Liebe mit Vergangenheit
Mood swings
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Mood swings
Sesshoumaru just stares at her with his ice cold eyes. He has already noticed that she is not doing well and she is getting more nervous too. But for him there is no explanation why she behaves like this.
"Listen, if you have nothing to say, let go of me! I have to go!" She tugs at her hand to get free. But he lets
not easy. He didn't creep behind her to let her go after all.
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Nobody has noticed yet that Sesshoumaru is no longer with them
is. He set out to sneak up on Kagome. Asif he would just make her disappear now! That'll come
out of the question! You stay with him nicely! He races through the forest at a mad speed. His white hair swings with his movements. He jumps elegantly from tree to tree. His eyes
focused firmly on the environment in front of him. He follows the smell of her tears, which so bites his fine nose. He comes to a stop in a clearing. He looks around for Kagome. When he discovers her, she arrives at the bone-eating well. He immediately notices that she will not stop but jump straight into the well. He has to prevent that! Steers with a monkey tooth
he approached the girl. Just before she could jump, he grabbed her forearm. So it stops.
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Now he stands here with her and tries to stop her. Because if she were to go, he would surely change. “Why do you want to go?” He looks deep into her eyes."I already told you that I can't tell you! Please let go of me." Kagome is on the verge of despair. It takes too long for her. "What about your friends?" Asks Sesshoumaru. He doesn't want to give up now.
"I'm sorry about you, but I have to leave you now!"
With these words she withdrew his hand and started to jump. But Sesshoumaru is faster and grabs her by the hip, pulls her around and presses her against him. Kagome is shocked. the eyes are
wide open. His lips
lie on theirs. He kisses her!!! YOU!!! A human woman !!! Does she have halos? I'm sure she's only dreaming. Exactly, this is just a dream! She's sure to wake up soon. But it feels so real That kiss. It is not wafer-thin, but also not intense. He's just amazing. As if in slow motion, she closes her eyes and leaves
on the kiss. This is her first kiss! And he's beautiful!
Everything is running at full speed in Sesshoumaru. Even if it is from the outsidedoes not look like it, he has to control himself not to go too far. This feeling for him is new. He just can't get enough of it. His hand wraps more around Kagome. Having her hands on his chest doesn't make things any easier. It's tingling in Kagome. The feeling inside of her is so breathtaking. But a blast of pain makes her think clearly again. Slowly she separates from his lips. Your eyes, which are now open again,
look into his. A slight shimmer of red lies on her cheeks. Sesshoumaru looks at her with a gleam in her eyes. It's no longer the same cool look, but a different one. Not a warm-hearted one, but also not an ice cold one, rather a demanding one. “Are you coming back?” His voice is the same as before. Cool and callous and yet somehow different.
Your look seems sad at first, but then it becomes determined.
"Yes, I will come back someday!"
She made a decision. She doesn't give up on her friends.At some point, yes, at some point she'll return. It can and will
don't forget all. They are just too dear to her heart for that.
Suddenly she winces. A new wave of pain has set in. Your body pulsates briefly. The spell that lies upon her will break any moment. “I have to go now!” Her hands slide from his chest. Caress down over his torso and then stay asleep hanging next to her body. He watches her as she follows the movements of her hands.
After a brief moment she turns and walks to the fountain. Sesshoumaru observes every detail about her, knowing full well that he can no longer do this for a long time.
At the well she lifts one leg and steals it on the old, rotten wood from the edge of the well. But before she jumps in, she turns to Sesshoumaru again."Please take good care of Rin and the others. I don't want anything to happen to them! Neither should anything happen to you. So also take care of yourself! Promise me ... please." With a nod he points
her that he will keep her promise. As a thank you, she gives him one of her beautiful smiles. Then she supports herself with her foot and jumps. Sesshoumaru looks after her. He can't even imagine what it's like to travel without her. With Kagome, the group seemed perfect. But now that she's gone, there will only be grief and arguments. He goes to the well again and looks inside.
One last longing look and he goes back to the village.
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It hovers gently in the blue vortex of times.
