Was hat dich so zerrissen?

Kapitel 1 wird freigeschaltet^^
Translation

First cut

Itachi's PoV
He sits blankly on the couch. Tobi has been talking since
Hours on him. But the blonde shows no emotional
impulses. Just nodding your head occasionally
you notice that he is still alive at all.
The dark-haired Akatsuki with the mask suddenly stopped.
"Deidara-sama doesn't listen to Tobi at all!"
I shook my head slightly.
Has he really only noticed now?
Tobi is really not the smartest.
"Idiot!" I muttered.
"Did Itachi-sama say something?"
How this fool looks under his mask again.
"Certainly as I always imagined.
Confused look, but still glowing with curiosity.
"Get out of here, Tobi!"
At last!
At least a feeling!
Anger!
The pure anger!
With a slight sob, the dark-haired man stands up and
waddles to the door, where he stops for a moment.
"Tobi just wanted to see Deidara-sama smile again."

I am alone with him now.And that empty look again.
Only aimed at the ground.
Just saying nothing.
But I still felt the sadness in it.
It's been less than a week since Sasori died.
He was just killed by this little pink-haired one.
Deidara misses him so much. But nobody can bring him back.
And if it goes on like this, we will ... no, I will, Deidara
lose too.
He sinks into his self-pity.
In his grief.
In his tears.
But this overwhelming mood is suddenly interrupted.
Kisame storms into the room.
"Itachi, we have to go! We have a mission!
I get up laboriously and extremely slowly.
Actually, I don't want to leave him alone now
But what should I do?
Stand against the leader?
Then I could dig my own grave and Deidara
would be just as alone.

Deidara's PoV
Can't he just hurry up and leave me alone.
Luckily Tobi is gone.But Itachi bothers, unlike
that other bundle of nerves, not with words. No! His
mere presence is oppressive.
When he keeps looking at me like that.
With that look.
But he doesn't know how I'm doing!
How exhausted everything makes me!
Every thought of him.
Any memory of him.
To Sasori!
How I miss him.
His red hair.
His beautiful eyes.
His smile.
Everything about him.
I want him back.
Feel its warmth.
Hear his laughter.
Tousled through his soft hair.
However, he's gone.
And won't come back to me
Never again.
I wanted to be with him again.
He was certainly just as alone 'there' as I was here.
If they should all be alone with me, then I could
at least be with Sasori.
Nobody needs me here anyway.
I dragged my legs onto the couch.
Wrapped your arms around it.
Put my head on my knees.
Should it all end here and today.
But like last time, I wouldn't dare.Something still clung to this life.

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The first chapter ^^
Sorry for the stupid chapter titles
but hadn't actually planned any
So that's just what came out of it