Liebe mit Vergangenheit

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the rock next to her. Any man would have loved this sight, like this one who hides at the edge of the forest and looks at her. She just sneezes
just this feeling of freedom. She enjoys the scent of the sea, which slowly spreads in her nose and is pleasantly stuck in her lungs. Oh yes, it's good to be here! She needed that!
She decides to go back to the house because she still wants to find out from her mother why they are actually here now. You can hear the clicking of her shoes as she strides across the courtyard.
Suddenly she stops. It occurs to her that she hasn't found the time to look around. She knows everything here but
there are details that she no longer remembers. She only knows the worst. She looks around. There is a small sports hall next to the house, so to speak.You can see it in the rectangular shape. A very large door is used to enter, which it does immediately. The floor of the "sports hall" is covered with laminate. The walls are made of wood and in some places nicely decorated. In the middle of the hall stands
a long, narrow beam supported by two others. If you were to stand on the beam, the floor would be about 2 meters away from you.
A little further in the room is almost the same, only that it is a pole that hangs 4 meters above the floor. It is also held by two thick wooden boards. She keeps looking around. Is on a wall
a punching bag attached. He looks pretty old. You are almost afraid that it would burst if you hit it. It is also covered with a lot of dust, like everything here. When she has looked at everything, she decides to go back to the house, as she has already arranged that her mother is preparing lunch. With quick steps she makes her way to the main house.Suddenly a small temple comes into view. She stops in what she is doing. She knows exactly what is in there. She ponders for a while whether she should go into the house or the temple. A deep sigh can be heard from her before she directs her steps towards the temple. It is small but wonderfully decorated. Little angels, elves and fairies are depicted everywhere, as well as beautiful characters and patterns. With her delicate finger she touches a symbol carved into the oak wood. She pushes the two sliding doors apart and steps into the temple. It is very dark in the small room, so that you can hardly see anything. She quickly takes a match from what is next to a candle and lights it. She lifts them up so that the light can better illuminate the room. There is nothing in the room except for two candlesticks that are next to a staircase that has 5 steps. Kagome goes to the candlesticks and lights the two before she blows out the one she's still holding in her hand and puts it down.The two candlesticks are sufficient to illuminate the entire room. Carefully she goes up the stairs and stops on the last one. A large egg-shaped mirror hangs in front of her. The frame is made of gold and adorned with precious stones and diamonds. The mirror itself is so big that Kagome can see himself completely. She estimates it to be 2 meters high and 1.5 meters wide. This mirror is no ordinary mirror! She knows of his special abilities. It is not called the mirror of time for otherwise. She used it before, but it won't happen now! She will only use it when necessary.
She looks at her reflection again, goes down the stairs and blows out the candles. She walks to the exit of the temple and closes the door behind her. As she marches proudly across the courtyard, she feels that she is being watched. She stops and turns around. She sees a young man at a wooden arch that serves as an entrance.He doesn't seem much older than she is. With his dark red hair he catches the eye. His expression is slightly confused. "Oh, you live here? I thought the property was uninhabited.", He speaks as he approaches with a small smile on his face. He looks at her with his hands in his trouser pockets
with green eyes. He could enchant many a woman with his gaze. But Kagome looks at him rather skeptically.
What does he want from her? Now he stands in front of her and probably expects an answer from her. "My family owns the house!", She says without much desire to start a conversation.
"So? Fine! Then I have neighbors now! By the way, my name is Yoran.", The boy steals back. "My name is Kagome!"
“A really wonderful name!” He smiles at her and she blushes a little. "Um, thanks, but I still have a few things to do! Maybe we'll see you again." She waves to him as she walks back to the house.Yoran looks after her. A really beautiful and interesting girl! It will certainly not be the last time they meet again. He's leaving the yard. Kagome closes the door behind him. A strange guy, this Yoran! But she doesn't worry about him anymore, she dedicates herself to what she planned to do. She goes into the kitchen where her mother is chopping the vegetables. Kagome supports herself on the table with her hands.
"Mom, I finally want an answer: Why are we here?"
Ms. Higurashi pauses and turns around.
