Chapter: prolog

I still remember every second that I spent there, always when it is very dark and everyone is asleep.
I wish I could turn back the time I always wanted so badly.
My mother was right:
At some point everything has an end.
But then my argument was always "Where there is a will, there is a way. In addition, everything that has an end must have a new beginning!"
These eyes, one black, the other red, I could still see them in front of me, hear me scream.
Just a moment ago, I briefly felt two hands on my upper arm.
It feels like forever ...
Now I lie here with my eyes open, in the cover of darkness, where no one can see my tears or hear my choked sobs.
I felt that there were people in the room, but these people were sleeping and I didn't cry for them, I cried for my friends who had been left behind ...
For the first time I showed them, but they weren't there, the look in their eyes that I had so often hidden and scared away from them ...
I wish none of this had ever happened ...

(So, this is both the beginning and the end of the FF and the next chap is coming tomorrow !! Plus Charas!
Lg Naru_Fan)