That feeling of not knowing you

That feeling of not knowing you
To burn that feeling inside
Tortures me so much
It is so hard
I don't know
Don't get higher on the ladder of life
Every day when I wake up
I feel this thing
That stood between us
Like the endless beach
Every time I want to live
The world around me becomes so still
Because then I know why
I can't live, I'm so stupid.
You're not there
I thought it never will
You lie next to me
But I can't with you
Your dreams
Fill empty spaces
And yet I cannot enter it
Can only pray
That they'll open one day.