Was hat dich so zerrissen?
Second cut
Itachi's PoV
I don't want to go now!
Don't want to leave him alone!
Not in this state.
"Itachi? What's wrong with you?"
The fish man looks at me in confusion as we walk through the forest
walk.
I take a deep breath.
"Nothing. Everything is fine."
Apparently he believes me.
And goes on.
I stop for a moment and look back.
Hopefully he won't do anything now.
"Hey, Itachi! Enough break! Come on!"
I must have stayed a while after all.
Kisame is tripping her foot nervously.
"I'm coming on!"
I rush after him.
Once Kisame gets mad, nothing can help him
hold back.
But what am I supposed to do about Deidara now.
He can do something else and I won't stop him
can.
It almost tears me apart.
This uncertainty.
Not knowing what was happening.
And just leave him alone again.
I took a breath of fresh air.
"Do we really have to do this?"
Confused, Kisame turns to me."Don't you feel like killing some other ninja?"
Is it really that strange that I don't even fight
want.
And would rather just be with Deidara.
That's it.
Just strange.
Turned again I looked back.
"You are worried about him!"
I spin around, frightened.
"Uh, who do you mean?"
"Deidara! Don't act so stupid! If you absolutely want to go back
then go and send one of the other after me! "
His look is so angry.
I must be such an embarrassment to him.
But it doesn't feel as humiliating as he does at all
maybe thought.
"Thanks, Kisame," I mumble and run back.
Deidara's PoV
I'm standing in front of the mirror once again.
But don't look at my reflection in the mirror.
I can not see it.
Can't stand it.
For some reason I always see Sasori when I see myself
see.
I dont want that.
The tears run down my face.
Why is he gone?
“Hurry up, Deidara!” Konan pounds on the door.Why is it always so loud.
I also need my rest.
“I'll be finished soon.” I wipe the tears from my face with the back of my hand.
I just want to look at myself in the mirror once to see if
you can see that I cried.
But nothing.
Fortunately for me.
I walked slowly to the door and unlocked it.
"Finally," Konan snaps at me.
Push me on my side and go to the bathroom myself.
It locks immediately.
Who wants something from us from her?
That damn chick.
Always annoying.
[note Shouldn't be against Konan, so don't kill me]
I'm going through headquarters
Nobody is in the aisles.
So I can finally have my peace.
But I was happy too soon.
Someone is calling my name.
"Deidara? Deidara, where are you?"
She sounds scared.
Almost worried.
Itachi is already turning the corner.
I want to turn away.
"Deidara! There you are!" He walks towards me.
Isn't he on a mission with Kisame?Then what is he doing here anyway?
I mumble about, "What are you doing here?"
But he just ignores it.
Suddenly he wraps his arms around me.
And me?
I allow it!
"Are you going for a walk with me?"
To go for a walk?
This is my last time with ... Sasori!
The tears well up in my eyes
How stupid must that look.
I, who just blow up people, howled around here now,
like a baby.
I press my face into Itachi's cloak.
He shouldn't see me like that.
He gently strokes my hair.
"Just cry! I don't mind! Just let it all out!"
I look up
Into his soft, black eyes.
Gently?
Why is he suddenly looking at me like that?
Where did his cold look go?
The one I'm used to?
Which he actually throws at everyone?
Where did he go?
Disappeared like Sasori?
Just go away?
Isn't he coming back either?
More and more tears flow down my cheeks.
I nod slowly.
"Let's go for a walk!"