Chapter: ♥ Our happiness on earth ♥

Music: Cascada: 'Everytime we touch'
Linkin Park: 'My december'

Our happiness on earth

Dedication: For myVrönchen

I still hear your voice when you sleep next to me
I still feel your touch in my dreams
Forgive me my weakness but I don't know why
Without you it's hard to survive

"I don't know exactly how and when you did it, but you fascinated me.
You weren't good, rather very bad. But no matter what the others said, you kept getting up and moving on.
Nobody believed in after all, you were just that little good-for-nothing who had nothing but nonsense on his mind. You always laughed and played pranks.
You were never really happy, but oh, I never saw the sad glow in your eyes, for me you were just the strong, self-confident, hyperactive, ramen-addicted boy with the blond hair and the strange lines on his cheeks.
People disregarded you, treated you with hatred and indifference.I never knew why they didn't like you, I usually explained it to myself by saying that you annoyed her with your pranks. I know I should have asked more, but I was little and intimidated by my father. He didn't like you, always referred to you as 'fox boy' a term I didn't associate with you.
I admired you for your strength, your iron will and your ability to change and inspire people. You were the exact opposite of me. I was shy and inconspicuous ... and you ...
From this admiration friendship, from friendship to crushing, from crushing to affection and from affection finally to love.
When we really became friends and you noticed me a bit, I already loved you.
But you never noticed it, you never understood the redness in my face and my stuttering, but everyone knew that I was absorbed in you. Just not you, which I was initially happy about.I would probably have dropped dead if you had told me: Hey Hinata, I know you love me! I've always been too unconscious when you talked to me or even looked at me. A habit that I couldn't get rid of for many years.
Before the Chu-Nin exam, however, I managed to tell you that I believe in you, and I was the happiest person on earth when you replied that I had helped you.

But then, after Sasuke left, you became different. More and more often one saw the sadness and your depression that you had cleverly hidden for years. Jiraiya came and took you on a training trip.
For me a world seemed to collapse. I shouldn't see you for almost three years.
I had spent a lot of time watching you because I wanted to be like you.
Not like others, but something like you.
And then came the news that my role model, my love should go away to become stronger so that you can bring your best friend back.But after the first grief, I decided to get stronger and show you that I exist, that I am there and can be strong.
I only trained for you, I passed the Chu-Nin exam only for you.
My father was never proud of me anyway, I was always too weak for him. I used to be able to take it because you gave me courage without you noticing.
And even where you were gone, I endured everything just for you.
After three endless years you came back and even recognized me! I almost passed out again, but from happiness.
But shortly afterwards you were sent on various missions again and continued to train.

But we got a mission together to find Itachi. Fireworks went off inside me when I heard that I was going on a mission with you, and when Kakashi then put us into a team, my luck was perfect, almost at least.
During the assignment I saw how strong you have become and how much you have achieved.I got the feeling again that I hadn't achieved anything, but you kept cheering me up and saying that I had become strong.
Again you made me happy, and when you protected me, when Itachi attacked me and put your life in danger, for the first time I really had the feeling that I really mean a lot to you.
But I also felt guilty because you put yourself in danger because of me.
After this incident we didn't get any closer because we had enough to do with Sasuke, who finally got his revenge with your help.

Back in Konoha, Sakura was always with Sasuke and you really laughed again.
A year passed without any major incidents, but then it was my 16th birthday when the others organized a surprise party. At that party, it was late at night and there were hardly any, you told me to come with you. You led me to a beautiful lake.We were pretty stupid, but then you kissed me for the first time and confessed your love to me.
After almost 10 years, I was finally able to say: I love you, and this love has been reciprocated for several years, and no one has managed to tell the other. Irony of fate.
But another year went by, and then you gave me the best birthday present again. You asked me if I wanted to marry you.
A stupid question because why wouldn't I want to?
And now I stand here and the time has come. I can't believe my luck because you're now Hokage, I'm just a Chu-Nin. "

[i]Cause everytime we touch
I get this feeling
And everytime we kiss
I swear I can fly
Can't you feel my heart beat fast
I want this to last
Need you by my side

