry again. I must be really stupid crying here. I always cry. I'm a crybaby like no one I've ever been before.
"I'm sorry ... Yukari !?" I hear Kakyo say behind me. Suddenly I feel his cheek on mine and his breath penetrates into my soul, because from his proximity I get strange goose bumps. I just close my eyes and try to hold back my tears. Then I try to bundle up all my strength and get away, but he holds me so tight that I have to stay in his arms.
"Please, Yukari. Forgive me at last. I didn't mean to upset you at all. Believe me ... please"
I hear his shaky voice and lean against him.I will let him. He can comfort me, because I feel so good in his arms.
"It's okay," I whisper and smile. I think when he apologized there was something so sad in his voice and I think it's a sincere apology.
"Forgive me, Yuzuki ... I just want to be close to you again for a short moment. I'm sorry, but I only love you, Yuzuki and you know that!" I apologize to Yuzuki in my mind. Kakyo and I stood like this for about three minutes, but it felt like an eternity and when he let go of me I turned around. Now he's standing there smiling at me with a crooked head.
"Are you all right again?" He asks innocently, as if nothing had happened. I can't believe he pretends nothing is! Typical man! As soon as you give them a hug, they forget it! That is impossible! With no further sound I leave the cliff and run home.Only then do I turn around and see if he has followed me again, but no sign of Kakyo. I feel relief, but I'm also disappointed that he didn't follow me.
"What the heck!" I say a little louder and more encouraging. I enter the house with a smile and look around.
"Hello! I'm back!" I shout in, but no one answers. They may all be out of the house. Good as well. Then at least I'll have my peace. But what am I supposed to do?
"Hm ?!" I wonder when I hear the phone ring. I immediately look at the clock. Shortly after 12.
"Is it the Direx?" I ask myself and take off.
"Hello? This is Yukari Miwamoto. Who's on the line?" I finally ask after a slight hesitation. But the voice doesn't sound like the director at all. It's a dull and dangerous voice when I hear the laughter.
“Who's there ?!” I repeat, but the person is silent.
"I'm sorry, but I'm not doing so well that I can stand here all day.", I say and am about to hang up when the person answers.
"Just don't hang up, Yukari! You'd regret it bitterly!" He hisses.
"Who's there?" I ask in a high-pitched voice. I ask hesitantly what he wants from me and why I should regret it.
"Kakyo Koday!"
"What !?" I respond in surprise. I repeat the name again, but he says that Kakyo is not on the line, but he will kill Kakyo soon if I don't stay away from him.
"You had to suffer enough, Yukari! Or do you want to lose Kakyo too ?! Yuzuki was easy to get around!", He laughs into the phone. I stand there petrified and don't move. The receiver almost slipped out of my hand at his words, but then I grasp it so tightly that my hand already hurts. Does that mean this guy has ...
"We get along, Yukari ?!"
So he just hangs up and I start shaking all over. Why is he targeting me ... No, targeting Kakyo ?!Who was that? At this moment I have over 1000 questions in my head that I cannot answer. I put the phone back very slowly and stroll up to my room. As I close my door, I lean against her and slowly slide down.
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