Feelings

Yes, slowly we are getting closer to the matter of feelings.
I grant you it too, I'm the author too hehe ^ u ^, Well I'm now on Easter break and will venture into the last Chap, but I'm pretty undecided * howl * You can say in your comments whether you can want a happy ending or a drama with many sad moments or whatever you wish for an ending * in a good mood today and play the fairy godmother * But now have fun with ... CHAPTER 7 !!!! Tadatadaaa !!!

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When I got to the training ground, two people were already fighting with each other. One, presumably a girl, had pale pink, shoulder-length hair and the other, apparently a man, had jet-black hair. It was clear that the man was holding back, but still seemed to win. It was only six thirty and the ground was still covered with dew.Actually, I wasn't expecting anyone here anytime soon. It hit me like a blow! These movements! I knew her all too well! After all, I had watched her team training every day for four years! "SAKURA !!!! SASUKE !!!!" I screamed. The girl turned and almost took a hit. Finally the man turned to me too. ;; Are all men so lame when you call their name? ;; "KARI !!" they shouted in unison and came running quickly towards me. Sakura just wanted to hug me, but she was too fast and pulled us to the ground. There were tears in her eyes. "We missed you! Even our fridge!" she howled. That could have turned into a crying orgy if Sasuke hadn't intervened. "Do you have to cry now?" he asked annoyed. ;; -. - * ;;
"yeahaha!" it came from Sakura and me. Sakura sat up and looked at me questioningly and I knew she had worried that they hadn't heard from me for months. "I'm good!Honestly! "I laughed at their stupid faces. ° You would probably prefer to hear from me that Itachi torments and tortures me! But you have to see these faces! °
"Where is Itachi actually? I thought he abducted you and is holding you prisoner?" Sasuke asked and the anger was written on his face. "First of all, he did not abduct me, I will go with him voluntarily and secondly, he does not hold me prisoner, but I am allowed to move freely! Even if I wanted to flee, he would immediately know where I am because of the tattoo!" I clarified. Sasuke looked even more stupid than a few moments ago. He probably wanted me not to leave good hair on him! Anyway ... "What are you doing here?" "We're taking part in the Akatsuki tournament to save you!" explained Sakura. Sasuke nodded in agreement. "Have you become members?" I asked in shock. "Yes and we will get you out of there!" Sakura said confidently. "But I don't want to be saved!" I protested, but the two didn't seem to care because they were already making rescue plans.“I don't want to leave here!” No response. “I want to stay!” Still no reaction. "I slept with Itachi!" I said louder. That was a lie, ok, but what the heck? The heads of Sasuke and Sakura shot around, a crack could be heard and they start at me as if starting to reject Naruto noodle soup. Sakura opened her mouth to say something, but she was speechless and she closed her mouth again. The expression on Sasuke's face beat everything! Anger, despair, consternation, skepticism and horror mixed in. It was abstract! He looked like the man from Picasso's picture "The Scream" only that his mouth was closed. “Are you listening to me now?” Nod. "Good! I don't want to be saved, understand?" Nod. “I want to stay here, ok?” Nod. "You can go home! And I didn't sleep with him! What do you take me for?" A sigh of relief and relaxed facial features were the result of my words. "Why don't you want to leave?" asked Sakura.That was exactly the question I had so feared! Should I tell her the truth? Could I even do that? Did I even want to know the reason for it myself? Yes, I wanted that! After that my heart almost screamed, but my mind firmly refused the feeling. "I'm going into town!" Sasuke said and disappeared.

Sakura and I were alone. I sat down on the grass, wrapped my arms around my legs and stared at some cosmic flowers. "So why? Come on! Sasuke is gone and you can tell me. I'm your best friend and if you don't tell anyone you will eventually choke on it!" she made me feel guilty again and once again had success. Tears slowly rolled down my cheeks and I began to sob. "I hate him! I hate him! This Itachi I-am-the-hottest-thing-ever-existed-on-this-planet-Uchiha!" I said loudly and hit the floor with my fist. "Do you really hate him or are you hard in love?" she asked knowingly.More and more tears found their way down my cheeks. Sakura looked at me pityingly.

