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Thanks for the dear clerks ^^ I was very happy. I didn't really expect that my pointless writing would interest anyone. As a reward, I now have the second chapter with me * point to chapter * Have fun reading.

What happened to us,
you have become a stranger to me
I look at you and feel that I'm not safe with you.
We both wanted to talk
now we're arguing again
if you are honest,
you know that i didn't deserve this
I'm getting scared
that you can no longer love
That you can't reciprocate feelings that I have
It makes me sick when you say that's not true
you talk about great happiness but act like a child
why are you doing this to me,
where does the hatred in you come from?
I didn't want to realize
that I'm losing my place
the place in your heart
deep into your soul
now your eyes sit like a rope around my throat.
You don't listen to me anymore, I don't matter anymoremy thoughts fly back and forth across the room,
you're afraid it's okay if you run away because of that
you better go now
before you see my tears
(Bushido)

Five days had passed since Tenten was hospitalized and there was still no change in her condition. Her face was pale and sunken and barely lifted from the pillow on her bed. All of her friends were very worried about her. Nobody wanted to say it out loud, but everyone was afraid that Tenten would never wake up again. During this time Neji sat by Tenten's bed every day. Sometimes Lee, Hinata or Yama sat with him, but most of the time he was alone. The beeping of the devices was regular but quiet. And her breath became shallower day by day. And more and more often Neji had tears in his eyes when he looked at the weak Tenten. "You mustn't die," he whispered over and over. “Wake up Tenten.” But she didn't move. And slowly Neji began to give up hope that Tenten would ever wake up again.The doctors didn't seem very confident either.

The sun shone through the hospital room window, painting patterns of light on the white walls. The rays of light caught in the flowers on Tenten's bedside table and fell on her pale face. Neji looked at her for a while. Her chest rose and fell slowly. She looked incredibly peaceful as she lay there. A tremor ran through his body. Slowly he lowered his head. Suddenly Tenten coughed weakly. Neji immediately jumped up. The brown-haired woman's eyelids fluttered and then slowly opened. They stared blankly at the ceiling. In one jump he was next to her bed. “Tenten?” Slowly she turned her head and stared blankly at him. "Tenten", Neji whispered and carefully took her hand. But she pulled them away and just stared straight at him. Neji saw emptiness in her gaze, but also immeasurable sadness. The next words from her pierced his heart like a stab in the back. "Why did you save me?Why didn't you let me die Do you think I had no reason to do this? "Her voice was soft and hoarse and somehow didn't sound like herself. Nevertheless, Neji staggered back as if she had hit him." Tenten, "he croaked softly." Go away. I don't want to see you anymore ", she whispered and turned her head to the wall. Neji tried to talk to her again, but in a louder voice she said now:" Get out, Neji! I never, never, never want to see you again! "Silent tears ran down her face. She didn't look at the Hyuuga. He shouldn't see her tears. After a while she heard the door being opened and closed again. She turned her tearful face to the door. Still The tears kept streaming down her cheeks. Now she was alone and felt that way too. She felt as if her heart had broken into a thousand pieces. Sobbing, she buried her head in the pillow.

After a while a nurse came to check on Tenten and found the brown-haired woman staring impassively and with reddened eyes at the ceiling.She immediately called a doctor to take care of Tenten. "Well, are you awake again?" He asked happily as he entered the room. Tenten ignored him. She raised both arms and looked at the bandages on her wrists, from which tubes led to the equipment next to her bed. "How long have I been here?" She asked in a cold voice. "Five days," the doctor answered her question and went to the equipment next to Tenten's bed. He looked at the ads and wrote something on a clipboard. A tearing noise next to him made him drive around to Tenten. She had plucked the tubes from her wrist and was just about to get up. "Hey what's this? You have to stay here at least a week!" He wanted to grab her shoulder, but she just mumbled, "Don't touch me. I know what I'm doing." The doctor let her in Quiet. He tried to talk to her. "Look, Tenten. If you go now, the cuts on your arms could tear open again and then you could die from even more blood loss."Tenten looked at him almost blankly. Had nobody told him where the cuts were coming from. She shrugged her shoulders. Actually, she couldn't care." You know, "she said quietly," I don't really care. If the cuts tear open again, I'll be out of luck. And if they don't tear open, I've been lucky. "The young doctor looked blankly at her as she got up and walked to the door with trembling knees. He made one more faint attempt to stop her, but she reached out for the doorknob." I am sorry for you so much trouble with me, "she muttered before leaving the room and leaving the stunned doctor behind.

~ Tentens View ~

As I step out the door of the hospital, I am greeted by a bright summer day. Flowers are blooming everywhere and bees are buzzing around. The bright light hurts my eyes. I close it blinded. When I open it again, I make out the outlines of two people walking towards me.They haven't seen me yet. I can't see exactly who it is. Suddenly one of the two screams. “Tenten!” It's Hinata. It falls stormily around my neck. Now I can also recognize her companion. It's sakura. When she hugs me, she has tears in her eyes. "It's nice that you're awake again, she whispers softly in my ear. I just nod and look at the two of them. Relief is written on their faces. But I can see the unspoken question in their eyes." Why did you do that, Tenten "I can read in Hinata's white and Sakura's green eyes. Slowly I lower my head." I have to go home, "I mumble softly and push past the two of them. Hinata's hand jerks forward to hold me, but Sakura holds out of the corner of my eye I can still see how she carefully shakes her head and lets Hinata drop her hand again. Then my tears blur my vision. With hasty steps I storm away.I will only continue writing when I have at least two clerks for the Kapi!
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