True Love
1st chapter
True Love - first part
So, and I'm back! xDDD
You can't get rid of me! * rofl * Especially not because I'm currently in a totally creative phase ^. ^
This time I tried something completely new. One OS! Yes, be amazed, Manni writes OS! * rofl *
But it has become damn long, so I decided to upload it in three parts so that everything doesn't get so ... * rofl * long!
True Love - first part
Legend:
"nonsense nonsense nonsense" - someone talks something
// think think think // - someone thinks something
> ins certain red ins certain red ins certain red <- the inner voice (only occurs in personified PoV scenes)
#bla blah blah # - my stupid comrades! xDDD
Disclaimer: The people in this OS don't belong to me, I just borrowed them to be able to express my creative thoughts with them. Unfortunately, I also don't earn any money with this! But whoever wants can give me something! xDDD
Fandom: romance
Pairing: KaKao # * slurp * Legga ^^ #Rate: already readable from 6 ^^
Warnings: Ooc, bissel Silly, Shônen-Ai
Dedication: who do I dedicate this OS to? * brooding *
My dear kata, because it inspired me to make it the OS and bring it to an end! * knutscha * Thanks! I owe this OS only to you! Hope you like it!
~ + ~ + One-Shot ~ + ~ +
The long and stony road to understanding
A boy of about six sank down on the cobblestones, whimpering, and held his leg. He had slipped while playing soccer and hit his knee, which was now bleeding easily.
Tyson quickly ran over to the boy and hugged him to comfort him. He whispered warm words in the boy's ear, and stroked his reddened cheeks to wipe away the tears.
"Shh, come on, calm down. It's just a little ouch, hey. You're a strong, tall man, aren't you? Then stop crying and ignore the pain."
Kai stood - as always - a little away from the action in an absolutely casual and cool posture leaning against the lamp post and looked down at the kneeling Tyson with his shiny, fiery red eyes."Man Tyson, don't spoil the boy like that. He's old enough not to run away over every little thing.", Kai suddenly said in a cold, arrogant voice and looked Tyson in the condescending eyes.
That gave the last jolt to the already very tense atmosphere between the two boys, which had been waiting for a while to break out.
The moment Kai uttered the word "break loose", the whole, charged anger sparked in Tyson like an explosion. Furious, he jumped up, ignored the little boy, and looked at Kai with eyes blazing with fire. His fists opened and closed rhythmically, as if he still seemed to consider whether he should buff Kai's arrogant face or not.
#So no, Tyson, how can you! * drop * you get it back twice and three times, I swear! As far as I am the author of this OS! xDD #
"You are a real bastard, Kai, do you actually know that? Damn it, he's still a little kid, and little kids have the right to cry when they're hurt!That is a crucial part of your childhood! Have you never been comforted when you fell and hurt yourself? ", he suddenly roared, in a really enviable volume, and glared at Kai angrily. He raised his eyebrows, astonished at his friend's sudden outburst of emotion, unconsciously he took a step back and held out his arms as if in a protective position the upper body.
"Tyson ..." he whispered in disbelief, but he didn't let him speak in his anger. Unimpressed by Kai's feeble attempt to appeal, he just kept shouting.
"You are a callous, selfish, stubborn, stupid, stupid, stupid idiot, I despise you for who you are and what you do! It is your job to give other people the same treatment that you know yourself. and not to ignore everything and everyone! I just don't understand how one can only be as cold-hearted, as solitary as you can!"Tyson continued, gesturing angrily with his hands in the air.
But in the end his outburst ended as quickly as it began, and the only feeling that lurked in his heart was disgust for the older man he had just sniffed.
Kai looked at Tyson with wide eyes, wide with disbelief. He couldn't really understand why Tyson was suddenly yelling at him like that, but just the key, the volume that the usually friendly, courteous boy was now uttering, awakened very unpleasant memories in Kai, which he had actually thought he had overcome .
Whimpering, he hung his head, pressed his arms tight to his sides. He bit his lip until they were bleeding. Fortunately, the silver-colored bangs covered most of his face from Tyson, but he couldn't prevent the tears from flowing down his cheeks incessantly. He was afraid, terribly afraid, and a tremendous anger at Tyson for refreshing those memories he had thought had been lost, but these feelings were not strong enough to counter the hope and the urge to tell everything inside him to finally stop the pain that he'd been dragging around with him for years."That ... that is ... mean!", Kai whispered so softly that Tyson would almost have missed it if he wasn't standing right in front of Kai. The blue-haired man looked up in surprise - and froze.
