3rd part

True Love - third part

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Hi!
here is the third and final part! Get out your handkerchiefs! ^ .-
Have fun with it!
Oh yes, and thanks again for all the great clerks! I was really happy about it! * bow *
* cuddle u all *

+ ~ + Ty's PoV + ~ +

Confused, I looked at Kai. What the heck was he doing here? In my room? Except to wake up he had never entered my room and now he just burst in here and sniffed at me, I should lie down again immediately! What was this guy doing?
But I was still too exhausted to complain about Kai's impossible behavior. Instead I sank back tired when Kai pulled me back into my bed and covered me up and closed my eyes.
I looked up when Kai came back from the kitchen with the tray, grabbed a chair and placed it next to my bed. The silver-haired man carefully put the tray down in front of my nose and sat me up silently, with his gently supporting arm in my back, so that I could eat."Eat, that will do you good. You need this strengthening.", Kai said in a low, almost soft voice, and began to peel the egg off to shove small pieces into my mouth. I let that happen without comment, but I was a little embarrassed about the whole thing. And then also in front of Kai, the proud, hard Kai, who otherwise loathed any kind of weakness!
The memory of yesterday's events flashed through my head like lightning. I jerked back when Kai held the spoon in front of my nose and looked at him with wide, frightened eyes.
He looked back, his eyebrows were raised questioningly and his red eyes glowed confused. I suddenly felt a bad conscience.
"Kai ... I ... I'm sorry for what I said yesterday! I didn't mean to hurt you!" I mumbled after several attempts with a firm voice and looked the older man in the eye, silently but honestly.
The latter dropped the spoon in disbelief.His whole body started to shake slightly, but he didn't notice. The only thing he noticed was my voice, which kept whispering through his head that I didn't want to hurt him and that I was sorry.
It seemed like an eternity in which Kai sat silently in his place, strangely slumped in himself, and looked at the ground out of cloudy eyes.
Finally, after actually only for a few minutes, Kai slowly raised his head and, as always, looked into my eyes as cold as ever.
"Forget it, yesterday's was a slip up. I don't blame you for your words, but you reminded me ... of a few ... not very nice things from my past, and I'm in control for a moment Lost. Don't take that too seriously, I didn't intend to show you even a fraction of my true feelings. ", Kai growled finally and got up. Without another word, he left the room.
I looked after him in silence.
What he had said he hadn't meant it seriously, that was clear to me.Everyone always says I'm totally stupid for simply returning Kai's killing looks, but that wasn't true. In moments like this, I tried to explore the real feelings of my fellow human beings, as I did before. And despite the terrible cold that had stood in Kai's eyes, I had penetrated deeper. And to the edge of his soul. And what I saw there was a wish. A desperate desire for security and protection.
"Oh Kai, why do you always make it so difficult for yourself?", I mumbled depressed to myself, and lay back on my pillow. I suddenly forgot the tray that was still standing next to me. My only thoughts were now only for Kai, the fearless, proud Kai whom I loved in my heart. I didn't know yet, but the feeling, a hint of it, was already there. Because I always felt really good around Kai, even if he often annoyed me, and I even really liked being around him.When he looked at me with his cold eyes, I always felt hot and cold at the same time, I felt as if I were in a fog that hid everything around me, only emphasizing Kai's strong contour even more.
I sighed softly and fell asleep.

+ ~ + Kai's PoV + ~ +

Totally exhausted, I let myself fall on my bed.
//That can not be! He did it, he found out my thoughts! And that with just one look in my eyes! Am I so transparent? Damn it...//
With my nerves at the end I threw the pillow across the room to the door, where it fell to the floor with a soft sound. But I ignored this. I rolled over on my stomach, crossed my arms under my chin and bent one leg. This is how I liked to pause when I needed to think, and now I really had a pressing reason to do so.
// Even if it was definitely not his intention now, but he hurt me again ... I would really like to trust him, leave my past behind and talk about it, but what do I do?I don't do anything like that because I'm a coward, hide from my feelings and let others believe I'm fine! I hate it! //
Sadly, I turned on my side and closed my eyes. I just wanted to be alone now, forget my bad thoughts and fall into an eternal sleep from which I never woke up again. A sleep that brought me redemption, that I never had to suffer or even cry again.
But of course that didn't happen. Because after a few minutes of silence I nodded away and fell asleep.
But it wasn't a good night's sleep. I woke up again and again at night, drenched in sweat, sometimes even screaming, plagued by childhood nightmares, fell asleep again, woke up again, and so it went on all night. Until the next morning, until my alarm clock rang and finally dragged me out of almost an hour of peaceful sleep.
Grumbling, I gave the alarm clock a good knock, knocking it to the ground and shattering it, and rolled over on my stomach to pull the covers over my head.But I couldn't get back to sleep, even though I was still dog tired.
// damn it ... I don't even want to know how little I slept ... I really feel like I'm bummed! And then four hours of training ... and I still have to watch out for Tyson! Damn, I totally forgot about him! //

