Chapter: Letters

Dear Pansy,

I'm so sorry for what happened to you because of me. Please believe me, I didn't want you to be attacked and hurt. If there's anything I can do for you, please let me know. I'm wrestling with the idea of ​​coming back to Hogwarts and helping you.

Your harry

Ps: I think of you and will stand by you no matter what happens.

Satisfied, I reread the letter and go downstairs to Dumbeldore to give him the letter. I'm really wondering if it might be better to go back to Hogwarts and declare war on Hermione. I talk to Dumbeldore about it and he thinks that I should wait and not act too quickly.
Great, so I should wait for Pansy to get hurt again or something worse to happen? But I won't wait longer than a week, I say Dumbeldore, he nods and makes his way back.

Petunia looks at me sadly and asks if I'm really ready to go back? I look into her sad eyes and nod silently. I see the sad and desperate faces of my relatives and try to stay strong, because I have grown very fond of them in the last few weeks and I think that I like them as much as they like me.

I go back into the garden without realizing that Dudley is following me. I sit on the garden bench and am about to light a whistle when Dudley asks me if he could have one too? Logically I give him one and listen eagerly to what he has to say.

"Do you love this girl from your letters?" Dudley wants to know.

"No Dudley, she's just a nice and dear girl who wants to help me, nothing more".

Dudley stares at me and asks me again if I've ever been in love at all? I nod and tell him the story with Hermione, since Dudley didn't know about it yet. He pucks me up and asks me how could I love a girl who does this to me? I tell him that Hermione wasn't always like this, but only since her parents died and that it should be my fault for whatever reason. After all, I wasn't there and can't help it.

Dudley no longer understands the world and shakes his head incredulously. He doesn't understand it logically, he doesn't know Hermione either as she used to be. She used to be nice and always listen to my worries, and today she avoids me and tries to kill me.

But I am in good spirits and dare to try to make Hermione see her senses. Yes, I will tell Hermione what I think and feel, I want to see if she can make it normal again. I'm going up to my room to pack the most important things when suddenly a letter arrives.

Potter,

I'm so insidiously wrong
Lie in, spit on
Give yourself anger, turn your heart to stone.Stuck deep in your soul.
Enjoy tormenting you down to the blood and your screaming, because I am your evil torturer,
Don't be afraid, I'm brutal, don't stop at anything.
Sow violence where there is peace.
Only have one enemy in my sights, hate luck.
Am the bad that eats good.

Well, the letter doesn't have a return address, but I'm sure this is Hermione's address. Why does she only write such confused stuff, what is the purpose of it? Is she trying to scare me and how does she know I'm here? Thousands of questions arise in my head and I don't get any answers.