Fourth cut

Itachi's PoV
I watched him go for minutes.
Until I don't see him anymore.
He just ran away from me.
He wasn't afraid of me after all.
How so?
What had I done to him?
I just wanted to finally tell him!
Kisame already knows.
Yes, Kisame!
Half the fish.
But why doesn't he notice?
Why exactly him?
Just the one who should know.
I slump on the floor.
Maybe he'll come back on his own.
But why should he?
It's Deidara!
Has lost the only thing that was really important to him!
His sasori.
The one he loved.
The only one who really mattered to him!
How come I could never be the one for him.
Always Sasori.
Nobody would mourn me so much if I were suddenly gone.
Not even Deidara.
He doesn't even notice.
How much he means to me.
But I do need him.
He should come back.
I didn't notice at all how the tears were slowly streaming down my face.Always stare at the earth.
Should I wait here for him and hope that he might come back?
Though I knew he didn't anyway.
No!
I just had to look for him!
Search and find him.
I have to finally tell him.
Even if he won't understand.

Deidara's PoV
I don't even know where I'm going.
Just get away from him.
He scares me.
How he is suddenly so nice to me.
I had never meant anything to him.
It had never really been important to him before.
Why did he suddenly come so close to me?
What did he want from me anyway?
I couldn't understand him at all!
Itachi just got weird!
He's changed just like me in the last few weeks.
Has become almost as calm as me.
Everything about him confused me.
Why did he become so different?
Or has he always been like that?
Am I the one who has really changed completely?This can not be!
It couldn't be.
I look up at the sky again.
A drop comes towards me.
Soon more and more.
The rain is running down my cheeks.
Mixes with my tears.
I look around.
Where did I go anyway?
I don't know this part of the forest at all.
The trees are apparently higher here than where I was with Itachi before.
The rain is getting worse.
Within minutes.
I'm soaking wet already.
A pleasant cold runs through my body.
Just like I'm about to die.
But I already wanted that.
I turn around.
Didn't I hear a noise there?
Did Itachi Follow Me?
But I don't see anything.
Nobody.
But do I even want him to look for me?
Should he find me?
I go on again.
Don't want to turn around anymore!
Don't want to go back!
The rain is still getting worse.
The ground beneath me is getting muddy.
I left the path a long time ago.So I'll finally get away from here.
My fingers start to tingle.
Actually, I haven't felt it for a long time.
I dedicate another look to the sky from which it pours unhindered.
As if it didn't want to stop at all.
Suddenly the heat rises inside me.
Like I'm getting really warm.
But why should that?
My legs are getting heavier.
Can't move her forward soon.
Suddenly don't feel it anymore.
Everything before my eyes turns black.
When I hit the ground, I'm already gone.
The rain keeps falling on me.