Hmm, that's also in that tree over there. Oh how long has it been now that we scratched it? Should now been almost 7 years. What a long time, 7 years ... in which I never dared to tell him what I really feel for him. But honestly, what kind of friend am I anyway who doesn't even notice how lonely, abandoned and sad her best buddy is in truth. I'm really so stupid, I pretend I know him all the time, but that's total bullshit. I don't really know anything about him. But still my heart doesn't let go from him, that's not normal, isn't it? Oh, I just don't know, it's all so confusing and hurtful. I thought I would be happy if I could be with him, but right now it just makes me sad, especially when I am have to look into his eyes ss!Ha, what an irony ... otherwise I never got enough of those bright, happy eyes. If I only knew what's wrong with him, maybe I can help him ... somehow? "
"Hey Sira, come here little one! I've got something for you." With this call, Chris Tyla tore from her thoughts. Somewhat cautiously, she straightened up and strolled over to her master, who was holding a large, well-filled sandwich in his hands. As expected, he tossed it to her and she caught it almost professionally. It was devoured in seconds. With relish she licked the crumbs from her beard and sat down next to Chris, who was slumbering on his towel. His jeans, like his shirt, were hanging over his bike, only his swimming trunks were on. As she looked away from him, Tyla's strolling gaze suddenly met the tree she had just thought of before. It was a large oak with something scratched into the bark, two names under which an oath of eternal friendship was written.Tyla felt queasy again when she saw her and Chris old oath in front of her. On the one hand, she was overjoyed to be able to sit next to her best friend just because of the fact that she was able to sit next to her best friend again, but the fears in her heart were still stronger, especially the waiting bothered her. In the next time she had nothing else to do than to stay close to Chris and pass the time with thoughts and those were mostly not nice thoughts. Everything had changed and would change, nothing would be the same again. Unfortunately, that was the only thing Tyla was sure of. The fear of destroying the friendship between them was too deep to ever reveal their feelings. With which she was already at it again to throw herself into a tidal wave of horrors.
"What should I do? Whenever I imagine I fail, my stomach turns. Everything would be the same as before, my heart would be shattered into thousands of pieces and the memories of the good times would torture and torment me as nothing else on earth could.But worst of all is the thought of never having told him how much I love him and again this time I can't tell him beforehand. My only chance to finally show him my true feelings is to save him and put everything I owned and valued at risk. I could lose my previous life as I was used to, but be honest with myself, haven't I already? I just can't find the answers to my questions. All I can do is sit here and wait, wait and wait again, hoping that maybe everything will turn out fine after all, because there is no way I will give up, never ... because that would be the worst ever! "

The two of them lay together at the small bathing lake until late in the evening. The moon shimmered delicately through the clouds and the cool wind brushed Tyla's hair. A tremor penetrated her, whereupon Chris gently stroked her fur with his hand.Driven by the cold, the little dog snuggled up close to him. With him she just forgot everything, all her dark thoughts, her fear, her worries, her helplessness, which was just one more reason that she couldn't be happy without him. Her heart, her soul, her body, her mind, all of this was his and would be forever, no matter what happened, their bond would never end.