Sobs could be heard, Ino and Tenten opened their 10th pack of handkerchiefs.
Tsunade was close to tears too, and sakura kept wiping them away.Jiraiya had been busy making notes for his new book.
Konohamaru and Hanabi were both grinning.
Neji, as well as Sasuke, stood next to us - they were best men. Neji had led Hinata to the altar instead of her father, as Hiashi Hyuga resisted and wanted nothing to do with a non-Hyuga.
Lee sniffed like the girls, Choji had stopped eating, Kiba was grinning like anything else, Shino was calm as always.
Even the Kazekage, Gaara, Temari and Kankouro had come.
Shikamaru had been released from a mission to attend the Hokagen's wedding.
Kurenai was very happy for her former student, sat in the first row with her little daughter in her arms.
Naruto stared at the woman in front of him, tears just ran down his cheeks.
He couldn't believe what he had heard, but it warmed his heart.
He too began to speak in a loving voice.

[i]Cause everytime we touchI feel the static
And everytime we kiss
I reach for the sky
Can't you hear my heart beat like that
I can't let you go
Want you in my life

"It's not entirely true. I have always seen and noticed you. You were always the little girl to me who, unlike the others, never laughed when I was talking nonsense again. At first I didn't know your name, but with one During the tests, I heard him say Iruka: Hinata Hyuga, I liked your name, it sounded harmonious and suited you.
That was the first time I heard your soft, shy voice.
Years went by and I really never noticed that you were always watching me.
When we became Ge-Nins, I still had a crush on Sakura, which wasn't even a real crush. I was really happy that I was on a team with her, but never realized that I was simply emulating many of the others because she was popular. During the time we formed Team 7, I noticed more and more that she only had eyes for Sasuke, slowly also that I didn't like her as much as I thought.After Sasuke left, I saw sakura more as a little sister to be protected.
I didn't know that my heart belonged to you for a long time, but at the time I couldn't do anything with real love, because I had never learned to love. I just didn't know what love was.
Sasuke's leaving was a huge loss for me because even though we were bitter rivals, we were best friends too. Team 7 became my family that I never had.
But back then there was the fear of being cast out when my new family and friends found out that Kyubi was sealed inside me, which is why I always kept it secret.
When I left with Jiraiya, I was sad, but at first I couldn't tell why.
During the trip I realized that I missed you, that I was sad because I couldn't see you for so long.
My thoughts were with you 24 hours a day, even when I was training I thought of you in my subconscious.Your face always followed me, your lilac-colored, pupilless eyes, your dark, shiny hair. In my dreams I heard your shy voice saying 'Naruto-kun'. In general, you were the first to address me with '-kun'.
Little by little I understood that this pain in my heart when I thought of you was love. I was longing for you, wanted to be with you. But I believed that you would never love me, and I thought you probably already had a boyfriend, so when I got back I pretended I was still in love with Sakura.
When I found out that you were already Chu-Nin, I was very happy for you, because I knew that you had trained hard too, since you were not born with unspeakable talent.
I realized that we weren't all that different, and on our first mission together after my return, I learned that you had no boyfriend and that you really got a lot stronger.You didn't give up then and I was kind of proud of you.
But for a long time, not much happened, except that I became Chu- and Jou-Nin, was hardly in the village, because of all the missions and missed you.
But on your 16th birthday I was finally back in the village and resolved to tell you. And indeed: I made it! The fear of being rejected was great. But you returned my love. But shortly afterwards doubts arose again, what would you do if you found out that Kyubi was inside me? Months passed before I managed to tell you. Your reaction surprised me. You didn't care that Kyubi was inside me, on the contrary, you said that I would carry a great burden without my wanting to.
At that time you suggested that I do some research about my parents, and again it was thanks to you that I soon knew who my parents were. That my father was the 4th Hokage made me proud that you shared.I became more and more certain that I would only love you and always wanted to be with you.
Eventually I managed to propose to you, which you accepted. We wanted to get married the next