Fanfic: Du machst mich schwach...

Subtitle: SasukexSakura
Translation

Chapter: SaiOnara

So at the beginning, sorry for chatting the two ya XD but somehow I thought it was important * desu *
So have fun reading, I hope you continue to enjoy it ^^

Chapter 2

Now she was sitting there again, on her sofa. She looked sadly into the darkness but no one is there. Didn't Hinata want to come? Now she was waiting for her blue-haired friend. She lay crouched there, holding the sofa cushion tightly against her. Again and again Lee's words haunted her head. She understood him now, she finally understood what she had been told all these years, if not so directly. She felt so stupid now, all the while she didn't know how stupid she was. To wait for a guy like Sasuke, that he is already hopeless anyway. But she always told herself that he would come. She was torn from her thoughts and listened carefully. The telephone. How she hated the sound. Every time the doorbell rang, she thought it was Sasuke.Sasuke would report, he would live. But she had finished with him now, she never wanted to think about him as she had before. Wouldn't protect him from her thoughts anymore because he had good reasons. It would be best if she would forget him. Exclude them from your life for good, erase your memories of him. But that's easy to say if she'll make it? Still in the stars. She got up from her couch and picked up the phone.
“Yes, here with Haruno.” It was apparently Hinata. She said she couldn't come because of Naruto. Saku said it was okay. Well it suited her perfectly. She escaped the long sermons and wanted to be alone anyway. Finally forgot the Uchiha, and once did not fall asleep for one night with tears. She got a Katon out of a closet and ran into her bedroom. Sat down on her bed and put the Katon next to her. And stared at the picture she had on the bedside table next to her bed.It was a picture of Team 7. Where times were still great. She longed for this time back and thought very often about what they experienced back then. Well and times changed so suddenly. Sasuke is gone and they have a new one on the team, but the Hokage had waited longer than she wanted. Since it was also no secret to her what little Haruno felt for the Uchiha. The new one was called Sai. He was also very polite to her and she kind of liked him too, even though he was a little weird. He was still a great addition to the team. Should she do something with him? She knew not only Lee but also what was pledging for her. But to get together with someone just to forget the Uchiha? No, she could never do that to her friends! She would want to get to know him properly first, to find out more about him. Maybe on a date? Yes, exactly, she would go out with Sai if he should ask her. Dreamily she took the picture in her hand, looked at it again and put it in the katon.She did just that with a lot of other things. It was difficult for her, very difficult in fact. She cried. Why did he even have to go away? She felt so miserable. Why did he do this to her ... Alone. In the heart as well as at home. She was always alone, but why? She knew she hadn't treated her friends well, was absent and no longer of any use. They wanted to get away from her ages ago, but she had never noticed. Now that she needs her friends, they are not there, nor would she be able to count on Lee anymore. The only ones who continued to bug her were Naruto and Sai. They did not allow themselves to be deterred and tried constantly to bring them back to life. But how could you have helped someone who didn't want help? Sakura unconsciously resisted it. At that time she was afraid that she might forget Sasuke if she continued to live her life normally. And now that she wanted it, she hoped for another chance from the two of them. After she had stowed the box in the junk room, she went straight to bed.After a lot of thought, she fell asleep again with tears ...

The next morning the pink-haired woman woke up. She rose lazily from her bed. Well and today it will be a particularly exhausting day for her, she wanted to banish the Uchiha from her head at last. Now she got ready for the day, since she did not plan to leave the house today, she put on a simple top and gray slacks. Well, how should she start the day? Exactly she had to distract herself and what does a Konoichi do that best? Exactly with the PC. So she sat down at that wonder box and went online. The only one who was there at the time was Lee and Sai. Lee could forget her so she wrote to Sai.

Saku_Chan: Hi
Sai-onara: Hi Saku.

Hmm, what should she do now? Otherwise she was always so rude to him, but she wanted to change again, to make her life one again and not to continue to scare off her friends. So always look happy when you could.Saku_Chan: How are you?
Sai-onara: well, I hope you too?
Saku_Chan: hm..joa is okay
what are you doing now?

Well, now she's not allowed to mess around with Sasuke. It's not cool if you write to someone and then immediately spam them with problems. But she knew that she could do that with sai. She had to change the subject elegantly.

