The Day of Death

The Day of Death

Author: YuugiAngel
Disclaimer: Unfortunately, the characters belong exclusively to Kazuki Takahashi. T-T
As well as the song is not from me, but from Him.
I don't deserve anything from this story either. XDD
Warning: Shonen-ai ^. ~
Pairing: Guess Yugi x ………
Note: Well, a drama that I wrote without being a bit unhappy let alone in a depriphase. Did that go well? Hopefully it works that way. At the end there is the translation of the song again. ^^

Yugi * PoV *

There is a time in your life when the world stands still ... When you don't care about anything ... When you don't feel anything anymore ... you don't think anything anymore. This time is earlier for some and later for some ... Some find this fact unfair, others are happy about it ... For some it is relief, for others it is just pain ... Pain to say goodbye ... Never meet people again to know what is important to you ... to friends or family ...But you don't mourn yourself ... can't ... Because after that step has been taken, it is impossible for you to feel. There is no here and now anymore. No here and there ... No, when someone has crossed this threshold, it is eternity that surrounds you. The nothing that accompanies you on a path that never ends.

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We are so young
Our lives have just begun
But already we are considering
Escape from this world
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If someone had told me that it would have been so difficult for me to part with you again ... Wouldn't it have been better if we had never met? If I hadn't completed the puzzle and just lived my life as before? I don't know, I have no answer to this question ... But if parting was so difficult, why did fate bring us together in the first place?

Do you know the answer?

I don't know if I'm still alive ... I forgot how it felt ... Actually, I should be dead ... Time has no meaning for me anymore ... I'm caught in the black fog that surrounds me ... And all of this because you left me ... When you left you destroyed my soul ... It broke like a mirror ...When I close my eyes I see how it breaks ... Into a thousand pieces ... Simply crumbles to dust and slowly disappears into the darkness ... My thoughts are so empty ...

Alone I stand in this room, the dust of my soul around me ... My eyes without any shine ... No longer moving in this world, just observer ... How everything around me passes so slowly ... and finally ends ...

A soul that got lost in the darkness ... The light of the way out no longer sees ... Yes, you made me ... You are to blame! All alone you! I hate you for that! For every day that I can't find peace because you destroyed me! You killed me when you left ... Left me alone ...

And yet I could never be angry with you for long ... I despair of the fact that I can't hate you ... It doesn't work, as much as I wish ... I would forgive you for everything ... Even that you took my life ... That you still do it today ... over and over again ... day after day ...I am locked in this nightmare ... Caught between life and death ... The one who is not allowed to finally find his peace ... To let go and start to be free ... As long as memories of you are in my consciousness, my existence will be between these two Worlds do not end ...

You prevent me from ending my imprisonment ... Because I could never get you out of my mind ...

How many times have I tried to forget? I hit my head against the wall ... Hoping the memories would go away ... I've really tried everything ... Medication, injuries ...
But the hoped-for amnesia never happened ... I think you don't want it ... you just don't want me to forget you ... Make sure that my memory stays ...

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And we've waited for so long
For this moment to come
We're so anxious to be together
Together in death, ohoho
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~You cloud my thoughts ... Make me see illusions ... Illusions in which you appear before me ... Why are you doing this? Tell me ... But I think I've already recognized what you're aiming for ... Because you hold out your hand every time ... Give me a gentle smile ... And you probably want to tell me that I should go with you ...

I do not get it! Why did you go? Left me here Why? And why did it have to be all of a sudden? Why did I realize after you left that there is more than just friendship that connects me to you?

I cursed myself for realizing it too late ... For realizing it ... And for developing these feelings ... Feelings that no longer bring with them despair and longing ...

Do you know what it is Do you feel it too ... even when you are dead? If so, then I will go with you ... then I am ready to give up my life ... To see you again ... to stay with you ... forever ...Give me a sign and I will respond, speak to me or just appear ... show me what I have to do ... No matter what it is, I trust you ... and if it is your wish ... Then I am ready to die, my human Giving up body ... for you ... only for you ... you who destroyed me ... made a shadow of myself ... yes only for you I live through hell ...

Did you hear me? Will you come and tell me ... Answers how you made up your mind?

Yes, that's exactly what you will ... because I know that you heard me ... you did it all the time ... You were never really gone ... you were always with me ... Even if not like before ... You still know what I think ... Just this one thought ... Because I haven't revealed it to you until now ... But at some point I'll let you understand that I promise ... Although something tells me that you already know ...

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~Would you die tonight for love?
Baby join me in death
Won´t you die?
Baby join me in death

Would you die tonight for love?
Baby join me in death
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And I was right, you appeared ... you are now standing in front of me ... However, something is different ... Your body is materialized ... That amazes me ... When you came to me, you were always half transparent until now ... But now I could touch you, feel you…

Together you stand here with me ... In the darkness of the night ... waiting for the morning to begin ... No other person, except us, who lingers in this park ... And then it happens ... You walk towards me ... In sync with your first step ... the full moon appears in the sky ... the clouds around him ... all gone ...

You come to a stop just a few centimeters in front of me ... Look at me with your beautiful amethysts ... Deep into my eyes ... As soon as I look into yours ... and I know you have made a decision ... Now you will show me whether you like me the thought of you will free ... or whether you will take me with you ... Far from this cold and cruel world ...It seems to me like hours that we spend here ... Yes, only when you are with me do I still notice the passage of time ... You have the power to free me from loneliness ... only you who are my likeness ... and but so different ...

A light wind blows in which our hair sways gently back and forth ... And I wish this moment would last forever ... But before this comes true I want an answer ... Your answer ... "Tell me. Tell me now, please . ", I whisper to you with a trembling voice ... Whereupon you nod barely noticeably and bend your head forward ... Until I feel your breath on my neck ... and you speak to me again for the first time since that day ...
"Yugi, you gave me the choice ..." you start to whisper in my ear before you pause for a while.

"I want you to come with me ... please stay with me forever ... even after your death, Yugi ..."

"What I mean by that is ..."And again you take a break. Is it really that difficult for you? Do not you have words for it? You are more indirect than ever before ... But when you have to decide about someone else's life, isn't this reaction normal?

But you open your lips again and I know now a judgment will be passed on life and death, namely on mine ...

"Yugi, I wish you were dead."

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This world is so cruel place
And we're here only to lose
Cause light tears us apart
Let death bless me with you, ohoho
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I can't move anymore ... I'm shocked ... So you wish for my end ... This last sentence of yours rushes through my thoughts like an echo over and over again ... I could almost not hear it, as quietly as you said these words to me breathed ...

I know, however, that you don't want to cause me pain by doing this ... No, you think death could release me from this suffering ... And that I might be happy on the other side, rightSo I give you a tentative nod after you've taken your head back a bit and are now looking into my eyes again. "Thank you Yugi", I hear your whisper and see how you move your head forward again ...

Only a few millimeters separate our faces from each other ... so that I can feel your breath again ... This causes a slight shiver to run down my back ... Yes, I will let myself go, trusting that you will catch me ... After I have this empty shell, the body calls have given up ...

"You can.", I breath into your face and show you that I'm ready ... Because I can't kill myself, I don't have the courage to do so ... But you can if I ask you ... even if we are friends ... and maybe more ... or maybe that's exactly why ...

But you overcome the last few centimeters between us and do something that I would never have expected ... In the darkness of the night ... In a deserted park ...You put your lips on my ...

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Would you die tonight for love?
Baby join me in death
Won´t you die?
Baby join me in death

Would you die tonight for love?
Baby join me in death
Join me in death
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Startled, my eyes widen