Fanfic: Blaue Augen bleiben blau
go through your body. What I like and so I let my finger slide higher again until my hand is on your neck. I pull you closer to me, want to kiss you and hope to meet your lips when I felt you evade and place your mouth on my ear. I still get goose bumps when your hot breath brushes me. "Well ... ru ... to ...?" You whisper seductively to me. My breath is faster, my heart is racing.
I know my feelings for this man are wrong ... no, they mustn't be.But ... how am I supposed to resist him? Him to whom I have fallen for four years. I flinch when I feel something damp on my temple. You want me to answer
"Y ... yes?" I whispered, barely audible.
But you heard it. I can feel your hand that you place delightfully on my thigh.
"Do you love me ...?" My heart stops. But I can't allow myself not to give you an answer. When I'm about to open my mouth, you put a finger on my sore kissed lips.
"... do you still love me after that happened?" I feel your hand, which was previously on my mouth, move higher. You stroke my temples, then you kiss them. The last thing you say turns me to stone. I feel that your body is getting closer to me. You bend over to me and I feel your soft lips on my closed, left eye, then the right.
When you said it: "Open your eyes. Open them please ... Naruto."
I don't know what's coming over me, but I'm starting to cry again. The tears formed without my being able to do anything. They stick to my eyelashes, gather in a tear, and wander down my cheek. You brush it off. Your thumb caresses my skin and the blush of shame rises in my face.
Then I open it. Of course I don't see anything. Still, I feel uncomfortable.
There is a silence, a silence lasting several minutes. Then I hear a click and frown. Immediately my eyes burn and I think (think) to have to tear them out. I raise my hands to the pain and place them in front of my eyes like a protection. I do not understand what is going on. Can't be afraid as I don't understand.
"Naruto ..." comes from a corner of the room. Does he want to torment me? Does HE want to cause me pain again? "…Yes?"
He's already taken the light from me. I'm blind as a mole.
Steps. He's getting closer to me again.
I flinch briefly.
Then I feel a warm hand on my cheek.
"Naruto ..." Yes. So what's going on? Why does he say my name?
"Naruto ..." What? What does he want?
He wants to torture me. Want to show me how beautiful my name sounds from his mouth. Miserable…
"Naruto ... open your beautiful blue eyes ..."
What? Why?
What does he want to see?
Beautiful? I can only laugh ... what blue?
It's his fault ... he did it ...
What does he want to see? WHAT? My ugly eyes, which are covered with a cloudy, pale, disgusting blue. Pigments were destroyed, souls broken ... And ... he ... wants ... to see ... my eyes?
WHY?
"Why ... why do you want to see her ... Sasuke?"
He shrugs back briefly. It is the very first sentence that I have been changing with him in months and then also a question ...
Then I feel both hands on my cheeks ...
I don't know why ... but I can feel ... his smile ... why?
Why is he smiling?I clasp his hands in mine.
"Tell me? What do you want to see in my ugly eyes ... the suffering, the pain ... WHAT? What do you want to see, SASUKE?"
I widen my eyes ... there he has it. He sees the horror. Look at him. Can't really see what he's looking at. Its black onyxes lovingly stole me. Why? Then it comes over me ... I cry.
"Naruto ..." again. Does he start again? I was just about to start screaming again when-
"Naruto blue eyes ... stay blue."
That one sentence, he said, and kissed me. Then the shock!
How so…? What the…!
"Sasuke ..." I gasp and look shocked at his face. Yes! I look at him in the face! "How can that be possible? What's going on here?"
Then I feel his tender lips again. "Naruto, finally ... finally I have you back.
I smiled.
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People claim: If you spend a long time in a dark, deserted place, alone for days or months, your whole head goes crazy. It can even cause memories to be re-spun. Horrible fantasies arise and you can look at people from a different perspective. Even if you had loved for those years. Days and weeks seem like years and sometimes you forget your eyesight in the dark.
I was kidnapped four months ago.
Locked up in a dark cellar and forgotten ...
I was found there two months ago.
Scared and downright psychologically at the end.
I had built my own wall and didn't let anyone get near me.
The doctors said they should leave me down there, of course with observation and in the dark, because I freaked out when someone had one of the policemen switched on the light. My protector was my love, Sasuke ... I still don't know ... how he had endured such a total psychopath. Had fed me ... literally kept me alive. He never got close to me because I screamed quickly. What kind of grief I had brought him? What my head rhymed together ... terrible ...
Despite everything ... I love him ... and that one sentence ... brought me back from the darkness of fear.
"Blue eyes, stay blue."
The end…
So that's it ... I know it's illogical that the doctors left in there ... but fanfics don't always have to contain logic, in my opinion;)
I know ... about this sentence, you wouldn't write something like that right away, but the first thing that occurred to me was ... and I really wanted to write it :)
I hope you enjoyed it and especially the people for whom it is dedicated.
Maybe we'll write to each other again soon;)
best regards
Eva: 3
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