Hopeless...

Eine hoffnungslose Liebe...
Translation

Hate that I love you

Hi guys!
It's a new chapter again and this time, for once, Neji is left standing ... well, read it for yourself. Have fun

And I hate how much I love you girl
I can't stand how much I need you
And I hate how much I love you girl
But I just can't let you go
And I hate that I love you so
(Rihanna)

After an eternity, as it seems to me, Tenten and Neji broke up. "What ... Neji ..." "Shhh ..." The Hyuuga put his finger on Tenten's lip, but she pushed him away. Although it hurt and she would like to touch his soft lips again. But she couldn't. She wanted to know the reason. The reason for his sudden transformation. Was he really serious about what he said, or was he just trying to get her to stay. "Neji ... Are you really serious about what you just said?" She looked him straight in the eyes and wanted to see if he was lying. He gently took her face in his hands and pushed a strand of hair back from her face."I meant what I said seriously, Tenten. I love you, but ..." Tenten suspected that. He did not unite them seriously. With a stormy movement she shook off his hand. "Tenten now listen to me once!" "Fine! Then say what you have to say." She crossed her arms and waited. "Tenten, I ... I ... really love you ... but ... the point is ... I ... I" He paused. Tenten looked at him expectantly and waited for him to continue. Finally Neji continued. "Well, I really love you Tenten ..." "I got that much," she interrupted him viciously. Neji ignored her. "The problem is that I love Yama too. And I don't know how to decide. You ... or Yama." Now Tenten was really stunned. She really hadn't expected that. Then her face changed from angry to hurt and back to angry. "So! That's enough Neji! Either Yama or me! But not both!" Then she turned around and went back to the village.Her feelings were all mixed up. On the one hand, she loved Neji and wanted nothing more than that he would reciprocate her feelings and stay with her forever. On the other hand, she couldn't be with him if she always knew that there was someone else who loved Neji. It was bewitched. One thing was certain, however. She wouldn't talk to Neji again until she knew that he was completely clear about his feelings. Only then might they have a happy relationship. But not when Neji was torn between Yama and her. But it also saddened her that he hadn't meant what he had said seriously. She didn't turn around, knowing that the Hyuuga heir wouldn't follow her. And slowly it started to rain ...

~ a week later ~

"Hi Tenten!" The brown-haired turned around and saw a bright sakura approaching. She forced a smile too and let Sakura give her a big hug."Are you feeling better?" She asked softly. For a moment Tenten was tempted to shake his head, because this agonizing uncertainty was almost worse than the time before, in which she and Neji had not talked to each other. No, Tenten really couldn't say she was any better. So she jerked her head vaguely, but that seemed enough to her friend. She hugged Tenten tightly again and then let go. "Do you want to go shopping with me? Ino doesn't feel like it and Hinata doesn't have time." Actually, Tenten wasn't in the mood either, but she couldn't do that to the glowing Sakura. So she grudgingly groped after her friend.

Tenten hadn't been shopping with one of her friends in a while and only now realized how much she had missed it. She strolled after Sakura, who was packed with half a dozen bags and sacks, while Tenten, who only carried two bags, was laughing for the first time in months."Stop it and help me carry it", Sakura hissed, but Tenten noticed that she wasn't serious and was glad that Tenten was talking and laughing again. "Come on, I'm quick and everyone, let's go have an ice cream," she moaned and staggered to the ice cream parlor with her bags. Tenten followed her while she smiled slightly. To her amazement, she found that she hadn't lied to Sakura. 'She actually felt a little better. She sat down next to Sakura in front of the ice cream parlor and ate a scoop of vanilla ice cream. She was talking to Sakura about trivial things that nobody really cares about. She watched the people running across the square. Suddenly she saw someone who made her heart beat faster. Neji! He was heading straight for Tenten and Sakura. The brown-haired woman jumped up hastily. "Um ... um Sakura, I have to go. It was nice to just hang out like that." She didn't pay attention to Sakura's weak protest, but wanted to hurry away, but she hadn't done the math with Neji, who suddenly had her on her wrist grabbed.When she turned around, he looked at her so intensely that Tenten felt dizzy. “Can we talk?” She nodded slowly and pushed him away when she noticed that their faces were only a few inches apart. Her cheeks turned a faint red tinge. "Stop it!", She muttered in a lowered voice, although she would have liked to snuggle closer to him. Neji grimaced. “Are we going a little way?” Tenten shook his head. "What you have to say to me, you can tell me here and now." Neji sighed deeply. "All right, Tenten. I just wanted to tell you that I don't care ..." He paused and Tenten looked at him with his mouth open. "Fine," she said after a few moments and turned around. Tears came to his eyes. So he didn't care! Without paying attention to where she was going, she hurried across the square. "Tenten, now wait!", Neji called after her and tried to catch up with her. "You get it completely wrong, now let me finish!"" Let you finish speaking ?! LET YOU EXECUTE?!?! "Tenten's voice almost cracked up." Oh no, Neji Hyuuga, now YOU will listen to ME! You had your chance! And now you say you DO NOT care! You know what, neji? Now I don't care either ... "And with these words Tenten turned around and ran away sobbing. Neji was left alone again ...

It didn't turn out that good, did it? For your info. Tenten will NOT kill himself, all right? So now I'm hoping for a lot of clerks (I hope that I don't hope for free * g *)
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