Fanfic: Du machst mich schwach...
Chapter: unwanted roommate
So here is the next little Pitelchen ^^
There could be a longer break now, I'm in a creative crisis xD
I hope you can be patient for a while ^^
At this point again, thanks for your great Komis ^^
Chapter 4: Unwanted Roommate
Now they stood there. Sakura in Sai's arms and opposite them stood HE. The one she finally wanted to forget, never wanted to see him again. But now, all good intentions have turned into thin air. It just shows up, making the start of a new life more difficult for her. Did you always have to put obstacles in her way in everything she did? She gently released herself from Sai's embrace, always keeping her eyes on the Uchiha offspring. A real emotional chaos broke out in her. Tears welled up in her eyes, rolling softly and transparently down her cheeks.
"Sa-sasuke?" brought her out after a minute's silence. No more, just his name. Unable to think of anything, she walked slowly towards him.Shortly before him she stopped, looked into his cold eyes. More and more tears welled up in hers, making their way down unstoppably until they dried on the warm skin. Briefly she stroked his cheek apologetically, but only to slap him on the ear. A red handprint was visible on his pale skin. He showed no emotion, neither when he saw her for the first time in years, nor after the slap. He just stared at her. The black-haired man's eyes began to eat away at Sakura inside. She felt uncomfortable to be looked at by him like that, with looks that looked down at her from above. And already she realized how weak she was, how sickly and in need of help she must appear. Sai stepped up to them // So that's him, the Uchiha ... // he thought and looked at him with a scowl.
"So you are Sasuke..aha .." he only said disparagingly to him and gave Sakura something to himself. The Uchiha looked at him with a slight head movement, gave a disinterested `tss´ of himself and began to speak."What do you want? Do you have to be known?" he said and wanted to go back to Sakura. Seeing her with this weird owl felt weird. But he didn't want to admit it to himself. Say nothing about his feelings or let it get outside. It's his feelings, and they weren't anyone's business. But what did he feel? When he looks at her like that, it stings in his heart, but he just didn't want to admit it. He had never been able to get revenge on Itachi, had left Konoha completely in vain.
"Me? I don't want anything from you, I'm not gay. What do you want here? Go back to where you come from! Can't you see that you're bothering you?" said one black-haired to the other. The cherry blossom girl looked at the floor, not knowing what to do now. What was she doing here? Here between the two? Then why did Sasuke have to come back when everything seemed to be getting better? Why did everything always have to be so damn complicated? Couldn't she even live in peace for a while without feeling bad?It didn't seem to work.
"Sai, ... take it easy yes ... go please ... I'm sorry." she said, dressed to him, pressed a short kiss on the forehead and devoted herself again to the Uchiha. When she was sure the Sai was gone, she lifted her head and looked again into the empty numb eyes.
“What are you doing here?” She tried to sound monotonous, but it was so obvious that she cared about it. Which her tears alone proved. She still looked hurt in his eyes. Why didn't he say anything? Why was he just standing there and giving her condescending looks.
"I live here in case you have forgotten." he just said. To forget? How should she forget THAT ?! How could he say that? And then still so derogatory. She turned her back on him and stood there for a moment. I wanted to feel its warmth and enjoy it.
"Please leave me alone, I think you have harmed me enough .. Sasuke .." she said and started to leave. Walked through the little grove from which she had come.But she noticed the steps behind her. A quick sideways glance told her that the Uchiha was following her. What was he trying to do with it? As intolerant as always, so cool and unapproachable, he followed her with his hands, buried in his trouser pockets as usual. She tried to ignore him, quickened her pace. But his own got faster too. She got an eerie feeling. It was just no longer the sasuke she had loved. He had changed, hadn't he? She ran in her mind all the time, but she ran. And only now noticed that she was standing in front of her apartment door. Now she saw a second shadow on the wall, had it followed her this far? She didn't even notice. What does he want from her? now that she actually wanted to get rid of him. But did she really want that? Now that he was back, everything was so different again. Feelings of happiness arose and drove the others away. Maybe it would all be the way it was?Start again where it had ended, but wasn't it too late for that? She unlocked her door and wanted to close it behind her, but a foot, Sasuke's foot, prevented it. What is he up to?
"Sakura..open ... please." a voice penetrated her ears. Did the Uchiha just say 'please'? Then it really had to be something important. She opened the door slowly and he immediately stepped into her apartment without being asked. Looked around something that he noticed immediately, that there were no more things from before. Usually at that time she had something from Team 7 standing around everywhere. She closed the door again and went into the living room, where Sasuke had already sat down and looked at her. Apparently he was waiting for her to sit down.
"What do you want?" she said now a little irritated as she sat down. he looked at her for a few seconds before he began to answer.
"I want to ask you something." said this bored. To ask for something? How can he ask something of her?Of all people? Why didn't he go to Naruto? She didn't want him with her. A strangely frightened look betrayed Sakura's uncertainty.
"Could I stay here with you for a few days?" he just said. Live with her? LIVING ?? After all the years in which he hadn't contacted her, now suddenly shows up with her and wants to live, it's been more than three. All features slipped from Sakura.
"I beg your pardon? I think I didn't understand ?!" She said. How she stood up in front of him was almost eerie. He looked at her again, and found that she looked pretty good in the dress, better than then. She had really changed, he sensed it immediately, and not just from the visual point of view.
"Well, don't pretend. I thought to myself, since you can't be without me anyway .. you would look forward to seeing us again ... but I was wrong, did you think of sai's cardboard nose, or whatever it was called, Thrown in. "The boy was also rude.Some people just never change, she thought to herself. Was it a mistake to go out with sai? Did Sasuke get the wrong idea of her now? Does he think she hadn't tormented herself, just continued to live like before? Stunned, she couldn't reply to his statement.
"Make me my bed, I'm tired," said the black-haired man and went into the bathroom. The pink-haired woman sat there completely perplexed. He gave her orders? Did he really want to live with her? What should she do? Absentmindedly she dug a blanket and pillow from under the couch and undressed them. When she was there to get everything ready for him, sasuke came again, walked past her, with a bored look at her.
"Oh well, you put your bed up here, I'll go over to the bedroom, see you tomorrow." he said and was also shcon disappeared in the said room and a quiet `clack´lies close that he had locked. Now she was allowed to spend the night on the sofa, it was a nice gesture of his.Since she first had to realize everything that she had experienced that day, she took off her underwear and lay down. She lay there for two more hours, motionless, as if dead, staring at the ceiling until she drifted off into the land of dreams.