Sai-onara: Nothing at the moment, why do you ask?
Saku_Chan: Just like that, neither do I.
Sai-onara: what else?
Saku_Chan: built shit again and with you?

Well, now she had set herself a trap of her own, but friendship also requires honesty. She really wanted to talk to someone about it, but Hinata wasn't there, unfortunately ...

Sai-onara: What the shit did you build that honey?
Saku_Chan: Well because of Lee again, he's mad at me
did he say something to you?
Sai-onara: No, he didn't. Tell me what happened
Saku_Chan: Well I gave him another basket and he freaked outI have no idea what to do about him now.

Well, the Lee thing deeply touched her heart. Still she couldn't understand why he had opened her eyes with such brutality. But she was grateful to him for it, otherwise she would have lived for more years as before ..

Sai-onara: Oh forget him;) Lee is a loser, he had a small tail
and can't offer you anything anyway!
Saku_Chan: hm, yes, but otherwise he was always so nice to me
and he's a good friend too
I don't want to lose because of my stupidity.
Sai-onara: why because of your stupidity? it's his own fault, he's the one
the one who is immediately pissed off when you
give him a basket, he can't force you to do something with him
to start, and certainly not when you have him
don't love, so fuck him!

Could sai be right about what he said? So with the thing to forget about Lee. But he was always a good friend to her, even if he might not have done it out of friendship but out of love.He was right somewhere.

Saku_Chan: okay if you say so, but I was pretty rude too
I've made up my mind to change
to finally finish that with sasuke
Sai-onara: So you want to forget about Sasuke?
Saku_Chan: Lee finally woke me up with what he said to my head
has popped
yeah, I'll try anyway, but it's pretty hard
Sai-onara: aha interesting, so sweet you know I'll help you with everything, even with
this case.
Saku_Chan: I'm happy that I can still rely on you.
sai-onara: but certainly small
You don't have anything to do today, right?
Saku_Chan: Yep, I could use a little distraction.

Well, the best thing she needed was distraction. Sasuke finally forgot something else couldn't help her. Which snot cucumber came up with something like lovesickness? In her opinion, he would still have to be tormented today.

Sai-onara: very nice, then I'd say we'll go away together tonight
if you have nothing against it,i invite you
Saku_Chan: yes of course, gladly. I haven't been away in ages.
When and where do we meet?
Sai-onara: wherever you want baby.
Saku_Chan: I would prefer if you tell me.
Sai-onara: Baby, I'd better pick you up.
Saku_Chan: okay when?
Sai-onara: let's say 8 p.m., does that suit you?
Saku_Chan: Yep, exactly right.
where do we go? Because of my styling.
Sai-onara: what do you think of disco?
Saku_Chan: I'm thinking of something quieter, how about something to eat? XD
hinata always complains because I hardly eat anything
Sai-onara: yes, we can do that too.
Saku_Chan: Was back at the hospital yesterday.
Sai-onara: because you haven't eaten?
Saku_Chan: yo, I broke down again
in the middle of the supermarket ._.

Well, then she probably had a date with Sai this evening, as soon as she wanted it. Maybe she would like Sai more if she knew him better. Soon she would get over her Sasuke addiction, she had decided to do that.
Sai-onara: Oh baby, this won't happen to me again.Saku_Chan: I'll try, but if your thoughts are somewhere else,
one does not pay attention to it
whether you eat something.
Sai-onara: well then, but tonight you will eat, I'll be careful;)
so sweetie I'll be gone, see you tonight * kiss *
Saku_Chan: take a picture for Hinata otherwise I don't think so * laughs *
okay, see you then and wear something nice;)

So it was decided now. What should she wear, how should she behave? Now it would depend on the one evening, and who knows, maybe she would fall in love with him .. So it would be 8pm, she had 2 hours left. She immediately let warm water in the tub and climbed into it. She was looking forward to meeting him somehow, and yet she's a little awkward. What should she talk to him, what would he say? She was following such thoughts at the moment. Better to think of something real than an old memory. She washed quickly and got out of the tub.After drying off, she went to her room, only wearing a towel. She put on a black, strapless bra and a black dress with a larger slit at the end. She was dressed like this before, she took turns looking at her watch and had barely half an hour left. So she had so much time for make-up and hair so that it could fit. She put on make-up in light brown and skin-colored tones. She tied her hair and pinned it up, except for the bangs that she let fall to the left. Now she