Chapter: Brief Insight

Hi Guys! After I threw my old FF, here's something new from me!

Yesterday was my 15th birthday. I'm very glad about that. One more year and I'll be 16! It took me long enough, I think.
I'm a little disappointed with the fact that I still don't have a boyfriend. That concerns me more than ever. All girlfriends have, or at least already had, a boyfriend, except me.
I felt like I was close. He was my great love, at least that's what I thought. We did a lot together. At Christmas, I thought, the whole thing between him and me was at its peak. We went to the Christmas market and had nice afternoons together. Every day we heard how the other was doing, what his day was like and what else was new with him. I thought there was nothing in our way. I was about to tell him what he is to me, what he means to me. What does he do? He tells me that he fell in love with another girl.He tells me the story of love at first sight. I can't believe it all. It was so clear, I thought.
I'm losing more and more of my friends. I'm an outsider. It seems like everyone is forgetting me and I long more than ever for someone to love me.
It's vacation. I have an appointment for Friday with old friends from the judo club. I hope to find a little distraction and lose sight of my daily worries that occupy me, at least for this time.

That's it for now. Just a little taste of what's to come! I hope that at least my loyal clerk clerks stay true to my thrown FF and read this FF too!
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