An Uchiha always brought this terrible dichotomy. She knew it all too well herself! When Sasuke disappeared she had suffered a lot and swore never to give in to him again. When he disappeared back then, she had suffered as one only understands if one knows this feeling oneself! Do I hate him or do I love him? She had given in to Sasuke again! And she knew what was happening to Kari! She was in conflict! She doesn't know how Itachi thinks and is afraid to ask him and tell him how she feels. She's probably also scared of Sasuke. After all, he lives for killing Itachi and how would he react? Even if she chooses Itachi and he reciprocates the feelings, it would mean a life in eternal apostasy and she would probably never see Kari against. You would have to constantly fear that one of them would be killed. If she just went back to Konoha with me, she would miss Itachi day and night and wonder what could have been.If she went on with Itachi and did nothing, she would be unhappy too. Whatever she did, she would always suffer from it!

Sakura hugged me and comforted me and I calmed down a bit. Finally she asked if we would have a practice fight and I agreed. I put my hatred for this feeling, my anger at me and my grief in every stroke and it spurred me on to top performance, so that two hours later we were both scratched and panting on the grass. That did so well! I felt better! "Where is Itachi anyway?" Sakura asked at some point. "I don't know! He just said he'd be gone by tomorrow night," I replied. "Oh really?" asked a voice behind us;; ohhh no! Who is standing there? ;; Sakura and I almost went into cardiac arrest; our pacemaker failed, Mr. Schillo, my German teacher, now say ;; and turned their heads. It was Sasuke, ;; idiot! I was thinking of a crazy chainsaw killer, but no!Now comes something like that! ö. ö ;; who offers us something to eat that we gratefully accepted. I just nodded as my mouth was busy with a large piece of sandwich. Around noon, Sakura and Sasuke had to register and I made my way to the local library.

I strolled down the rows of shelves until I found what I was looking for. I sat at an empty table and took out my brand new notebook and began to write obsessively. At some point I was approached. "The composition, production and effects of all kinds of poisons? Do you want to kill someone?" asked a male voice that looked all too familiar to me. I looked up and my heart seemed to forget to pump blood for a few seconds. ;; These constant cardiac arrests are guaranteed not to be good! ;; "Ka-Kabuto? What are you doing here?" I asked, completely perplexed, when my heart beat again. "I live here!" he explained, amused. He didn't seem angry anymore ... "And you?You're from Konoha! Say now! Do you want to kill someone? I know better ways! "He laughed.
° Somehow he sucks worse than Naruto! ° ;; That means something! ;; "I'm only here temporarily ... I take part in the tournament ... ..no, I'm medical-nin and look up something ..." I was already absorbed in my book for a long time. "Who are you here with? If you belong to the Akatsuki now, you have a partner!" he asked curiously. ° Man! I want to study in peace and get asked a hole in the stomach! ° "... Itachi ..." I grumbled and turned back to the book. Kabuto seemed to be speechless for a few moments. "What?" I asked when I noticed his stupid look. ° He looks like Naruto on a written exam! ° "You already know that Itachi is one of the most senior? Why should he bother with you?" explained Kabuto in a mocking tone. My surprised look spoke volumes. "Ok he didn't tell you!Well ... I have to go! "He said goodbye and finally disappeared.

The next morning I went to training with Sakura and Sasuke, actually it was very successful. I had practiced my own techniques.

Towards the end I pulled Kana aside and told her about the conversation between me and Kabuto. "So I would tell itachi!" was her only contribution to it. "Argh! Exactly! What are we actually doing with Itachi and Sasuke?" "If they meet, they'll beat their heads in!" I explained impatiently. "Unfortunately we can't do much about that! If they run into each other, WE'd rather take cover!" and unfortunately she was right!

Towards evening I ran to the library and took a few works with me and walked back to the apartment. Itachi was still gone. I took a shower, made myself comfortable on the sofa with a cup of tea, and started going through the books. At some point my eyes closed over these dry frameworks.Around eleven the door opened and Itachi entered the apartment. In the living room, however, he only found a deeply sleeping Kari, who was buried under dozens of books. Carefully he put the books aside and carried them to bed, but when he wanted to leave, his wrist was held, but Kari slept peacefully.
If he were to break free now, he would only wake her up. So what should he do big? ;; Did he even want to do anything else? ;; He lay down next to her and pulled the covers over her. He actually liked that ... Unconsciously, Kari snuggled closer to Itachi in his sleep, which made his face flush and men just like it when a girl cuddles up to them; ? I'm not a boy, so I can't know ^^ ";;. Itachi listened to her calm breathing. He would probably not find sleep, but at