Chapter: 1

Hi. I once had a great desire to write a poem, I wrote my last one a year ago, and I hope that you will read it and write me constructive criticism, because maybe I want to use it for a competition ... after 365 days. ..speedkitty

Is it love that tears my heart apart
or is it the sadness that you give me
A demonic touch brushes my skin
I feel warm and cold at the same time.
What should i think of you
of the one who steals my heart?
Should i love or hate you
Hate for not loving me
I watch the wind play with the branches of the trees.
I wish he could carry me far into the world.
Far from you, because you are doing me no good.
And yet my soul in me longs for you.
She wants to feel you, she wants to see you.
You smell so good, I want to wrap myself in your warmth.
I want to forget by your side what I have to do
I want to forget, just for a tender moment, who I am.I want to forget why I am not allowed to have you-
I don't want to know anything more about your feelings.
Please just let me be selfish for a while.
Just let me have you for a while
don't have to share you with anyone
because it tears my HEART!
I know the world doesn't allow us to love us.
I know that you won't allow me my love
because duty calls us.
She brought us together, how are we going to divide us.
If we did it, will you let me go?
I don't wanna go cause I don't wanna lose you
I always wanna look in your eyes
I always want to feel your closeness.
That's in me, this egoism.
He scares me, I scare.
I'm afraid of my feelings
I am afraid that they will tie me up.
To you.
That I can no longer be strong without you
that I can no longer live without you - I don't want to!
Please hold me
I know about your feelings, but please hold me.Let me fall asleep in your arms and let me dream.
Let me dream that one day you will still love me.
And maybe ... but just maybe ... you already think about me as I wish !!!!
You, my demonic breath.
You my love !!!

Oops, that's it. If you want, I can continue to write for you, how do you like it ??? BYE BYE BYE; Speed ​​kitty