He couldn't believe what he was seeing. Kai, the proud, aloof, otherwise all-ignoring Kai stood before him in a broken posture, his eyes lowered, his shoulders trembling slightly. A faint sob reached his ear and he even thought he could see a telltale glint on the other's cheeks.
//Kai ... //, Tyson thought, startled, he suddenly knew he had gone too far.
#you idiot! You can step into the faux pas really well ... * kai comforts * #
"Unlike ... you ... or other children ... I never had such a ... beautiful childhood. I was 4 ... when I lost my parents ... and was admitted to the abbey. .. everything went very differently than here and today! "
Kai's voice slowly solidified and he lifted his head to look Tyson in the eye. Tyson was shocked again as he looked into the ruby, tear-flooded, emotion-charged eyes.Kais all the feelings he felt at that moment were reflected in his eyes. Fear, confusion, but also anger and sadness at someone Tyson didn't want to know who they were for.
"The daily routine was like this: Get up without breakfast for strength training, you were then allowed to lift weights and do conditioning tasks for a full six hours, after a five-minute break there was a little time for lunch, and then you were dragged to the laboratory, where you do daily a hundred syringes for certain experiments that make you obedient and strengthen you physically. And when that was done you were allowed to beyblade for the rest of the day, run 60 laps every hour and much more little, have you been beaten, humiliated and not infrequently raped, and then you are not allowed to cry, because then you were snapped at that you should not cry like a girl! For every tear I shed before, a scar stands up today my body!My body is battered, no one has ever hugged me and comforted me, very rarely at most Tala, after a special treatment from Boris! Without him I would not have survived the years in this hell. So never again accuse myself of bringing feelings towards strangers I don't even know that I have never known myself! "
Kai just shouted the last sentence. The tears hadn't shed yet, but they had become less, as if forcing himself not to cry anymore. But there was so much sadness and fear in his eyes that Tyson's insides contracted painfully. Suddenly all he felt was pity. Compassion and a very guilty conscience.
He wanted to go to Kai, as his heart told him, and comfort him, but he had no more control over his body. He couldn't move, he was rigid with horror at what he'd just heard.
He was just shocked. The usually calm, responsible, cool Kai, who never committed every single act without any ulterior motives, and who kept a clear head in every situation, for which Tyson secretly admired him, was now standing in front of him totally dissolved, close to a nervous breakdown, and hoping on the support of his friend.And the big problem was, Tyson just couldn't give him that silently implored support! He wanted it, he wanted to go to Kai, apologize and give him security at the moment when Kai needed him so much, maybe even love, but his body no longer obeyed him. He just couldn't move and do what his heart asked.
Kai stood there for several seconds in silence, fought back the tears and bit his lips bloody, hoping that Tyson could help and support him, but he just stood there in silence, looked at him with big eyes, didn't lift a finger around him to help.
Finally Kai gave up. He pushed his inner hopes as deep as possible into the darkest corner of his soul, screamed one last time in agony and stormed off.
# poor quay tuck tuck! #
+ ~ + Ty's PoV + ~ +
// Damn it, what did I do? That can't be true, I didn't mean to hurt him!
Well, I was really angry that Kai left the little boy's tears so cold, and I finally, after a long time, expressed my thoughts to him, but I didn't want to hurt him!Usually he doesn't react so violently to insults, it usually goes unnoticed by his ass!
He took my totally unfounded anger to heart so much that he started to cry ... apparently I reminded him of his past ... a terrible past, if he was telling the truth. I can't understand ... why are you beaten for small mistakes? And you are not allowed to cry? With four years? That is practically impossible, crying is as fitting for age as mood swings are for puberty! # xDD cool comparison Tyson! But true! * rofl * I am the best example ... #
Now I understand why he never said a word about his past ... I wouldn't have if I had suffered as much as Kai used to do. And that for years! I'm so sorry..//
I looked down at my hands sadly. For a few seconds I had really toyed with the idea of punching Kai and forcibly knocking his arrogant grin off his lips.I had never given a thought to the reasons why Kai was the way he was. I always only complained when I had to run laps, when I was asked about because I - allegedly - ate too much ... I had never