He's back ... but she isn't. But no happy ending?

Heyo .... sry that it took longer ... i-how would my brain really want to play along>. x And all in all, I'm not happy with the end ...
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I just realized that I couldn't see anything anymore. There was no light anywhere. Still, it somehow matched my current feelings. Without thinking about it, I ran in the direction I assumed the headquarters to be. Only now did I realize that it was over. My parents were buried. Nobody left who could harm me. // Nonsense ... it's not over. As long as I am with the Akas and have this mark, it will never be over. But do I even want that? Well ... it's too late now. //, I discussed with myself and went on, but from that moment lost in thought, in the supposed direction. Before that I was so sure that I really want to stay with Akatsuki. And now? What the loss of the person you really love can change everything.

When I still hadn't arrived at the headquarters after a while, I began to doubt that I had taken the right path. But at the moment I just didn't care. Should I be kidnapped or something ... but I didn't hear any voices even after some more time had passed. For the first time I wondered where I was. I didn't even hit a tree. It was pitch black. // Maybe my feelings are really playing tricks on me ... // I found a possible solution and just went on into the dark night.

~ meanwhile in the HQ ~

Pain had called a meeting. Yes, and that at night. Of course there were objections. But he just ignored them. Of course, he'd been amazed when everyone showed up except me. "Well it's not that bad that Kara is missing ..... I would like to discuss the following with you: We have to replace Deidara." "And that's why they call us in the middle of the night, Leader?", Hidan grumbled, but also this was skilfully ignored by the god Ames. "Well, there is another important mission coming up tomorrow and-" "I don't see it at all, un !!!!", it echoed through the room. Deidara stepped out of the shadows.

And now something incredible had happened. Akatsuki. was. speechless. "Wasn, un?", Deidara said and looked around. Madara was the first to find his language again. "Does Kara know that you are here? She thought you died. She was totally depressed." "No. Where is she? If that's the case, I have to go to her, un!" "If I'm honest, I don't know myself. .. ", Pain said and shrugged his shoulders. "She had watched the sunset, according to Hidan, and then suddenly she was gone." "Hopefully nothing happened to her, un !!!", Deidara shouted and ran straight out of the HQ. "wait!", Madara and Pain shouted at the same time and followed him.

"How do you want to find her in the dark?" Asked Pain Deidara, because he never even saw his own hand in front of his eyes."I don't know, but-" "Wait until tomorrow. During the last nightly search you were just lucky that I was in the forest with Kara. I really want to find her, but if so, maybe nothing is "If only she was looking for a distance ..." Madara said. Deidara looked down. Then he looked at Pain. "What do you say, leader, un?" "Madara is ... wrong. You are granted to look for her. But Madara goes with me." the Iwa-nin nodded and walked a little towards the forest. Madara whispered to Pain: "This time I'll let it go, but you know that I-" "Please, very much.", Pain said with a crooked grin and went inside.

~ With me again ~

After ages, I slammed into something or someone. "Au !!!!", this someone just went. // I know that voice ..... but that's impossible ... // "Sorry, but ..." "Oh, let it go .... Kara? Are you?" "Yes. But how do you know you ..... you're not really Sarah? "" Yes, I am. Is there anything wrong with that? "" No, but .... that's impossible !!! "" Instead, how about something like: Nice to see you, best friend. And all the best afterwards !!!! ", she smiled at me in the dark. "Nice to see you, best friend. And everything's fine, nonsense. Thank you!" I laughed. Sarah distracted me a little. Exactly what I needed. "But it's time you wake up." "Huh ???", I did. Sarah smiled. "Well do you think I'm really here? You only dream ..." "you vera-"

.........

I woke up in a dimly lit, empty room with a dark figure that I couldn't make out. I sat against the wall and was chained.

