Dream world

"Itoe ... Itoeehee ... ITOE!"
Startled, Itoe sat up.
Who had called her there, no matter how loud?
She looked up and saw green eyes twinkling.
Akako.
"Man! Stop dreaming! The lesson has been over for 10 minutes!"
“I'm sorry!” Itoe stammered and watched as the red-haired girl refused her.
Itoe brushed a strand of black from her face.
That she always had to be so angry.
Why didn't Akako let her dream? She didn't do anything to anyone.
Itoe got up, put her books in her bag and left the classroom next to Akako.
There was silence for a while. After that she was interrupted by Akako.
"Sorry!"
"Wh ...?" Itoe looked at her with tired eyes.
"Are you dreaming again ?! Oh Itoe ... I'm just worried about you! You always seem so remote ... as if you were in another world, in your dream world."
"I am too ..." Itoe whispered, looking down.
"But why? What do you have?""Oh nothing..."
"Come on, tell me, I know that there is something ..."
"I..."
Itoe paused and looked at Akako. She didn't really know what to say. Itoe got angry.
"What do you actually want to hear? That I'm fine? No ... that would be a lie. I'm not fine, as well as ...
You know, in my "dream world" there are no problems, in my dream world there is life that I have always wanted to live. In my dream world there are people who love me and don't laugh at me because I ... "Itoe broke off and looked at the floor.
"... but this world doesn't exist."
The black-haired woman pressed her school bag against her chest and walked past Akako with quick steps. She didn't want them to see her tears. Akako had registered it anyway.
"But we love you ..."

Itoe snuggled into delicate arms that embraced her.
A well-groomed soft hand ran through her jet-black hair and hummed a soft melody.She loved this song as a child.
Her mother often sang it for her, especially when she was feeling really bad again.
“It's time for your pills darling.” Itoe barely noticed her mother's gentle, low voice. She didn't want to notice them. Itoe was tired of swallowing those disgusting pills, but without them ... yes, without them she would die. Hard to believe that these things should save her life. Why did she have to carry such a burden with her? But she didn't want to choke herself in self-pity. She had to live with it.
Itoe has suffered from a rare but dangerous heart disease since she was born. Unfortunately she couldn't romp around and play like other children, she just had to watch. So she withdrew further and further and was left alone. Of course she didn't find any friends that way and was often teased.
She never had a father. She didn't even know hers because he ran away when she was born. Allegedly, he couldn't cope with her illness.Itoe didn't think so. She knew why he had run away: he didn't want her.
He also left mother and daughter alone with a large amount of debt.
Itoe's mother has had to raise her alone for 15 years.
The girl often blamed herself for the fact that her mother did not have free time. When she got home from work, all she had to do was be there for her daughter. Debt didn't make life any easier either. How much would you like to buy something "luxurious". But it just didn't work. Where other children got all toys, Itoe put it back and that only for her mother. She wanted to make it easier for her and Itoe vowed to say thank you one day for what her mother had done for her and that she was always there for her. With something very special.
Itoe was torn from her thoughts, again by her mother's lovely voice.
"I'm going"

Arrived in the kitchen, the black-haired girl took a kitchen chair and put it right in front of the sink, then she stood on the chair to approach the kitchen cupboard, where her pills were.She took the little white box, got off the chair and sat on him.
Itoe looked at the box and ran her fingers over the dots on it.
How could blind people read this?
Was it able to be learned?
Itoe closed his eyes and slid over them again.
No, that was way too difficult.
She opened the box and took out a pill.
She also looked at these.
What would happen if she just didn't take that white piece now?
Would she die immediately or would she have to take this pill off for 3 days?
What would happen to her mother after that? Would her mother be able to finance her beerding?
Itoe startled.
What was she thinking about?
She couldn't do that to her mother!
She quickly filled a glass with tap water, stuffed the tablet into her mouth and washed it down with the water.
"I'm done mom."