BUM BUM. She is breathing heavily.
The blue lights fly around them.
BUM BUM. Your body contracts.
Her hair glides around her body in gentle waves.
BUM BUM. The pain is unbearable.But at the moment Kagome has other problems than looking at her surroundings. A force in her is slowly awakening.
Her body pulsates one last time. Then the spell breaks. She feels the power and energy racing through her veins. Your blood is changing. Her eyes briefly light up red. The appearance remains the same, but the inside has become a lot more powerful. She smiles briefly because she
still can't believe it. Now your life is going to change radically. Hard times are ahead of them. She knows that. Without the others it is already hard as well.
It hits the ground as light as a feather. Your posture is crooked. The body first has to get used to the new strength. The arms clasp the stomach in pain. The clothes stick to their skin. She sweats so much. She trembles and can barely stand on her feet. She stands in this position for a few minutes. Her body slowly calms down again.
The pain subsides. Your posture will return to normal.The breath becomes even. After Kagome has rested a bit, she climbs out of the well. For them it is now no longer a problem to climb it. She feels stronger and freer than ever before. She knows that from her past, but this time it's even more intense. When she has left the last steps behind her, she opens the door to the courtyard.
She has already noticed in the well that her senses are more pronounced
as previously. She could see everything in the shrine, even though it was very dark. Normally she would have had to squint to avoid tripping over the steps. But now ... Also hear and
better judge them. The cars are terribly loud for their standards
so that she already feels the need to cover her ears.
The exhaust fumes stink as hell. She's not even good at margins. Poor Inuyasha! No wonder he doesn't like her time.
From somewhere she hears Sota's voice. She looks in the said direction and sees her brother who is just around the corner of theHouse storms. When Sota sees his sister he stops, but then runs to her.
"Kagome, Kagome you already know that we are not human at all, but ..."
"Yes, yes Sota, I already know everything!", Kagome interrupts him.
"But you just got here! So how do you know?" The sixteen year old girl sighs loudly.
“I was one in my childhood!” Sota is about to steal the next question when his mother comes before him.
"Ah, nice to see you back. Did you tell them?" Kagome's expression grows dull. She nods sadly in silence.
Her mother puts a hand on her shoulder. She has long since noticed that Kagome looks at the other time as her second home. And she is so sorry for taking this from her.
"I'm sorry! But your father thinks the time has come." She looks up at the sky. Your daughter does the same.
After a while, Ms. Higurashi calls her son, who has started playing soccer with himself a little away."It's slowly getting dark! You are going to bed now! Tomorrow morning we will discuss everything." Despite complaining from Sota, they are unable to get permission to stay up late. In the end, the two siblings follow their mother into the house. As they walk past the sacred tree, Inuyasha reappears in their thoughts. She will miss the arguments with him! Even if she was always so angry that she disappears into her time. But afterwards he got her anyway. Suddenly she draws in the air sharply and stops. A thought shoots through her head. What if Inuyasha comes for her? He is not allowed to see her, because then she would have a thousand questions on her mind. But how is she supposed to prevent him
comes into their time? Ms. Higurashi looks at her daughter and notices that she must be lost in thought. She also stops and speaks to her: "Hey Kagome, what's going on?"
She winces, startled."It just occurred to me that Inuyasha could try to get me. How am I supposed to prevent that?" Despair can be heard in her voice. Your mother thinks about it for a moment. Thoughtfully, she looks up at the sky until a solution occurs to her. "Grandpa could seal the well!"
Kagome's facial features change from desperate to suspicious.
"Grandpa? He tried that before and Inuyasha got through!" "Maybe, but haven't you forgotten something?" Now completely confused, Kagome looks at her mother, who grins
can not resist. Then it occurs to her like a blow on the head. Of course, they had changed!
Because she can't believe that she has forgotten THAT, she hits her forehead with the palm of her hand. " I'm stupid! "
A soft laugh can be heard from her mother. Sota just looks at them strangely. He doesn't understand anything! Ms. Higurashi calls her father and explains the situation to him.They go to the