Chapter: Harry goes to heaven

I drag myself to my bed with the last of my strength and finally fall asleep. Later, I wake up in pain and squirm. They are so violent that I have to scream. Ron, Neville, and Dean jump over to my bed worriedly and look at me. I feel so infinitely empty and light, I have the feeling that my body is floating and then I see this white light in front of me.

I walk towards the light and see my mother standing in front of me. She looks at me lovingly and I cry. I want to be hugged and comforted. She gently strokes my hair and tells me that she loves me and that it is sad that I am with her now. Well, I'm actually happy that I have my parents back now, but I'm sad that Hermione is all alone now.

My mother shows me how Hermione is doing and I catch my breath. She lies there in her bed surrounded by Remus and Tonks who are both crying. I also see Sirius, who sits there sobbing and can't control himself. Minutes later I see Dumbeldore come in and look at Hermione. He sits down by her bed and tells her to be strong now because Harry died that night.

Hermione screams mad and thrashes. She can't seem to understand why I died. Well, I honestly can't understand it either. I hear her lovely voice swallowing as she asks why I died. Dumbeldore explains to her that I was heartbroken and I perished from it. Hermione is stunned and asks why I was heartbroken and why no one could tell? Dumbeldore explains to her that I haven't told anyone except Luna and she doesn't want everyone to know. Dumbeldore tells her it would be better if she didn't know the reason as she might not understand.

Okay now I know what it's like to be dead and somehow I don't like seeing Hermione suffering. I look at my mum and ask her if this is final. She shook her head silently and told me it was time to go back as I still have a lot of time. She accompanies me for a while and hugs me again and, crying, presses a kiss on my cheek.