"Now I don't understand anything anymore, where-" "Safe" "Who-" "A friend" "Let-" "Please talk you out? Not necessary." I sighed. I was suddenly somewhere else. was it really just a dream? And if so, when did I fall asleep? "And wa-" "Because otherwise you'll run away from me" "You-" "I know that I'm annoying." "And-" "Let it go now .... won't change anything that I keep you here anyway yourself. "" Myself? Do you mean ... "" Exactly. I mean Raka. In reality, she does not escape the difficulties, she is the cause. You think it is over, but it is not . "" And how do you know her? "" Raka once told you that everyone has an opposite. I am the opposite of a person who is very, very important to you. I am .... "" Daradei? "" No .... that sounds stupid ... my name is Aradied. "He did not step out, but stayed in the same place. "Wait a minute, if ... you live, and you are Deidara's opposite then-" "He lives. That's exactly how it is." My expression, which was still so emotionless, suddenly turned into a bright smile, with sparkling eyes. "But, where ... I mean, is he safe?" "He is. He's looking for you. You're not in Hq." First my eyes flashed again, but then my expression darkened again."Then let me out of here!" "But because of Raka ..." "Raka doesn't matter!" "Isn't she, I ...", although I haven't even seen him, he looked away ashamed.

"You love her." "I would love her if she was REALLY your opposite. But ... she just plays that." "How now?" "She just plays." "How now?" "I don't answer any double questions. "" Why does she do that? "" Raka doesn't understand anyone. What I just wanted to say was: ... just wanted to protect you.

"don't believe him a word!"

"W-wer", I just stammered. I really didn't understand anything. "Raka. So she's up to here-" "Silence. Traitor!" Raka called directly in his face. "Oh yes? Show your true form first!" He called back. "Fine," she said. Her hair turned green, the braid disappeared, it grew a little, and suddenly her forehead was adorned with an emerald. She was certainly no longer herself. Or ... wasn't she herself, and was it now?

"Get out of here!" Shouted Aradied. suddenly the chains on my arms broke. I didn't let myself be told twice and ran. ran out the door.

ran on, and with each step what had just happened seemed to become more of a meaningless, blurred memory.

It was now light again, I was in the forest. I looked back briefly. My breath caught. The hut I was in a moment ago was gone ...

I took a deep breath and slowed my pace. At least I didn't know where I was. Now it suddenly became clear to me that -if that was real- Deidara was really still alive. I felt a little joy and drove away the worries. Then I stopped. Was thinking. Was thinking how to come back now. Thought if the Akatsukis were looking for me ... and that the fact that Deidara was still alive might be good. He might as well still be buried, but be close to dying. Or somewhere in nowhere ...

Voices interrupted my thoughts.

"are you sure?"
"yes, this is exactly where I met them. If I can get my hands on them!"

I couldn't suppress my curiosity and looked to see who was there. I had never seen the two of them. One had purple hair tied in a ponytail and the other short brown hair. Both wore white coats that blocked my view of the rest of their clothes. At the moment they haven't even discovered me.

"Are you sure that we should go through this alone?" Said the brown-haired man.
"Scaredy! I still have an account with them! Lousy Akatsuki!", Answered the violet-haired woman.

When I heard the word Akatsuki, I listened again.

"I found a lead to your headquarters ... I'll get it !!" she growled again.
"But-"
"No buts! Come! In this direction!", she shouted and strutted off.

I grinned. The two were just right for me. I followed her with gentle steps. I didn't really care if they discovered me.I would just say that I still have an account with the Akas .... After a while, the violet-haired woman stopped. I looked around for a moment, from here I would find my way to the headquarters on my own. I was about to start when: "I would have sworn - we were being followed!" "How many are there?" Asked the brown-haired man quickly. I stepped out of the protective shade of a couple of trees. I started to speak: "One. Just me ... I still have an account with Akatsuki myself ... I wanted to follow you to get to their HQ. I happened to be in the forest and heard you speak. ... "// Now there's no turning back .... // Exactly at that moment, an idea occurred to me. “But I'm actually on a mission, and I still had some time ... which is now up.” The violet-haired woman frowned. "And what are you going to do? Give up your mission or come with you?" "I want revenge, but I'm not stupid .... the former .... I'll get reinforcements." I turned around. It was better to keep a wide arc so that I wouldn't run into these two again. "Goodbye ..." I said again.

I was torn down from behind. I was on the floor, the violet-haired girl on top of me, and pressed my elbow on my neck. "What is being played here? We are not stupid either!" "Nothing is being played here! I was telling the truth!" I sincerely hoped that she would buy it from me. “Prove it!” I noticed the injury ... not because I had an idea, but because it was pressed to the ground and hurt. I pointed to my shoulder with a pained expression on my face. "The injury is from my last meeting with them ..." I lied. "Well, I believe you ... but you don't look very strong ... go home and get your backup," she said. I was a bit skeptical, but when she let go of me, I now doubted something more that she still