Chapter: When she was 7 ...

The Lie Of The Life

When she was 7 ...

A little girl walked the streets hand in hand with her mother. The girl was barely older than 7. Her mother had just turned 30. The little girl looked around when they came to a big house. "Mom, when will dad be back?" said the little one to her mother with a hopeful look. "Papa won't come back to us anymore. Do you understand?" said the mother to her. "But why? Is papa mad at us?" she asked further. "Yes he is. He left us. He left me." "Why?" asked the little girl with glassy eyes. "Why doesn't dad come back to us?" ... at this sentence the 7 year old girl had to cry. "Mom already say something!" "He's not coming back!" she said angrily now. "It's your fault why he's not coming back, Nicki!" ... the little girl stopped and took her hand from her mother's. The mother continued walking without looking back at her daughter.Nicki stood there and couldn't hold back any longer. She cried. She cried because her father would never come back. And she cried because her mother said it was her fault. "Now come on at last!" said the mother. Nicki went on sobbing. She put one foot in front of the other and tried to stop crying.

When they both got home, Nicki's mother went to her room and left her daughter alone in the hallway. Nicki went to her room and lay down on her bed and tried to sleep. After a few hours tossing and turning, she finally succeeded and fell asleep.

The next morning Nicki left the room and wanted to see her mother. She just wanted to see her. She did love her! Even if she was so mean to her. She walked slowly down the hall to her mother's bedroom and listened at the door to see if she could hear anything. After all, she didn't want to wake her mother! But she heard something. Nicki heard the sound of the television.So she put on a smile and opened the door .......

....."Good morning mum!" she said happily as she opened the door. But when the door was open, she stopped as if frozen and looked only at one point. She looked at the bed. The usually snow-white bed. That bed that was now blood red. And on that bed was a woman. It was Nicki's mother. She was lying on this bed and was dead. “M-m-m-Mama?” Nicki's eyes filled with a clear, salty liquid. They filled up so quickly that within the next few seconds a tear formed and ran down her cheek. The little 7 year old girl stood and stared at her mother's lifeless body. A pistol was firmly gripped in her right hand.

But suddenly she turned around and ran out of the room. She ran across the hall into the anteroom and threw open the front door and stormed out of the house. Outside it was pouring out of buckets. But Nicki didn't feel it.She couldn't tell the tears from the drops of rain. She just ran. She ran as fast as her feet could carry. She didn't know where to go, she didn't even know what to do now.

After a while, a stone that was on the way stopped her as she fell over it. When Nicki got up again, she looked around. “Where am I here?” She didn't know this area! She didn't know where she was. The only thing that could be seen in this strip of land was a large house. She got up, but was very weak so that it was difficult to get up. When she did stand up, suddenly her eyes went completely black and all she could feel was falling.

2 days later...

"Hey, I think she's coming to." "Really?" "It's about time. She has now slept two days." "Don't be like that. She wasn't feeling well. She had a fever." "Where did she come from Come on? "" Quiet now. She needs rest and not a couple of curious chickens like you are. "Said a boy about 10 years old."W-w-w-what happened?" Nicki asked exhausted. "Hey! You're finally awake! Hi first. I'm Alex (pronounced in English)!" "Hi ..." said a still pretty exhausted Nicki. "I'm Nicki. Where am I here?" she asked, looking at her confused. All the other children stood around her and watched her. Alex then spoke. "Well, you are in an orphanage here. In fact, in the St. Sangreal orphanage (pronounced in French)" "What?" Nicki asked a little confused. "In an orphanage? But how do I get here?" she asked further. "Well, I found you out in the meadow two days ago. You were quite soaked and you were shaking all over," said Alex. And suddenly Nicki remembered. Everything. That she wanted to see her mother and found her dead. That she ran and ran and didn't know where to go. And suddenly a thought occurred to her. That thought was terrible. She was now all alone in the world.She had no one now! Suddenly she started crying again. "Hey ... what's going on?" Alex asked and put an arm around her shoulder. "What happened then?" asked the others. "* sob * m-m-m-my ... * sniff * ... my mother ... she ... * sob * ... she's to." It came slowly and stuttering from her. "Alex put his second arm around her and tried to comfort her. He knew how she had to be now. He, too, had once lost his parents in a tragic accident. The others looked at her sympathetically. They could understand how she is now had to go, after all, this was an orphanage. Alex tried to comfort her. "Hey ... calm down. Even if it is difficult for you now, but you are no longer alone. We are your family now. We are always there for you. "Hearing those words made Nicki feel a wave of relief. Still she had to cry. She hadn't quite understood what had happened. Only that she would never see her father and mother again.So ... that was just the first chapter. I hope you enjoyed it. Please leave a few clerks. I would be happy J!
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