"Well, I'll tell you! Get Sota!" Kagome runs straight away and finds Sota, who is currently testing the yard as a soccer field.
“Sota, come with me now!” Sota winced. His sister literally yelled at him.
So that he doesn't get to know Hell, which is quite possible with Kagome, he follows it with quick steps.
When they arrived in the kitchen, everyone sat down at the table. MrsHigurashi across from her two children. She takes another deep breath, then begins to speak: "Well, the reason we're here is Vollgänder: Your strength!"
"Our powers?" Comes from Kagome and Sota at the same time. "Yes, you heard right! We're here so I can teach you how to handle them properly." Sota is amazed. Kagome, however, not so. Somehow she already suspected that. Ms. Higurashi turns her gaze to her son. He seems to want to say something, but he probably doesn't dare. "Tell me what's on your mind, my darling!", She prompts him. "Well, I know Kagome couldn't control that power when she was little. But why did you break the spell now?" "A good question!" Thinks
Kagome by the way. "Your father probably thinks that she is now strong enough to keep her strength under control. He alone lifted the spell!", The mother answers the question. Kagome jumps up angrily, causing the chair she was sitting on to fall over."I think it's really great that people ask me if I even want that!" She says ironically. "First I am allowed to travel to the Middle Ages and get to know the best friends you can make. Then, because my father has just decided to break the spell, I am allowed to leave. Now I am sitting here
and almost tear my heart out of desperation and longing, just because I miss her so damn much. I think it's really great! Man I hate my life so much! "Tears run down her cheeks.
She just can't anymore! Clang!
Everyone looks at the broken vase lying on the floor. The broken pieces are scattered all over the place. Kagome looks in shock at her hand, which is stretched in the direction of the vase. During her freaking out she first put her hand on her heart to illustrate her pain and then stretched it away from her, exactly in the direction where a vase was still intact before. Now it doesn't look so whole anymore!"That's exactly what I want to prevent!" Begins her mother. "I don't want you to demolish the whole house." She looks at her daughter, who is staring at the floor. Suddenly she runs into her room and you can only hear her slamming the door. Sota looks at his mom. “What's wrong with that?” But Ms. Higurashi only looks after her daughter sadly, even if she has long since disappeared from her field of vision. But she first decides to turn to lunch and leave Kagome alone. She has laid down on her bed and presses her face into the pillow. Your tears seep into this and let it get wet. Damn! She couldn't do it again! Holy shit! Why can't she control her powers?
Is that so hard?
A loud nose can be heard and you can see her body shaking slightly. She doesn't want what happens again as a little girl.At least 5 villages! Yes, it destroyed 5 or more. Hundreds of people were probably killed in the process. And that by her hand alone. And, damn it, she's scared it'll happen again. She doesn't want to do this again! Far too painful are these feelings of guilt towards the people whose friends or family killed them. It is far too bad to know that she has taken the lives of countless people. She takes over the fear that she will kill Sota and Mama too. No, that mustn't happen! She still knows when Inuyasha lost control of his demon blood. Back then he was chasing the bandits. And when he was so sad, she could only feel for him because she knows what it's like to feel guilty. She sits down and wipes the tears from her face. But something differentiates the two! She gets up, goes to the window and looks at the light blue sky. Inuyasha can hold back his demon within him with the help of Tessaiga.But she can't!
Someone's knocking at the door.
Kagome turns around. “Come in!” Her mother emerges as she opens the door. “Kagome, can I talk to you?” “Of course” They sat down on the bed. "I know that was bad for you when you smashed the vase without control. You were thinking about your childhood, weren't you?" Asks Ms. Higurashi and a nod from Kagome confirms her statement. "If you learn to use your strength that will not happen anymore. You are now such a strong person that you can leave your great love without collapsing." She puts a hand on her shoulder.
"Don't forget, Kagome, you are not human!"
She gets up, goes to the door and opens it. Before she closes the door behind her, she turns around again.
"You are a Shangan!"
With these words she disappears from the room. Yes, a Shangan, she is! A human being with different abilities.It can learn new attacks just by its will. She learned a lot when she was little. She looks at a glass full of water on her desk.