+ ~ + Normal PoV + ~ +

Kai jumped up hastily, sprinted into the bathroom and took a quick shower before getting dressed and slowly walking downstairs to the kitchen. As was to be expected, no one was awake at 7.30 a.m., except of course Kai. He sat down silently at the table, made his coffee and thought about it. Again, like so often lately, about his feelings.
// Why does Tyson always drive me crazy? In his presence I'm always really courteous and friendly, I don't know why myself. Do I feel something for this stormy kid? But even if so, why? He's practically the exact opposite of me.Stormy, always open and honest with his feelings, warm-hearted, sociable, but in rare moments he can also be very serious and concentrate on something. And I'm stubborn, withdrawn, lonely, cold and selfish. We don't match at all! And besides, he's a boy! //
Confused, Kai shook his head and drained his first cup. He didn't want to think anymore, because these thoughts always went in circles anyway, so he went into the living room and turned on the television. But even this brought him no distractions, there was only news that got everyone interested in the media to sleep and morning fitness and shopping programs. So nothing interesting.
Kai was torn from his thoughts when soft footsteps sounded from the stairs. In the next moment Tyson crept around the corner, eyed suspiciously into the room, whether nobody was there, but he actually seemed to overlook Kai's gray hair, because he crept over into the kitchen, on tiptoe, just not making any noise.// what is he doing here again? And that at this time too! If he wasn't really sick I would assume he would be terminally ill! Tyson and awake at eight o'clock in the morning! I think I'll annoy him a little. //
Grinning maliciously, Kai crept after the blue-haired man, also as quietly as possible, and watched the younger boy preparing a small breakfast buffet in the kitchen.
// Well, holla, he can actually make bread! If Ray knew that, he definitely wouldn't make him the sandwiches every day! Who would have thought that ... //
Now Tyson was done with his work and turned to get a tray from the closet. But when he saw Kai, who glared at him in annoyance, his movement froze in a tenth of a second, stood there like a statue.
"Hey, shouldn't you be in bed? Just by the way, it's eight o'clock in the morning, Tyson. They don't usually see you in front of eleven after all, or am I confusing something?And since when can you please make bread? If I tell Ray that he'll fall out of his pocket ... ", Kai growled confused, Tyson's face grimaced.
"Sorry, I couldn't sleep anymore. I was so hungry ... You don't tell Ray anything about it, do you?"
Tyson didn't dare to look up at Kai, but Kai understood. He just made a derogatory noise, grabbed the tray and began balancing it up the stairs. Tyson followed, confused but also a little grateful. He had never seen the otherwise ice-cold Russian so caring, but to be honest he liked it, very much in fact.
"You go back to bed immediately, there you can eat. But before that a fever will be measured.", Kai simply said and opened the door of Tyson with an elegant kick. This nodded.
"I'm feeling much better Kai, you really took care of me." At that sentence the blue-haired man blushed a little red around the tip of his nose, and so did Kai, but luckily he didn't notice anything."Still, you have to measure your fever. Now off to bed, but quickly!", Kai snapped at the younger man, put the tray down on the bedside table and looked for the thermometer.
"The thermometer is in my cupboard, I think in the top shelf.", Mumbled the younger after Kai looked around the room with a frown. And there the person addressed even found it, without a word he stuffed it into Tyson's mouth and waited. After two minutes the meter showed 39.2 °.
"Looks better. Still, you should stay in bed, the residual fever has to cure itself. We don't want you not to be at the next World Cup, do we?"
Tyson nodded with a smile and snuggled into the covers.
After two minutes the Japanese was back in the deepest dreamland and snored softly to himself. Kai smiled